Honor Behind the Stain
Heart-set

Khanza's heart felt numb, wanting to cry, but he endured the turmoil in the chest. He would never risk his love with material things or just a reply from the Emperor. Let her sincerity feel for herself. 

Khanza realized that the Emperor did not love him. I don't know what demands made the Emperor want to return him. The emperor said that he wanted to start everything from scratch together with Khanza, but that was not based on love.

If the Emperor alone had no love for Khanza, it is not impossible to say the same sentence, that Khanza is just a mad woman with treasure, because the view has not disappeared from the eyes of the Emperor.

Had Khanza put forward an ego, she would have accepted the Emperor and made him her husband again, but her emotions could still be controlled so she chose to survive alone.

Had the Emperor known that the khanza loved the man so much, would the Emperor have believed that love was sincere?

Khanza stepped into the house, greeted by Marwah who was watching television. "Khanza, where are you from? It's late and you just got home."

"Due, Mother. Gather with friends."

Marwah approached Khanza, staring at her daughter intensely. "You can't keep this up. Make your life more useful to your father and mother."

"I got together with your friends while looking for info to be able to get a good job again. There was some info about the work. In Palembang, I will be recruited as an accounting of palm oil companies. Cool right? The salary is good."

"Palembang? Far away?"

"Waitwait... Do you smell like this alcoholic drink?" Marwah covers the nose and mouth with the palm of the hand.

Khanza smile. "Mother just knew me. It's modern times, Mom. Not the cathartic age. The current relationship with the age of the Bahelak is different. I'm sure you understand that."

Marwah could not be evaded, assuming the words of Khanza was true. This era is free association and cannot be equated with the past. Khanza is considered to follow the times. "But you're not going to work for Palembang right? That's a long way away."

"Don't worry about me, Mother. I am a big man and I can take good care of myself. Why worry if I'm far away? Didn't you also used to relax when I took off from college abroad? It is a country of people and the distance is even further from Palembang.  Don't worry about it!”  Khanza went upstairs to throw his body into the bed.

His heart still felt numb at the thought of the Emperor, the man who managed to introduce him with true love.  Let this be so, without the need for him and the Emperor to unite, their lives will continue as they should. 

Khanza did not want to unite with the emperor if in the end his sincerity was even considered contemptible.  Loving it does not have to have, this saying is very appropriate for Khanza today.  Khanza was willing if the Emperor married Jihan, a good woman who would also be an angel to heaven together.  Thats beautiful.  Never mind, no Emperor. No. the past.  

Khanza is currently looking to organize himself, set the future.  No need to look at the past anymore.  He was already cruel and cruel enough to the Emperor, not to add to the cruelty with their relationship that even became close.

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