Horizon
Episode 95's

At two o'clock fifteen minutes early.

I often wake up in the middle of the night because of my stomach discomfort. This is normal due to the hormones of pregnant women who sometimes make pain and heaviness here and there. But this time, I woke up with a husband who was still not asleep. He lay by my side, propping his head up with one hand and staring at my face full of affection. Don't tell me she's just looking at my pretty face like this goddamn princess? Ouch I sayangkuh, so love is the same as me. until all you know. Though I'm most beautiful if again******, not bobbed anymore. Where to drool gini again. Well, I lap first ilernya let not ruin the atmosphere.

"Whose belom sleeps?" I asked softly with a hoarse voice typical of people waking up. One hand stuck to his neck, rubbing his neck that was still blue-blue because of my actions a few hours ago.

Kendra just shook her head. He pointed those thick lips at my arm that was embracing his neck, then one kiss landed there. "You're awake?" he raised his eyebrows.

"Wanted to the bathroom" said I lazy while lifting the body to stand. "Well, how is your army backpack here? Did I forget to go in?" I remember while walking closer.

"Is this where it's in?" I began to open a large backpack in green with the motif of the scabs. "Your uniform, your clothes, your personal equipment are all here. Which is? What does this mean?" suddenly I feel bad. "Yes..!" my voice was rising up asking for an explanation.

My darling is still in. He walked over, hugged me tightly, then took me back to my bed.

"Who.mong dong!" I hit his arm but Mas husband even hold me tighter. His head was leaning against the cross of my neck, inhaling its fragrance deeply.

"I wanted to tell you but didn't know where to start. I'm really confused. Until you fall asleep, these words will not come out of my mouth. Sorry.." she groaned near my ears.

Suddenly my body lemes. Will the thing I hate the most happen soon? Oh God, don't be.

"You want to go?" I dare to speak up.

Kendra was silent for a moment. He's getting his face drowned in the recesses of my neck. Both of his hands clenched my body tightly.

"Just for a second. I promise."

"You want to leave me the same as Grandpa?" my voice is vibrating.

He shook his head, "I'm just as physically distant as you. Not to forget, darling. Sebentaaar. I promise you that if Dedek is born, I'll be next to you. Negrelain my head was mocked when you made a decision to come out. In fact, I myself will adzanin deduct. I promise"

"Where's it going?" I still cry.

He paused for a moment, fondling for a moment before a word slid softly from his mouth "Sudan"

The first point of my tears fell without being held back. Soudanese.. A country in the African desert. The area I least want for the man on duty.

"When?" my voice is vibrating.

"I'll be picked up at dawn"

After dawn? That means there's only about two and a half hours left before the long distance separates us. This time I cried. Nanggis. My chest is tight and my breath is as excited. My hand gripped tightly onto Kendra's shoulder as if afraid she could disappear at any moment. Why should it be now? Why should she go at my weakest point as a woman. My pregnancy is growing. Tiring days without a husband to accompany me to raise this content will soon come. Oh my God, just imagine it feels unable.

"Shm.. The soldier's wife was great. Must be strong." he said calmly. One hand moved up and down on my back. But there's not a word I can get out. In this room there was only the sobs and heavy breathing of the man who held me tight.

And for the next two and a half hours we spend hugging each other's presence.