I'M A STATUE FOR YOU
FOR SORRY, WIFE

Arya is very embarrassed by what she did but to get sorry from her soulmate Arya tries hard to break her veins.

Arya's face flushed every time she played a video of herself playing tik tok with her stiff style.

"Geez, I'm so embarrassed. I don't know what Alyn will say after this about me! It's for the sake of getting my wife's forgiveness. I'll do whatever Alyn wants to forgive me."

"This love makes me look stupid."

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"Arya's mom is a bitch. Basic husband is insensitive, I talk at length so he can be open but he does not understand. If he is open to his problems and not in the priest himself, of course, Suci will not take advantage of the trauma of Aryan mas." Alyn's face scowled while grumbling inside the room.

Alyn retrieved her HP when she saw a notification of incoming messages. Alyn furrowed her brows when she saw that message from Arya. They are on one roof but why should Arya send a message? Why not just talk directly? Then Alyn opened the message.

At first Alyn is shocked when Arya holds a photo of herself when Arya proposes to Alyn first.

"When did Arya take my picture? Why can't I know?..." Alyn.

Then Alyn giggled and laughed even more when she saw Arya's movements were more and more rigid. Alyn held her stomach... Then Alyn closed her mouth so that the sound of her laughter did not come out, ashamed of herself if anyone heard.

"Yes my....Does that mean it's an inflatable blow?...Love is?..while winking again."

"Hahahaha the flickering of the times ya wink."

"I LOVE YOU Alyn my wife...Eemmmmmmuuuaaachh" Arya said in a tick-tock before the video ended.

"Hahaahahhah....Oh my God, Aryaaa... Why do his lips look so shredded." Alyn laughed at Arya's silly actions.

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Arya went down the stairs and stepped towards her room. Arya opened the door of her room slightly to peek at Alyn. Arya looked at Alyn's trembling back.

"What my wife did. He's crying over my negligence or laughing at my negligence?..." Out of curiosity Arya approached Alyn.

"Why did Arya become alay kayak gini." Alyn said with a laugh.

"Because I love you so much." Answer Arya.

Then Alyn stopped her laughter and immediately turned her body and sat down facing Arya.

"Darling are you still angry?..." Arya asked, but Alyn silently looked at Arya.

"I got Alay making tik tok loh just to get sorry from you...."Arya said, Alyn just silently looked at Arya.

"Do you also often make tick tok if Suci sulks" said Alyn back mellow.

"Huuuufffhhh... This is my first time making ticktok. Although I'm ashamed to hold on as long as I can see your smile." Aryan. Alyn slightly gave a smile, the shadow of Arya's tik tok still flashed in her memory.

Arya crawled up the bed. Then kiss Alyn's forehead.

"Can I upload it to sosmed."Ask Alyn.

"Honey....Stop being angry." Aryan. Then Arya grabbed Alyn's hand and kissed her.

"It's a shame I know I was wrong to have cheated on you. I'm so sorry and I'm so sorry. I have pondered all my mistakes. I'm not very good at stringing up words to apologize, whatever I do it won't be able to erase your memory because of my mistake. If time could come back I would never have committed an affair." Arya.

"I'm sorry I never told you about the reason I betrayed you but I swear I never had the slightest intention of hurting you. My way of thinking is wrong."

"I think telling you why I cheated on you doesn't matter because whatever the reason for my actions remains wrong and untrustworthy." Aryan.

"But you still have to tell me. The husband and wife should be open, honest with each other. Let's not cause a misunderstanding." Alyn.

"What does it have to be????" Ask Arya.

"It must be Aryaaa..." Alyn said swaying Aryan's grip.

"Well what you want to know I'll answer you honestly." Say Arya steadily.

"What is so important to you that you are willing to hurt me in order to save the life of the Holy One." Said Alyn who was still in doubt with Arya's feelings.

Arya let out a long sigh, taking off Alyn's hand. Arya put her body to sleep and made her hand as a pillow. Arya's gaze glared into the sky of her room.

"What would you do if you were in my position? What if Iqbal, Rani or Alena who cut her veins and screamed hysterically ask not to stay right? What else if you have psychological trauma..." Arya asked back.

"Why did you ask?..." Ask Alyn.

"Are you ashamed to have a husband who has experienced mental disorders like me?" Ask Arya again. Arya was starting to feel less confident.

"Why do you think that way? I'm not ashamed to have a husband like you. I can accept you for who you are."Answer Alyn.

"I've never discussed this with anyone but a psychiatrist because I'm ashamed. Shame that I once had chronic trauma and shame that I was, Brother Arfa died." Tears began to drip in the corner of Arya's eyes every memory of Arfa. And Alyn could see Arya's sad face.

"If I could choose in a state of unwillingness, of course I would have preferred you at that time. Since I was a kid I have liked you. At the first meeting after a long time of not seeing you, I liked you even more."Arya.

"The dissociative disorder I suffered as a child made me live in another world. Feeling around doesn't seem real. Then I was always in the shadow of the guilt of my brother's death, every day I struggled with sadness, bad memories and lingering anxiety. I couldn't accept the reality, I was angry, I was sad, my emotions were overflowing, I was embarrassed, I considered myself guilty of what happened. I was 10 years old." Arya said what she felt in her childhood after the death of Arfa.

"People who have never experienced chronic trauma like me must assume what I feel is a simple thing and just a common fear. Though I was really sick I was living in my own world and that I experienced for many years. And it took the support of the people closest to me to get out of my subconscious because if I let it go I'd go crazy. Seeing Abi and Ummi struggle in my healing efforts made me rise up to get out of my subconscious."

"So soon I'm finally cured." Arya.

"The psychiatrist also erased some of my memories but I'm grateful to still be able to remember you, the little girl I've been with since childhood. Long ago my memory started to come back but I've been healed." Arya said as she stroked Alyn's face.

"Mas." Alyn's speech faltered digesting Arya's story, Alyn began to pity with What Arya experienced as a child.

"But the Saints ruined everything, on the night of our bride. Instead of doing my job as a husband I left you." Arya smiled wryly regretting her stupidity.

"As I looked at the floor drenched in Holy Blood. The anxiety, the fear, the sadness, the guilt that I experienced as a child re-emerged. My memory of when Arfa was hit by a car for saving me flashed again. What else before brother Arfa died I had pushed him because of anger, the cry of brother Arfa called my name to apologize but I did not mind, it makes me feel devastated. I'm just afraid to be the reason for death for the second time."

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