I'm Loyal, I swear!!

I'm Loyal, I swear!!
wistful


Don't go tonnage


Stay here one more time


Remind me what it's like, oh


And let's fall in love one more time


I need you now by my side


It tears me up when you turn me down


I'm begging please, just stick around


I'm sorry, don't leave me, I want you here with me


I know that your love is gone


I can't breathe, I'm so weak, I know this isn't easy


Don't tell me that your love is gone


That your love is gone


I'm sorry, don't leave me, I want you here with me


I know that your love is gone


I can't breathe, I'm so weak, I know this isn't easy


Don't tell me that your love is gone


That your love is gone


Don't tell me that your love is gone


That your love is gone


Don't tell me that your love is gone


That your love is gone


That your love is gone


I know this isn't easy (easy)


*That your love is gone


by "Slander*"


A melow song that fits perfectly with the circumstances of Yudha and Vani this afternoon.


And Yudha really listened and lived the sad song. It felt so good in his heart.


His tears did not feel trickling with his passion in each of his temples.


Yudha had to give up her happiness. It used to be for his treasure-crazed papa, now for his married lover.


The mood is bad right now. He decided to spend the night at his hotel and visit the club available on the rooftop which is devoted to vip room users and guest members only.


Not many know that in the hotel there is also a club like that. Only for the hotel's special customers.


Not much different from Yudha, Vanipun felt his heart was not bad at this time. His conversation with Yudha just a moment ago had been heartbreaking about his old story.


But a different path was taken Vani to calm his heart. Only by lingering on his alphabet. He hoped that his heart would calm down to welcome tomorrow.


******


Elsewhere, Yudha had drunk several times the liquor specially concocted for her by the bartender.


Yudha remembers Vani's words this afternoon when Yudha asks why Vani accepted Jovan as her husband.


Actually Yudha does not accept that it should be equated with others. But he can't do anything because this is Vani's opinion.


Yep!! that's what Yudha has to love with Vani. Although he could not have it, Yudha would still try to keep and protect his beloved woman.


Love must not have.


The old adage that Yudha really hated, but she had to do it for now.


He and Vani used to be like December to January, very close and separated only by year.


But now he is like January to December, very far away despite being on the same year figures.


Yudha's mood change caused her attitude to turn colder. This was realized by Akbar, the faithful assistant of Yudha.


So without being told, Akbar is now waiting for his drunk boss at another table near the boss to sit down.


From his observation, Yudha is currently in a level of heavy drunk because it has no rules.


Akbarpun approached his boss. Sit in front of Yudha and prepare to carry Yudha to her private room.


And after being completely stoned, Akbar helped Yudha up and carried her to his room.


Several times Akbar heard the words of Yudha who did not accept being likened to a man named Jovan.


And without being asked, Yudha told Akbar the uneg-uneg in her heart. And he listened without interrupting until they both came into the private room of Yudha.


Akbar does not think that his boss has a complicated past. He thought his boss was a very lucky person because he had a lot of property, a very beautiful wife, and a family that loved each other.


But it turns out that behind all that turns out there is sadness that must be felt because the heart is hurt because of love.


Love cannot see who will dock. There was a perfect woman by his side, even his boss loved another woman who was very much different in terms of both appearance and social status.


Yudha immediately fell asleep after arriving and was laid down on her soft bed. Tomorrow his head will still be dizzy. And surely tomorrow Akbar will be more busy with office affairs.


The impact of all boss disasters is subordinates who get busier.


*****


While in other places, Vani also continues to be faithful with her prostration to strengthen the heart just for her husband.


Her husband was the only person who should be in her heart.


Facing the same sadness at different times. In the past, when Yudha suddenly disappeared, it took a long time for Vani to be able to open her heart to another man.


Yudha is his first love. And when the love interest can only grow and bloom, Vani must also feel the bitterness of her prospective lover left because of circumstances.


Vani thought it was because the age gap was far enough to cause Yudha to be uncomfortable if she had to have a serious relationship with Vani, so she decided to look for a man younger than her to be her life companion.


But now that he knew the truth, it was too late to dream of being with Yudha.


His past cannot change things. And his future is Jovan and his two children.


No!!!


Yudha's name should have been erased from Vani's heart. But it is very difficult, let the name remain as a good memory of the past.


After all, the heart is like paper, which when it has been squeezed, then returned to its original form in any way must still leave a trace.


It should have been his story sheet with Yudha just a memory. And the new sheet is with Jovan. The man who is now the backbone of his family.


And in the future, let it be if indeed Yudha is doomed to return. Friendship is the best thing for all parties. Or maybe even a fraternal bond?


Can't everyone be a brother even if they have no blood ties?


Even many who have blood ties, even hostile to each other. And those who have no blood ties even feel brotherhood.


Yep.. The best decision is not selfishness. The common interest should take precedence.


May Yudha also accept this kind of reality.