I'M A STATUE FOR YOU
HOPEFULNESS

He let go of our pawn after quite a while. My first kiss he took violently. I don't accept. But I'm also helpless.

"I guess, if I don't want to do more of this." Mas Arya.

I'm nodding. Helpless. Who am I here. In Jakarta I was just my husband. Lucky I still have my best friend Rani in childhood who successfully wander in the capital of Indonesia.

Mas Arya pulled me. Put me in his arms. My face is on his chest. Mas Arya also held my hand on her waist. What my husband thinks. Didn't he not want me, then why is he hugging me now. Because of the pity.

"Don't cry anymore. I don't like to see you cry. You kissed your husband so don't be mad. I even have the right to ask for it more"

I'm lazy to answer the words of the classless Arya. He didn't think about what I was feeling right now. Yeah, I'm ashamed to be mixed up in anger.

My drowsiness that had been crying was now gone. The lips are still very felt. My heart is still beating fast. If I look in the mirror, my lips are swollen at the moment.

I'm the only one who feels this kind of nonsense. Our first kiss meant nothing to Aryan.

Can be seen from his smooth regular breathing, it can be made sure he is asleep.

Never mind, stupid time with this feeling. This kind of thing is usually done by husband and wife. Although unusual for us.

*****

The morning came back. Arya is still clutching my body. Although it feels tight but comfortable. I lyrics clock on the bedside table, clock shows 02.30 WIB.

"Mas. Mas. Arya woke up." I shook Arya's chest so she woke up.Mas Arya just squirmed. And more tightened his embrace.

"Maaaaasss wake up."I shook my chest harder.

"What the hell is Alyn. It's so noisy." Mas Arya narrowed her eyes that were starting to open. He looked back at the clock behind him. He looks funny.

"It's too early in the morning, Alyn, you've disturbed my sleep."

"I'll get a change of clothes before Abi and Umi wake up."

"I've been getting you clothes all night. I put it in the dressing room. Now go to sleep again."

"Let go of your hand first. I'm claustrophobic."

Can I expect more for my wedding now? Arya has opened her heart to me.

I have more hope for my marriage. I don't want to see our parents disappointed.

If Arya wants to change happily I will forgive her. It's for the happiness of our parents.

****

The four of us Umi, Abi and Arya mas perform worship together at the time of shubuh. The atmosphere is so calm, peaceful and shahdu. The day that I will be during this time, worship together that I never did with Arya Akhrirnya mas materialized.

After kissing the hands of Umi and Abi. I kissed Arya's hand. And he kissed my forehead in front of Umi and Abi without hesitation.

"If you want to be friendly, don't be in front of Aryans." Umi .Mas Arya scratched his nape and I blushed in embarrassment.

Then Umi and I cooked together in the kitchen. But I didn't let Umi do the hard work.

Umi just helped me peel the onions and wash the vegetables. The rest I did. Although initially Umi protested finally Umi according to him.

We ate together at the dinner table. Umi continued to praise my cooking.

"Cuisine wife Arya is delicious mi. That's why Arya never eats out."

My heart soared to hear the praise from Aryan mas. It turns out that all this time Arya really likes my cooking. Arya never misses breakfast and dinner at home. Only sometimes bring lunch if Arya asks.

****

I drove Umi, Abi and Mas Arya outside the house.

"Arya you should be very grateful to have a wife who is patient, kind, understanding, good cook and affectionate with her husband's family." Umi's Advice.

"It's hard to get a wife like Alyn. That's why a wife as good as Alyn should never be wasted. Let's not regret it later." Umi.

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