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Episode 105's

There's no word yet from Kendra. I've tried to get here and there, nanyain to his parents, ngancem Satriya to be called to the camp, called to the camp, until the murmuring Papa every day let kong kong kong same connection to be able to hear the sound of Mamas even though only by phone. But the result is nil. Until I don't know what else to do. Without any news from Mamas, my life is empty, like being tossed in the open ocean, staggered by a storm, stranded on an island, met Tarzan, then set up an animal kingdom in the middle of the forest. What the hell, my brain why so gesrek like gini try? Effects are rarely stroked, huh.

"Sa, you want to lift what clothesline to clothesline? The hangers kept on the clothesline" Papa shouted from inside the house.

"Dedek wants to be Tarzan he said Pa, so his mother told me to hang" said I in a flat tone. Still don't get out of there.

"Oh yes. Followed aja. Do you need Papa to make a big mine? It will be hung on a banyan tree in the middle of the field"

I protested while walking in carrying a clothesline basket, "Iih Papa, not very sensitive anyway. Didn't see his son again upset to mourn the situation? Instead of looking for solutions instead of sowing salt on the wound" my expression was macem girl victim false hope promise man.

"You are already said Kendra is busy anyway still confused yourself. Later if there is time also call"

"Well, where is Kendra busy from?"

The Papa was misbehaved, he cleared his throat before opening his voice, "There will be a weekly report of their activities on what was sent to the Central Headquarters. So the seem of their busyness was how it was" there was an expression of gloom when Papa said it.

"But this is different Papa. Kendra doesn't usually tell you this long. Sasa was worried. Moreover, last time our phone a little marahan. Is Kendra really angry with Sasa? Or maybe, Kendra met another girl who is sexier and keeps forgetting the same Sasa" I mewek like a little boy taken candy.

Still thinking about the various scenarios why Kendra has not been told, I folded the clothes I just took from the clothesline and arranged them neatly in the bedroom closet. My movement stopped seeing a pile of Kendra clothes that had not touched for a long time. The fragrance is still the same, the distinctive aroma of Kendra's body that makes my longing even more tempestuous. The remains of the man were still clearly left here. The work desk is a mess, I deliberately do not neaten it as if he is not really gone. Tempe fried sambel terasi is always a side dish that is served at the dining table because it is his favorite. His work shoes and boots are also still neat on the footwear mat, blending together my collection of heels, flat shoes, and wedges. I deliberately did not slide a bit so that his presence was always felt. But now everything is cold, too long untouched and a little dusty. Blank.. It feels completely empty. His belongings are still scattered in this house but why does his presence feel empty.

Ken... What's really going on? The uncomfortable feeling that enveloped these few days, what did it mean?

Still immersed in daydreaming, Papa's phone rang making me wobble backwards. I turned to look towards the bathroom, there was no sign Papa would finish his activities soon. The four-square black thing I grabbed, an alien number on the screen. My eyes are round, +249, that's a call code from Sudan.

My hand drags the green button then attaches the flat object to the ear. A voice rang out and worried, "Sir. The fever is getting higher. From the lab test results, Lieutenant Colonel was infected with the EHF"

Deg.

In this universe, the highest speed is possessed by light, which is about three hundred thousand per second. If anything goes beyond that speed, you know what happens? True, time will run slower or even stop altogether. This is what I feel right now. Einstein's theory of relativity manifested quantumly in the nerve endings of my brain cells. Time stopped, air evaporated, and no sound was heard. Like a burst in the magnitude of energy, for a few seconds all my mind and consciousness evaporated.

"Sasa.." Papa said from behind in no way heard. My trembling hand was unable to hold the small flat object attached to my ear. Papa's phone fell to the floor with my heart as it slipped from his nerves.

Right, the father of the child in my stomach is not okay.