I'm Loyal, I swear!!
candidness

Jovan had just come out of Vani's ward, he was going to look for breakfast in the hospital cafeteria after leaving his wife to the nurse who was keeping him indoors.

"Excuse me, with Mr Jovan?" ask a beautiful doctor Jovan doesn't recognize.

"Yes, I'm alone. Sorry, the doctor knows me?" ask Jovan.

Mela will look for info from Jovan alone to make it easier.

Yudha always worried about him. So, he took the time to find Vani's whereabouts this morning before work.

"I'm doctor Mela, I know Mr. Jovan's wife. I heard that Vani was hit by a disaster?" ask Mela carefully.

"Yes, how do doctors know?" ask Jovan.

"I'm sorry, I heard whispers from some sisters who said that there were pregnant women who accidentally poisoned. And the mother was pregnant with twins" Mela said

"Everything, every time I hear a woman who is pregnant with twins, my thoughts are always with Ms. Vani" Mela smiled.

"When I asked the name of the pregnant woman, it was true that Ms. Vani. That's why I came straight here after finding out the room" Mela said.

"Oh, yes doc. My wife just got poisoned. Thank you doctor for taking care of my wife" Jovan said.

"So, how's Bu Vani doing now, sir? Can I go see him?" ask Mela.

"By, doc. Let's go in" said Jovan, who re-entered his wife's room.

"For Doctor Mela" said the nurse Jovan had left with Vani.

"Again, sus" said Mela answered her nun's greeting.

"My wife is better, doc. Thank God the poison was not fatal about my two children. They were fine in my wife's stomach" Jovan said, giving a little explanation as directed by the obstetrician he had heard.

"What poison did Vani's mother, Mr. Jovan, take? And why would something like that happen?" asked Mela who was surprised to hear that Vani was eaten by poison.

"I don't really understand the name of the poison, doc. But from the explanation I heard from the doctor, the poison is indeed to abort the womb" said Jovan who became surprised, it is unthinkable by him who could beat Vani.

"But fortunately his help came in time, doc. They can still be saved" Jovan said.

Mela judges if Jovan is a good and innocent man. Perhaps the association is not as broad as Yudha.

And what Mela knows, is that the age of Jovan and Yudha is quite far away. Almost thirteen years. It is only fitting that Jovan's experience is still not as extensive as Yudha's.

"I pray that Miss Vani will recover soon, Mr. Jovan. A husband's patience is being tested this time" Vani says encouragingly to Jovan.

"Thank you very much, doc. Do I need to wake up my wife so the doctor can talk more freely?" ask Jovan.

"No need to Mr. Jovan, surely Ms. Vani has just been given a sedative. Let him rest. I have to leave, it's time for me to work" Mela said goodbye, she also had to work after reporting to Yudha, her brash friend.

"All right then, doc. Thank you again because the doctor took the time to come see my wife" Jovan said greeting Mela before the doctor left.

Mela comes out of Vani's ward, walks into her own study while informing Yudha.

Jovan's steps have been steady this time. He was going to the cafeteria before spending time with his wife who was being treated.

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Yudha saw Jovan standing up from his seat, apparently he was done with his breakfast. And it looks like Jovan is leaving, maybe he'll go straight to Vani's room.

"Good morning, Jovan" Yudha said with a flat look, actually she was so sick of seeing Jovan's face.

"Good morning too, Mr. Yudha" said Jovan replied to Yudha's greeting with a look no less flat.

"Can I talk to you for a second?" ask Yudha.

"I don't have much time, because my wife is alone in her room" Jovan said, stressing the word 'wife' so that Yudha doesn't bother her often anymore.

"I know, I just need a little time you are very busy with two wives" Yudha said.

Seen a surprised expression from Jovan even though only for a moment. Jovan could again neutralize his expression.

"Alright, please sit down" said Jovan who re-occupied his stool.

Yudha sat in front of him, crossing her legs and accompanied by two body guards behind her. It seems to be just to scrape Jovan away.

"I want to make it clear to you once again, leave Gina or I will act in my own way" to the point alone, Yudha did not like to see Jovan's face.

"You mean what? I don't understand" Jovan said.

"I know that you've secretly remarried that damn woman. The woman who has often made Vani sad, even this time she dared to harm Vani and her content "sorry Yudha because Jovan looks innocent.

Jovan is stunned, as far as what Yudha knows about her. And what's the deal with all this?

Vani is his wife, the fetus in the womb is also his son. So why was Yudha so concerned.

"I think Mr. Yudha is too involved in my household affairs. My business is to get married again, that's my business. It's none of your business" said Jovan, who felt he didn't.

"Everything that makes Vani feel sad and disappointed will be my business. Because you know, Jovan. The child in Vani's womb was my son" Yudha finally told Jovan about Vani's womb.

"You don't joke. Your jokes are at the wrong time, dear Yudha sir" Jovan said with a smile, very irritating in Yudha's eyes.

"I'm not kidding, and I have proof. And it's not Vani's fault, because he didn't know anything until now" Yudha said, showing Yudha's DNA test.

"No way, all this is just your joke, right" said Jovan, who looked very disappointed after seeing the results of the letter.

"No, I am guilty. I did it without Vani's knowledge. I drugged him at that time" Yudha said.

Surely all of that was fended off by the body guard that Yudha brought.

"What difference does it make to me as you? Vani only did that once with me, but you? You have even betrayed Vani many times" said Yudha still in a flat and calm voice, ordering her two body guards to lower her hands.

And Jovan sat back in his chair in disappointment.

"I know, at the death of Vani's parents. Even you're making out with your young wife named Gina, right?" yudha's successful words made Jovan shut up.

Jovan was speechless, he looked down with a very disappointed face. Either disappointed in Vani or in himself.

"Originally you know, Jovan her husband Vani" said Yudha paused her speech, making Jovan look up again to stare at her interlocutor.

"People who have harmed both parents Vani to cause them to die, not even only the two parents Vani who became victims. All the passengers on the bus were victims".

"That man is your young wife, Gina" Yudha said.

"You don't mess around, how could Gina do all that? She is a good woman" Jovan still defends Gina, which makes Yudha's anger explode.

Yudha shook her head, she smiled in disbelief if it was Jovan selugu.

"It could be, Jovan. He's got power, he's got people working behind him. He had plenty of money to do such an easy thing".

"And again, he does not accept because you are more concerned with Vani than Gina" Yudha explained calmly.

Jovan still did not believe, rather did not want to believe Yudha's words even though it sounded true as well.

"I still don't believe all your nonsense, Yudha sir" said Jovan with his eyes closed.

Like a bolt of lightning in broad daylight, Jovan felt like he had been dropped into a deep, dark abyss. Her chest was tight, she was too disappointed by the two things she heard this morning.

"Could Vani really not know, or was it just Yudha's wits lest I leave Vani?" jovan said in his heart that was deeply troubled.

"And as for Gina, how could she possibly do that to Vani? o

That's impossible" Jovan said with his eyes closed tightly.

"And what I want to emphasize here, for the child in the womb Vani. It was purely my fault, don't ever ask her about it. Because he doesn't know anything".

"If Vani hates me for leaking this, then I will say that you betrayed him by secretly marrying Gina, your little friend, Jovan" Yudha said.

"And between the two of us, no one will ever get Vani's heart again. We both will be hated, maybe even our whole lives, Vani will forbid us to meet our children" Yudha explained again to Jovan.

Jovan's still petrified in his place, he doesn't even know what to do.

Jovan loves Vani very much, and will with one mistake Jovan hate the woman who has been around for almost ten years and will accept all her shortcomings?

Even Jovan's fault was much more on Vani, he had already betrayed his wife.

Jovan is still confused as to how and what he will behave to the child if it is born later.

"I promise you as a man, Jovan, that I will leave your life after all my business here is done and see my children born safely into this world" though with a heavy heart Yudha had to convey this.

"And I ask you, let me take my son" Yudha said.

Jovan looked up, "No, I can't possibly let you take the two kids. I have long been waiting for their presence. And again, Vani won't let you take him. He won't be separated from his son" Jovan said.

"It is also what he says" Yudha's inner.

"But I also have the right to bring them, I am his father" said Yudha, who still wants her twin daughter.

"It's impossible, it's going to be very difficult" Jovan said standing up, leaving Yudha still pondering on the bench of the hospital canteen with her bodyguards.

Jovan was no less upset, his heart branched. One side is angry because Vani who can not keep his honor. And on the other hand he still loves that woman very much.

Jovan did not deny that he was wrong, his mistake was very big. It is too big to be forgiven.

His shaky steps led him back to the room where Vani lay weakly. The pitiful man slowly opened the door of the room.

Entering the room with almost no sound. Didn't want to make Vani disturbed sleep.

Jovan sits himself next to Vani's bed. Looking at the shady face of his wife who was lying weak.

He did not expect that much sadness, misfortune, and accidents that happened to the woman were none other than his own actions.

Indirectly, it was Jovan who had caused it all. And now, he doesn't know what to do.

"Where's Gina? Why hasn't he called me since yesterday?" muttered Jovan, his hand moved to pick up the cell phone and contact his young wife.

"Neither lifted up" said Jovan lirih.

There was little concern in Jovan's heart for the woman's safety. Because Yudha is too reckless a person that Jovan has met in his lifetime.

He was willing to seek pleasure from Vani who was unconscious. Though Jovan knew that Yudha also had the same feelings as him, harboring a deep love for Vani.

I don't know what kind of relationship Yudha wants from her family.

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