I'm Loyal, I swear!!

I'm Loyal, I swear!!
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Vani's eyes blinked slowly, midnight blind, apparently he felt like going to the bathroom.


Feeling the weight on his palm, Vani opened her eyes.


"Where am I?" muttered Vani observing the entire room.


White wall with very bright lights in the middle. There was a big TV attached to the wall.


Looking to the side, there was someone sleeping next to him.


"Who is this?" still muttering, Vani did not feel good to wake her up.


Only his hair was visible, as this man slept by drowning his head in bed.


There was a suit lying on the sofa, a blue dongker suit that was the same color as this person was wearing.


"Mas Yudha isn't it?" ask Vani lirih. Still refusing to wake up.


Pulling slowly his hand held tightly by Yudha.


Making Yudha a little distracted, and opening her eyes slowly.


"Hmm, are you awake?" yudha asked with his face.


"Why is Mas Yudha here? How am I here anyway?" ask Vani.


"You fainted, Van. That afternoon Vee called me" said Yudha smiling, a girl as small as Vee could already call Yudha in a precarious state.


"Oh, yes. I remember, I was suddenly dizzy" Vani complained.


"Where do my kids need to be?" ask Vani.


"You take it easy, I told Akbar to accompany Varo and Vee. Maybe they were in your house, or maybe in Akbar's apartment" Yudha said.


"Tomorrow they still have to go to school, mas" said Vani.


"Yes, tomorrow let Akbar take them and pick them up from school. You rest first" said Yudha.


Vani felt bad for Yudha, again this man had to help her.


"Why did you suddenly wake up?" ask Yudha.


"Oh, um... I want to go to the bathroom, mas" said Vani embarrassed, confused about how to ask Yudha for help.


"I'll take you" Yudha smiled, looking at the red tinge on Vani's embarrassed cheeks.


Slowly descending the bed, Yudha held a drip pole and took him to the bathroom with Vani.


"Yes, I went in first. You stay with me" said Vani.


Yudha nodded, and walked towards the sofa. Sit himself down, just in case Vani asks for his help again.


Looking towards the wall clock, it was still three in the morning. He was very sleepy, but he closed his eyes almost midnight.


Not long after, Vani was done with his activities. The bathroom door started moving. Vani poked out from inside the toilet after the door was wide open.


Yudha immediately approached, bringing again the infusion tube that Vani was pushing.


"I'm sorry, mas. Again I am troubling you" Vani said after successfully returning to her bed.


Yudha sat in her place earlier, looking dear to Vani who was still bowed.


"I'm still the same as I used to be, Van. The difference is now no longer blocking my desire" Yudha said a little to make Vani's heart feel unsettled.


"Whatever you ask, I will give. As long as I can, I will. As a form of regret I share with you, first" said Yudha sincerely at the wrong time.


"We're just part of a past that was accidentally rediscovered. It's not good if we force our desires, while there is a mandate for each of us to run, mas" heavy for Vani is actually far from this man.


"I'm sure there's still my name in your heart, Van. Don't you want to fight a little bit for us to be together?" seriously, Yudha has long wanted to talk like this.


"Although it is still there, it is not a good thing for us to force, mas. I have a family, there are even two children, soon to give birth to twins again".


"I've chosen Jovan to be my priest. All this time he has been very sincere about accepting me for who I am. There's no way that I'm parting with him" Vani said, hoping that Yudha would avoid him.


"Maybe we're not a match, ma'am. No matter how hard we try, if destiny does not want us to be together. Then we'll never be together".


"Now all we can do is try to accept it. What God gives is the best. We have to believe that" Vani's smile on her pale lips made Yudha melt.


Yudha looked down, thinking of her to tell him about Jovan's marriage to Gina behind Vani.


But it will definitely make the woman sad, and not good for her child-to-be.


While Vani, actually in his heart he felt very happy if he was beside this man.


For some reason, it feels even happier to be with Yudha than with Jovan who incidentally is the father of his future son.


"I love you very much, Van" said Yudha, but Vani pretended not to hear it.


"I'm sleepy, mas" said Vani.


Yudha stood up, helping Vani lay herself on the bed.


After covering her, Yudha chose to lay herself on the sofa. He will also continue his disturbed sleep.


It seemed that before long Yudha closed her eyes, her ears had heard the activity from the bathroom.


Vani looks out of the toilet, with a wet face.


"Who did you do, why didn't you wake me up?" yudha asked, his hand moved to help bring the infusion pole.


"So pee keblet, all take wudhu mas. The dawn is coming" said Vani.


"But there's no mucus here? Let me go to the mosque" said Vani who was about to step foot.


"Solat here. Let me find the face" Yudha said, banning Vani from leaving the room.


Vani said, indeed he only tested how old the man was.


Yudha exited the room, looking for the location of the hospital mosque. It was very early in the morning, it was cold to the skin.


While walking down the hospital corridor, here also Yudha's heart felt lonely.


He should be at his age now, just like Vani. She can spend her free time outside of work hours with her small family.


She, Bella, and her son.


But that's just his wish. Though their marriage was not based on love, Yudha could learn to love her as Vani had forgotten her, and to love Jovan with all her heart.


Yudha sighed, worried about her life's purpose.


He thought, if later the results of DNA tests that he did will give him unexpected results, how will he live his life?


His household with Bella is already on the verge of collapse. And his wishful thinking that wants a child in the womb of Vani is his child is also only a delusion, how would he be?


"No, the child in Vani's womb is my son. If that is proven, whatever the obstacles, I will try to keep the child with me" Yudha's determination to raise her child is complete.


Aware of his long daydreams, Yudha immediately sought out the existence of the mushola. And get me the face like Vani wants.


"This is his vision, Van" Yudha said as she held out the face she had borrowed from the hospital mosque.


"Old kok? Y'all you?" ledek Vani, a little want to unravel his nervousness.


"Just kid, not. Just enjoying the morning. I usually wake up in the afternoon" Yudha said.


"Because of me, yes, you have to get up early" so feel guilty, Vani.


"No, actually I want to wake up in the morning, but no one wakes up. So, yes noon continues to be" said Yudha.


"There is an alarm on your phone, it's just your reason" Vani said while using his face.


"So what if you use that infusion hose?" ask Yudha.


"It could be sitting, right. There is nothing burdensome really, only people who like to be lazy are our obligations" said Vani.


Yudha was even insinuated with Vani's words, even though there was no intention of Vani for it.


"Yes, I rarely pray" Yudha said.


"Loh, I don't miss you loh mas. Actually" Vani is done with his mukenya business.


Yudha stared deeply at the woman. It's not wrong to actually like a kinda woman like Vani.


What is wrong is the situation. Why was she reunited when she had a family and had children?


Yudha was very sorry about that.


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"Mother...." Vee yelled happily as Akbar took her to the hospital after school this afternoon.


Vani is ready to go home, the doctor has allowed Vani to come home this afternoon.


"Where's Papa Yudha, bun?" ask Vee who did not find his deceitful papa in the room of his parents.


"Father Yudha is working again" said Vani who had held Vee in her arms.


"Sir Akbar didn't go to the office either?" asked Vani astonished, Vani thought his children would be delivered by a messenger, it was Akbar himself who came.


"No ma'am, Mr. Yudha told me to send the children of Mr. Vani directly here. Now Mr. Yudha is having some important meetings" Akbar explained.


"Jad, will I go home with Mr Akbar?" ask Vani.


"Sir Yudha said he would take Vani's own mother later if the meeting was over" Akbar replied.


"So, should I wait here? I can go home, Akbar. What if now it's Akbar who anterin me coming home?" ask Vani.


Akbar shook his head, his boss's orders were not like that. He was too afraid that Yudha would go berserk if she obeyed Vani's wishes.


"I'll ask Mr. Yudha first yes, ma'am. Now Miss Vani rest first. Or do you need something? Let me buy it" Akbar said.


"No one sir. Yasudah we just wait for Yudha sir deh" resigned Vani to make relief in Akbar's heart.


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