I'M Sorry
Chapters. 15

14. Bella Disappears

I don't know what Lucas should feel after hearing the woman's approval. He is confused what to behave like, happy or otherwise. Because he thinks both are like the fruit of the kamalaka, if you choose one of them you will be wretched so even if you do not choose both you will still be wretched anyway, it is difficult indeed, it is, but considering the words of his aunt made him realize, what he was doing was to improve everything. And it was quite merciful to be a spell in his heart when he hesitated or wanted to retreat from this all.

Kimber was still looking at him, as if waiting for a response from the man, responding to his approval, but even to this second, Lucas' thin lips were still silent, while both of his eyeballs look beautiful looking down where the lights look beautiful at night.

"Are you not going to say anything?" Kimber grew a little bored of the silence that surrounded them, suppressing his shame he tried to break the silence.

Lucas turned his head towards Kimber, still with a glare he took a few steps, then extended his hand in front of Kimber. "Well, you'll be my wife soon."

Kimber widened his eyes, not expecting Lucas' response. What he wanted to do if the marriage wasn't real. And Kimber should know more from the beginning, instead of expecting the no-no as it happens to normal couples who will be happy if their partners approve the proposal. No pain began to feel, and it was enough to make him back.

Kimber was still in his place. He just stared at Lucas' hand that had been in front of him for a few seconds.

"Didn't you want to shake my hand?" ask Lucas. He still looks at my face with his eyes. I don't know, those eyes look fragile.

In the end Kimber inevitably welcomed Lucas' hand with a heavy heart, and the luca in his heart doubled than before.

***

Bella sneaks into Lucas' room, when she finds out the man has returned. He found Lucas lying on his bed. Slowly he lay down beside the empty bed, making the man gasp in shock because he did not know that Bella was already beside him.

Bella's weirdest smile came from Bella's ripe lips, and Lucas wanted to****** the lips that had become his candlestick.

"Do you want to make me die of shock, huh," Lucas said. He was facing Bella.

Again a crisp laugh slid from the woman's lips, making Lucas unable to not briefly kiss Bella's lips. Instantly the crisp laughter disappeared without leaving the roar of the breath of the two who smeared each other as if they were doing strenuous activities.

"I miss him," Lucas wondered, for what reason, but the woman could interpret it.

"Then it's mine now," Bella brought her lips back to Lucas, but before that happened the man subtly rejected her wishes.

"I can't. I'm sorry," said Lucas. He looked chaotic watching tears slide from the eyes of the woman he loved.

"Didn't you want me anymore? Loving me?" Bella sobbed like a fool, and even more foolishly she was still on the bed when Lucas went down to see her.

"I'm sorry, but tomorrow I'm getting married and I won't betray Kimber." Lucas grimaced at his own lies.

Bella really does not understand the drastic changes of the man she loves. Just yesterday they were still expressing their affection and now he did not know the figure of the man in front of him at all.

"Do you really want it?" Bella asked, then approached the man.

"Yes, I want it." Lucas said it so flat.

"You're lying, because you don't love her," denied Bella who now bursts into the man's arms.

Lucas wanted to hold her tight, but something inside her head strictly prohibited, "I'm not lying, because I'm going to marry her. When it comes to love, I'm sure love will go hand in hand." Lucas really wasn't himself anymore.

***

Bella's tears still welled up in her eyes, but she was reluctant to doubt her fate more than this. The stick is already round, and today also he will leave this apartment more precisely this city. Yes, he wants to run away from the bitterness that he is now feeling.

With a hand that messed up he took a rectangular object from the top of his bed, neutralizing the number that was already in his cellphone memory, "I need that ticket," he said, he said, her tears kept coming out even though she repeatedly wiped them away.

"...."

"Yes, I'll be at the airport." Bella hangs up the phone and rushes to get her suitcase from the closet.

Bella put in the clothes she really needed and most of it she left in the closet. With a sobbing that escaped his lips he circulated his gaze throughout his room, for he knew it would be empty after it was abandoned by him.

He clinched his suitcase because he did not want if he pulled the suitcase the sound of wheels rubbing against the floor woke up the entire apartment. Yes, he knew Lucas and Aunt Mandy must have slept well, but now at 3 am, and again the crying of pills could not be prevented again. He smothers his own whistling to dampen the sound of crying.

"Goodbye" he said when he got out of the apartment.

***

The morning felt colder than the day before, making everyone reluctant to get out of the warm feeling of the thick blanket they used. Likewise with Lucas, the man seemed lazy to start his activities. Yes, the day off is over and she has to go back to Campus. More precisely to ask for leave because tomorrow is the wedding day. Lazily he crawled down from his bed to the bathroom, starting his morning activities first before he left for his destination.

After he finished with his activities, he went down to the kitchen. There Aunt Mandy is seen preparing breakfast. Three glasses of milk and three plates of panchake with maple syrup.

Lucas smiled as the middle-aged woman turned to look at him, then told him to sit down.

"Where's Bella?" she asked the woman if she didn't find him anywhere.

"I think he's still asleep, Auntie," Lucas answered him because he knew the bad habits of the woman he loved.

"But she's not in the room, Auntie just got there," Aunt Mandy looked at Lucas' worried face.

Lucas frowned and went to check on Bella in her room, not that she did not believe her aunt's words, but she was only curious if she did not see it with her own head.

Upon Lucas' arrival in the room, he scrunched his forehead to look at Bella's bed. It looked like it had never been fucked by someone. Then he went deeper into the bathroom, there was empty until bad thoughts began to sway into him in a hurry he opened the wardrobe Bella, but there the clothes seemed still there. Again an unpleasant feeling began to make him upset when he found the suitcase that should have been there now was not in place. Lucah's face paled, with wide steps he walked out of the room towards the kitchen.

There Aunt Mandy seemed to be enjoying her breakfast, until she saw Lucas' expression make her stop putting small pieces of panchake in her mouth.

"You found him?" Aunt Mandy asked.

Lucas shook his head then dashed outwards following the middle-aged woman.

"Where are you going?" lucas said in his heart.

Kimber would take his family to Lucas' place, but his steps stopped when he saw the man's face looking pale and anxious. Behind the man was Aunt Mandy, she stopped to look at him, but after that Aunt Mandy tailed behind Lucas back.

"What's really going on?" kimber thought to himself.