
Aryan POV
"Sorry it's too late. My heart is already very broken." Alyn.
"Alynn's. Please do not mention the word divorce and the name of the man again. Those two words were too painful in my ears and in my heart. Those two words always make my heart jump and my body shake." I'm afraid of losing you.
"After I'm healed, I'll return to my parents' house." Alyn remained muddled at her decision to part from me. My wife rarely speaks but once she speaks always throttles my heart.
"Are you sure?... Did you not think about Abah's condition? What if Abah's heart disease recurs? What if Abah is surprised and Naudzubillah" I said.
I kept scaring Alyn because I knew Alyn loved her parents. All this time he wanted to survive our marriage also for the good of Abah. Abah is Alyn's only weakness. If it wasn't for Abah, Alyn would have thrown me away from her life. I'm sorry Abah took advantage of your illness, I didn't mean to be a disobedient son-in-law.
"Hufffftt." Let Alyn breathe.
"Mas I want to be free from you...I want to get away from you. The Saints need you more than I do. You love each other better fight for your love." It's hard for my heart every time Alyn asks for my talaq.
"But I need you more. Give me Alyn's chance. I promise I won't hurt you again. I've always been sincere to you, Alyn, believe me."
"Give me a reason, why should I trust you?..." Alyn was desperate for our marriage.
"Not a reason but a Proof. The evidence I'm gonna give you from giving our household one more chance."
"I'm sorry my decision is complete. I want us to separate." Every word Alyn said made me feel uneasy. The longer it gets the more agitated I get. Breathing is also very heavy.
My heart still shakes unruffled. I'm really scared of losing my wife. I was confused as to what to explain to Alyn in order to give me a chance.
Moreover, the man. The thought of Alyn leaving me and coming back to her ex-boyfriend made me feel bad. My emotions overflowed every time Alyn mentioned her name.
My emotions grew when Alyn said she didn't love me and only loved Iqbal. Why the thought of Alyn returning to Iqbal made my heart so full that there were no tears on my cheeks.
Alyn loves Iqbal. Hearing that word from Alyn made my breath tight. I've already missed. I'm really upset. If I hadn't stepped in wrong.
The fact that I heard, Alyn had been in love with Iqbal for 8 years made me even more frustrated. Is it possible for Alyn to love me as fast as lightning and forget her 8-year relationship with Iqbal.
I can not deny I still have a sense of Saints, what else Alyn on Iqbal. And Alyn admitted it.
I had to pray a lot and ask my Lord for help. For he alone is capable of turning the hearts of men.
But Alyn is a good girl. There is no way he could have strayed from the truth.
"Give me an explanation why we should split up?..." My toot.
"You're still asking!... Even your mistress slapped me." Alyn.
"Your explanation can't change everything. I still want us to separate."
"why should we split? If the household can be maintained. You will lose a lot if you part from me. I will not smell the heavenly smell of a woman who asks for talaq from her husband. God hates divorce. My only two mistakes here. The first is because I cheated and the second I have not given you an inner living.One mistake I have eliminated. And my second mistake I will also erase. Once you are well I will give you an inner living. We're gonna make a kid." I was confused what else to say to Alyn who was so adamant about asking for talaq from me.
I'm really frustrated. I took out all the bugs that were in my head. But the results were surprising. Alyn grabbed my shirt collar and shouted.
"I WANT US TO DIVORCE." His screams surprised me. My wife's eyes were red with tears. The breath goes up and down.
His screams boomed not only in the room but also jarring in my heart, shattering my hopes. It hurts my heart every time I hear her request for a divorce.
"Alyn, you better rest and sleep than keep asking for a divorce from me. Because I'll never divorce you."
I led Alyn to sleep. My ears and my heart hurt too much to hear his speech.
I forced him to sleep in one bed with me, in a cramped hospital bed.
I held him in my arms. I forced him to face me.
My wife Is she not tired. It's been an hour she pulled my shirt. He spoke non-stop without spaces. Even though I didn't say it, Alyn managed to make my chest tight.
"divorce me, divorce me, divorce me, divorce me, divorce me, divorce me, divorce me, divorce me, divorce me, divorce me, divorce me, divorce me." I can't count how many thousand times he said the word divorce.
"Sleep Alyn. Aren't you tired. Damn women can't drop talaq on men."
"I want a divorce. divorce me, divorce me, divorce me."
"Triiying." The incoming message on my phone. I sat down to get a HP on the table.
Sacred sent me a video that shocked me, the sweat immediately flooded me, Sacred always managed to make my body tremble in fear. It is very difficult to let go of the Saints.
I ran away quickly leaving my angry wife.
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