I'M Sorry
Chapters. 39

Papa Erlangga and Mama Elina have come home.Dead Sakha,Salsa and her mother at the house.They did not come home to the house of papa Erlangga because they had to prepare clothes and their needs to be taken to the family residence papa Erlangga.

Salsa pushed the wheelchair occupied by her Mother towards her mother's room.She and Sakha helped the mother to get into bed.After that, she and Sakha helped the mother to get into bed,Salsa took a glass of water and put it on the nightstand next to the mother's bed.The goal is that the mother does not have trouble if in the middle of the night will suddenly feel thirsty.

"Salsa to the room first....Later if you need anything call Salsa...!!"order Salsa before leaving her mother's room.

Salsa saw her parents' eyes glazed over, like they were holding something.Salsa interrupted her intention to go to her room and sit on the edge of her bed.

"Mother why...??"salsa asked carefully.

Mother cried as she listened to Salsa's question."Sorry mother yes.. Because the mother is sick, you have to bother taking care of the mother....!!You should also get married at such a young age...!!"mother said with a feeling of sadness.Since then she tried to hold back her crying, but still her tears spilled without being prevented.

Salsa stroked the shoulders of his mother."Mommy can't say that...!!Mommy does not take Salsa...Mommy Man has visited Salsa to this size, now replace Salsa which should take care of the mother....That's all fate.Most importantly now, mother can not be sad yes...!!Mommy can certainly walk again.As long as the mother spirit to heal...!!"Salsa strengthens her mother.

Mother nodded slowly. "You dare not in Bali alone...??I'm sorry you couldn't get you there...!!"he felt sad to have to leave Salsa alone in Bali without her.

"Salsa should apologise to your mother because Salsa can not take a long time...Salsa will soon return to Bali.."said Salsa trying to strengthen her mother. Salsa felt very sad to have to leave her mother with this condition.But she had no other choice.She was already 12th grade, so she could not change schools because the exam was only a few months away.

"Yes son, no papa...!!You're fine there...!!"

"Yes mother.mother calm aja.."say Salsa.She did not want her parents to worry about her.

Sakha who heard the conversation between the mother and child was not strong enough to hold back her feelings.His eyes also seemed to be teary.But because he was a man, he could not shed his tears just like that.

Mother wiped the tears that fell on her lips.She then looked towards Sakha who was still standing near the door.

"Sakha..mother Salsa title yes...!!If Salsa is wrong, you are good nasehatin...!!"Mother's advice to Sakha.

Sakha nodded her head. "Yes mother...Sakha promised to take care of Salsa....Sakha also wants to thank you mother for believing in Salsa with Sakha...!!"sakha said then."

The mother's gaze turned towards Salsa who was sitting at the side of her bed. " And you're Salsa, you're married...You should respect your husband...If there is a problem you talk well, do not fight...If you could get married once in a lifetime...!!"order mom and daughter-in-law."Yaudah, you want to sleep first...You guys are sleeping too...!!"Mother then lay her body slowly because it is not too able to move and prepare for sleep.The feeling is already feeling better at this time.

"Don't you think I slept in bed...??If you're uncomfortable, I can sleep on the couch ...!!"sakha. He was still standing by the bed, meaning he would sleep on the sofa if Salsa was not ready for a single bed with him.

"No papa, you sleep here ..!!We are married...!!But ...."Salsa hung up her sentence. She intends to ask Sakha to postpone performing their first night ritual as husband and wife because she feels she is not ready to do so. While Salsa knew that Sakha must have wanted her given that she was almost out of control and almost did that to him before legalizing their relationship.Salsa little knew that refusing a husband to have his law was a sin that is why he did not dare to continue his sentence.

Sakha sat down beside Salsa and stroked the hair of the girl who was now his wife."Honey ... Even if you're my wife now, but I won't make you do it...I will wait until you are ready...!!It might be a little hard for me to hold on.but I'll take care of it...!!"Her speech. He understood what Salsa was thinking.Given the current state of the mother,it feels like Sakha should delay to do that to Salsa.Especially at this time she does not prepare something to prevent pregnancy such as a rubber jacket for example...Sakha certainly does not want Salsa to get pregnant soon because Salsa must finish school first...He does not want to be selfish by forcing Salsa to have that relationship with him even though at this time it is not a sin for them to do so.Let Salsa enjoy her youth first, Sakha thought.

Salsa hugged Sakha."Thank you.you already want to know me...!!Sorry I can't be your wife yet...!!"said it. She feels grateful to have Sakha and her family who want to accept the condition of the mother.Even Sakha's parents are willing to take care of the mother when she must be away from the mother.

"Yaudah..sleep first yuk...!!You're tired, aren't you ..??Tomorrow morning we have to sort out your stuff as your mother will be brought moved to my house...!!"Sakha invites Salsa to sleep.

Salsa nodded her head, then they both lay down and hugged each other.At some time later Salsa began to sleep. While Sakha could not close her eyes at all.Close to Salsa like this made her feel uneasy.The Instincts of her maleness began to appear.But as much as possible she tried to endure it.

Sakha slowly got up from the bed.With care she walked out of the room so as not to wake Salsa. He immediately went to the kitchen and sipped a glass of water to neutralize his mind.He decided to get out of the house and walk to the 24-hour minimarket which is not far from it.

Sakha bought a can of soft drinks and a pack of cigarettes. He enjoys his soft drinks and cigarettes in minimarket chairs that are reserved for visitors.

After spending one cigarette and his soft drink Sakha immediately returned home.Sakha re-entered the house carefully so as not to wake the mother and also Saksa.But when entering the room, he saw Salsa was already sitting in bed.

"Sakha, where are you from these gini nights...??"salsa asked who was confused because when she woke up Sakha was not there beside her.

"Ooh.I went to the minimarket earlier, looking for a cold drink...!!"answer Sakha briefly. Of course he did not say that he was out to dispel his uneasy feelings due to his male instincts that appeared suddenly.

"Why so far away anyway...??there is a refrigerator...!!"salsa.

"Hihi..i forgot...!!"sakha replied chuckling.

"Others if you need anything wake me up...!!"

"Yes, I'm sorry baby...Next time I wake you up...!!"sakha said as she stroked the top of Salsa's head."Yes, sleep again...!!Tomorrow we have to be ready.." he said again .They also go back to sleep in Salsa's bed.This time Sakha has been able to control her mind.Seeing Salsa who has returned to sleep, she immediately closed her eyes.Not long after Salsa entered her dream realm.

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