I'M A STATUE FOR YOU
ATTEMPTED SUICIDE

A few days later I took Alyn to Jakarta. I took Alyn to the house I bought a month ago. The house I planned to live in with Alyn and our son. Turns out my plan changed course.

We live one roof but like strangers.

Alyn my wife is a kind and submissive girl. She turned out to be a quiet girl. Very different from my little Alyn who used to be hyperactive and always attacked me even biting me if I teased her.

My wife also worshiped. Seen every day at 03.00 WIB he was awake. To cook rice. And the side dish is usually he cooks around 05.00 WIB after he finished teaching. Every morning I listened to the sweet voice of my wife in chanting the sacred verses from behind my room.

Not only that, my wife's cooking is also delicious. I never miss eating at home. Aside from my wife's delicious cooking, I also want to appreciate her hard-earned efforts cooking for me.

He never starved me when I was home. He has always served me wholeheartedly. I would have been a lucky husband to have a wife as good as Alyn had there not been a third between us.

I was determined not to touch Alyn but to be silent I always noticed her habit. My heart and body are opposite to my way of thinking.

I think it's easy to resist the urge not to touch Alyn. In fact living one roof with my wife is a great temptation for me. Especially with our status as husband and wife. My body always undermines to claim my rights.

What else when Alyn walked in front of me wearing only a small towel made my defense start to falter. My mind wanders where.

My office work that should be jam never ends because it is reflected in the shadow of Alyn's smooth thighs.

All this because of the Holy. If he could accept fate, my life wouldn't be this mess.

I myself wonder why many men who want polygamy while I only with 2 women have made my head dizzy.

I take a cold shower so I can escape the surge of my passion that binds me.

I wondered why my footsteps were leading me into Alyn's room.

Damn why Alyn sleeps wearing such sexy clothes. Makes my brain go crazy. I approached her to pick up a blanket and cover her body.

I noticed his plain face. I couldn't bear to see her tears and sadness, I knew she cried for me a lot but I didn't know what else to do.

Shit, staring at him constantly like this made something awaken. I have to leave immediately before I completely lose my control.

I got up from Alyn's bed and rushed away but only a few steps of my foot swung.

"Butiiiii.. tasting a little nothing she's my wife, after all Alyn won't know she's sleeping."

"I'm a normal guy and he teases me. So...."

I kissed her forehead. It smells sweet and soothing. But I'm still not satisfied. I kiss my cheeks, eyes, nose but I'm not satisfied enough.

I looked at his lips. I wonder what a kiss feels like. Because even with the Saints I never. I never knew what a kiss on the lips would feel like.

I dared to kiss those raunchy lips as fast as lightning. Heart rumbles. I tried to stay there for a long time. My heart's getting so bad.

I flinched as Alyn started moaning. My heart feels like it's going to fall out. I better get out of this madness. Than I get caught helping.

*****

The next day.....

Like my affair Alyn already knew.

For the first time there was a quarrel in our household after we were married for 2 months, because of my affair that was caught.

Alyn kept blaming me. I knew I was wrong but since Sacred slandered Alyn then I cornered Alyn. Because I think Alyn really beat up the saint and humiliated him in front of a lot of people.

I told people to investigate whatever the saint said. It turns out that my guess was wrong I should have trusted Alyn more.

I'm so sorry for my stupidity, I'm such a stupid husband. But I was so cowardly to apologize to Alyn. I am ashamed of Alyn. Even looking into his eyes I was unable to.

I reflected on all of Alyn's words. That night he looked so pathetic I couldn't bear to see him like that. All this because of my fault, because of my stupidity He suffered.

*****

The morning before leaving for the office I stopped by the Holy house to confirm our relationship. I ended our relationship again. I don't care about the Saints. She roared in tears begging me but I didn't mind if I left her.

Just a few hours after I worked in the office, the Sacred household assistant contacted me that Suci had attempted suicide again by taking one bottle of sleeping pills.

Saints really frustrate me and stress me. He always managed to suppress me, threatening me to kill myself if I ended our relationship. Even he always blamed me for Arfa's death. I immediately went to the Holy House. Fortunately the Holy house was close to my office. I don't want to call an ambulance because it will spark the attention of many people.

I took Suci to the hospital lucky her life is still being helped. Again, I became a man who had no plans. Seeing Saints helpless I also melt and obey the request of Saints.

I feel so guilty for Alyn. Last night Alyn must have cried because I saw Alyn's eyes so swollen this morning.

I would like to apologize and fix our household, but I am ashamed that my relationship with Saints has not ended.

*****

A few days after the Holy Post attempted suicide, before going to the office and after coming from the office I always stop by the Holy house to make sure the Holy is fine because the Holy state is not healthy enough.

Surprisingly after Saints attempted suicide he was getting more aggressive towards me. Normally if I didn't want him not to force it but the Saints kept pushing me and seducing me.

Whereas for 5 years dating Suci I always looked after her. I only dare to kiss her forehead or cheek. And the Saints don't mind that.

I'm a man and I'm normal he keeps seducing me obviously I can't stand it. She is my bastard lover of course I still have restrictions.

Once the Saints seduced me to have intercourse but I refused very hard.

Suppose Alyn was aggressive with me maybe I'd immediately disarm her.

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Who is the same gemes Arya who????.....

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