I'M A STATUE FOR YOU
SUICIDAL

ARYA POV.

Sacred makes me devaju. I feel like my trauma will take control of my brain again.

I didn't expect Saints to be able to do such a thing. He smiled at me and slashed his veins and poured a lot of fresh blood from there.

I immediately ran out of the room past all the relatives. But my biggest barrier was blocking, she couldn't possibly let me leave my bride. For me, she is the first lady who must be obeyed by the entire household (Umi Kulsum). But the Saints are in danger, his life is on the edge of the horn.

"Where are you Arya?" Umi looked at me with a suspicious face. He blocked my hand. If I give you an unreasonable reason, he'll lock me up.

"I have to go Umi."My word.

"Where did you go this night to leave your wife." Ask Umi who is emotional to see my behavior. I'm really upset. My time is not much, if only to argue with Umi will be the length of his business.

"Alyn is coming Umi's month." I gave an unreasonable reason. But that's all that came to my mind.

"You must be patient Arya. Wait for Alyn to be holy." Umi called the holy word made me tremble even more.

"I can't stand Umi. I don't want to rape Alyn on the moon." I'm berkilah.

All the relatives who heard my mouth gaping, including Umi. Fiks Umi took my hand off. I don't care if I'm going to be the subject of gossip. Suddenly the words came out of my mouth.

"YOUR MOUTH IS ON THE ARYA SENSOR." Umi dance echoed where. He must be ashamed. But I don't care. What matters is Umi let me go.

I ran towards my car which I parked next to Alyn's room. Samar faintly I heard Umi Naya and Alyn talking.

"Alyn what's going on? It's not like you finished coming two days ago." Ask Umi Naya.

"Alyn's not ready for Umi so Arya's mas out." Answer Alyn.

"Your son, don't do that. It's your duty to serve your husband."Advice from Umi Naya.

I'm sorry Alyn. Not yet have I lied and brought your name. For the sake of covering up my disgrace, you made yourself look wrong in the eyes of Umi Naya.

As quickly as possible I entered the car and drove my car at full speed.

Lucky I remembered the address on the little paper that the Saints gave me on stage.

It turns out the address isn't far from Alyn's house. I broke down the house that was rented by the Saints. There are only two rooms in this house.

Once I opened the room, I had already found Saints unconscious on the floor. There was so much blood on the floor.

My past with brother Arfa began to float in my eyes. Bloods. Blood all over my brother Arfa.

The past has re-emerged. Brother Arfa died in front of me because of me. I don't want the woman I love to die because of me.

My body is stiff and cannot be moved. Sweaters flooding me. Seeing the Holy State firsthand made me shocked.

I tried to control myself so that I would not fall into the darkness of my subconscious again. I must be calm, must remain calm so that I am not shackled in the darkness of another world.

My trauma, which has been declared completely healed, is now starting to infiltrate to relapse again.

Sacred needs me I must be conscious as consciously as I know it. I try to move my body. I tied Holy's wrist to stop the bleeding. And bring Saints in my car.

I drove my car to the nearest hospital. My father's place was taken care of first.

Guilt is in my heart.

"God save the Holy. Don't make me a murderer for the second time."

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