I'm Loyal, I swear!!
sympathetic pregnancy?

Yudha curled up on her bed. A cold sweat fused with the murmur that unintentionally came out of his mouth.

The difficulty of living alone when the body is not okay, then no one will take care of you. No matter how much you are, no matter how much you treasure, the loneliness slowly eats away at your soul if you persist with solitude.

Geck.. Geck.. Geck..

"Den, Aden... It was noon" the aunt said waking up the helpless Yudha.

Opening his eyes slightly, it felt very heavy. It was as if his eyelids were in the glue with his strength.

Reaching his goal, Yudha checked the clock shown.

"It's eight o'clock" he muttered.

He's calling someone.

"Yes, boss?"

asked Akbar who had stayed in his office.

"Call Mela, I'm not feeling well. You please handle the office work today yes"

said Yudha who was still closing her eyes, her stomach felt turbulent.

"Father sick? Seems like yesterday was still in good health?"

ask Akbar.

"Yes, hurry up and call Mela. My stomach is so nauseous"

yudha.

"Good sir"

Yudha turned off her phone, and now she's closing her eyes.

Actually he did not feel dizzy, it was just his stomach like a drunken alcoholic.

Geez, it feels like he's on a boat tossed by the waves.

"Den, does the breakfast go to the room?" ask bibik.

"By, bik. Please bring it here yes" Yudha said without opening her eyes.

Soon after, the aunt came again with food. There is chicken porridge and warm tea.

"This is his breakfast" said the aunt, helping Yudha to sit down and prepare a small table in her lap.

"Thank you" said Yudha.

Yudha had not had time to spoon the food into his mouth, but the aroma of fried onions that became a sprinkling in the bowl of porridge had made the nausea even more craze.

Immediately Yudha got up and walked hurriedly towards the bathroom. He threw up in the sink.

Long enough he spewed out the contents in his stomach, until only yellow liquid left.

But it hasn't relieved him yet. The nausea still feels very painful.

After cleaning up, Yudha returned to her bed. Apparently the aunt was still faithfully waiting for him.

"Aden is sick? Want to take you to the hospital?" ask Bibik to worry.

"No need to make, I told Akbar to call Mela here" Yudha replied.

Bibik understood, Mela was a friend of Yudha who worked as a doctor. One of Yudha's best friends the aunt knew.

"Excuse me, there's Mela" the security guard said, delivering the man Yudha was discussing with her aunt.

"Tell him in" said Yudha, who was lying on his bed.

"Can it hurt you too, Jud?" said Mela who saw Yudha helpless.

"Just do your job, don't bother commenting" Yudha said.

"Hehe, you're so funny. It's still a pain" said Mela.

"What complaint?" he asked Mela while examining Yudha with her tensimeter and stethoscope.

"Since this morning, my stomach has been so nauseous. The smell of fried onions alone has made me very uncomfortable" Yudha complained.

"But everything is fine, your blood pressure and the voice from inside you also don't say there's a problem with your body" Mela said.

"Okay, good big sir. I will do your command" said Mela, who carried out a re-examination of Yudha.

And the result is still, everything is fine.

Mela thought of something, before telling the aunt to come out without making her feel offended.

"Sir, can you please bring warm water and also compress here?" ask Mela.

"Of course, doctor. Just a moment" said the aunt.

Afterwards, Mela looked at Yudha intensely. It was as if he was skinning him alive.

Feeling quiet, Yudha slightly glanced at Mela. "Why look at me like that?" ask Yudha.

"Are you in a couple of weeks having a husband-and-wife relationship with a woman?" ask Mela full of search.

Yudha thought a little, all this time she had never 'jokan' outside since meeting Vani again.

But he remembered that three weeks ago he had raped Vani, right?

"Could it be him?" inner Yudha.

"Do you remember the woman you killed, Jud?" ask Mela.

"Remember, and damn it, he was-" said Yudha cutting off his talk.

"Maybe you can't get pregnant even if you only do it once?" ask Yudha.

"It is possible to bego, if the woman is in fertile period and you are doing without safety" said Mela caught off guard with Yudha's careless attitude to women.

"Lord, I've been very sinful" said Yudha lirih, looking very frustrated.

"Why?" asked Mela who saw Yudha rubbing her face violently.

"What do I actually hurt?" ask Yudha.

"It looks like you have couvade syndrome or so-called sympathetic pregnancy. Signs yes like that, you feel the early symptoms in pregnant women. For example nausea, vomiting, leg cramps and others" said Mela explained.

"Where do you know?" ask Yudha.

"You're lula if I'm a doctor? Besides my husband also experienced the same thing as you when I was pregnant first" Mela said scolding Yudha.

"So, who's the woman you hamili, Yud? It can't be your wife, right? He's abroad" Mela said in full questioning.

"That's not important to you. But when do I get my visa healed? I am so tormented if I continue like this" Yudha complained.

"Cg, lucky lady. She's pregnant, but you're tormented. So how are you going to be responsible?" ask Mela.

Yudha held her bond with Mela when the aunt came to bring her message.

"This is non, where are you going to put it? Or should I help you with something?" ask bibik.

"Not to bik. Let it be my own business. Bibik can do the task of the aunt again" said Mela looking for an excuse because it looks like Yudha is willing to open her mouth.

"Okay, now try to explain to me, what happened?" ask Mela.

"Later when it's time you'll know. Now give me some medicine to get well soon" Yudha said.

"OK, fine if that's what you want. But one thing you should know, Jud. Take responsibility for what you have done" Mela said, giving vitamins and nausea relief to Yudha.

"So like this is indeed the torment of pregnant women, you have experienced it yourself, right? I hope that in the future you will appreciate the feelings of women more. Whether it's the feelings of your wife or another woman who has been a victim of your lust" Mela said before leaving Yudha.

"Why silence?" ask Mela who did not hear any word from the mouth of Yudha. The man was confused apparently.

"I go first yes, when you feel nauseous, take white medicine, drink also before you want to eat. And the vitamins were taken only once a day" said Mela, who left Yudha in her room.

Like Mela, Yudha remembers Vani. "Is she really pregnant? If she's really pregnant, is the child in her womb really my child?" bawah Yudha asked with concern.

But the other side in her heart warms up, she will have her own child from the one she loves so much. Even though he did wrong, but he will fight for the rights to his son later.

"Tomorrow I will make sure of Vani's pregnancy, now I must be able to be healthier" Yudha's inner self was full of confidence.

Given that he would have a child, his world would be brighter.

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