I'M A STATUE FOR YOU
BE BROKE

ARYA POV.

In the night, one day before I married Alyn. I went to my boyfriend to straighten things out.

We faced one hour. My tongue feels bad. The weight of it represents my heart. Not a single fracture escaped my mouth.

My heart feels heavy but it has to be done.

"Why just shut up?" Ask Holy to me.

I've been trying to say it to Saints for a month, but not a single sentence can come out of my mouth.

I know very well how much his love is to me. He would do anything to be with me. If not for the persistence of the Holy maybe our relationship ran aground for a long time because it was hindered by the blessing of parents.

I can't stand to see Saints destroyed.

"Buck...." The saint took my hand. "What's wrong?"

"Huuuufff." I just sighed. Confused where to start.

"Mas, tell me what's going on?" Ask Sacred.

"Sacred we have done various ways to get blessing from Umi but the result is nil."

"As we can try again until Ummu's heart is broken. Gradually Umi can definitely bless our love. Efforts will not lie to the results of the mas." The ever-optimistic Holy Speech with the relationship we live in makes it harder for me to tell the truth.

"Our relationship won't work out Ci."

"Why not a mas?" The Holy Face began to pias.

"Holy.... Huuuufffh. Our relationship must end Holy. I'm getting married tomorrow. I'm sorry I just said it." I can finally say those words. Words I've been stringing for a month.

"Haha...... You're not funny."

"Holy I'm serious."

I took out my wedding invitation from my pants pocket and put it on the table.

The saint took the invitation. After reading it, Sacred's face instantly turned pale her hands trembled and Tears began to pour profusely from her springy eyes.

I swear by whatever it is my heart is also sliced watching the woman I love break. And I was the one who broke his heart.

"This is impossible....This can't be mas. No, I can't believe it. Tell me this is all a lie." The Holy Cry is getting more and more bitter. Makes my chest feel tight.

"Calm Holy. It's a destiny we have to live."

"I can't mas. I can't bear to lose you. Please cancel your wedding for me. I have been waiting for you for a long time. I love you so much."

The saint sitting on the floor holding my knee made me feel even more guilty.

"I'm sorry Holy. My wedding tomorrow can't be undone. I can't see Umi sad anymore. I've done enough to make his life ruined."

"I can't mas. I can't bear to lose you. Please keep me. Don't leave me mas. I'd be willing to be your mistress but I'll never be able to live without you mas."

"I'm sorry Holy. But I'm not that asshole. Accept my decision Ci. Accept this destiny. I hope you get a much better man than me." It is not just the Saints who cry. I am the same too.

"But I can't mas. I can't afford it." I really can't bear to see the state of the woman I love screwed up like this. I decided to leave Holy because I was afraid that if I kept seeing him like this my heart would melt.

But the Saints ran to hug me from behind. Makes it hard for me to step. I breathed in frustration. What I should do. I can't marry them both.

"Married me, too."

If Alyn wanted to be in honey, of course I would marry Saints too. I also like both of them. "Oh my God... What filthy thoughts are running through my brain." Just because I couldn't bear to see my Holy mind become damaged.

"Pure learning is iklas. Learn to accept.This has become a suratan of destiny. We should separate." I left the Saints even though the Saints kept holding me back.

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