I'M Sorry
Chapters. 54

Sakha opened the door of Salsa's room slowly.Seeing that the girl was still sleeping soundly.Perhaps it was caused due to the effects of the anesthetic injected by the nurse to her.

Sakha sat in the chair next to Salsa.In the rubbing of the top of Salsa's head gently.He felt guilty for not being able to take care of his wife properly so that he had to lose his son who was still in the womb and even he he himself did not know his existence.

Salsa opened her eyes as she felt a touch in her head. Seen Sakha was already at his side.So see her husband, the crying that had been in his custody broke instantly.

"Hiks..hiks..sorry me...!!I can't take care of our son.I don't even know if there is him...!!Hicks...."

Salsa regretted what happened.During this time she ignored the signs of pregnancy that she felt because she was too focused on the exam so she did not realize that it had been two months more she did not get her monthly guests.Even this afternoon she instead dancing on the rides of the game with his friends.He felt that he was the one who caused the death of the fetus in the womb.

Sakha buried Salsa's head in her arms.Honestly Sakha felt pain seeing his wife who is so fragile as she is today.

"Sshhh...It's not your fault...!!"Sakha tries to calm Salsa though her heart is also broken.It used to be that she and Salsa did not want a child in their marriage.But after knowing that their child in the womb of Salsa had died,their instincts as parents suddenly appeared just like that.Salsa shed her tears in Sakha's arms until she finally felt tired and went back to sleep because her own condition is now indeed very weak.

Sakha steps out of the hospital room carefully so as not to wake Salsa up,he saw the three friends of Salsa and also papa still faithfully waiting even though their faces looked exhausted.Even they are still wearing school uniforms.Pastilah they have not returned home since this morning.

"Sakha, how's Salsa doing...??"Seeing Sakha come out, Papa immediately asked about Salsa's condition.She seemed worried about Salsa because to her, Salsa was already like her biological child.

"Udah is a little quiet...She doesn't know she's pregnant...His meaning he is still wrong himself for not paying attention to the signs of pregnancy that he experienced.And he considers this miscarriage is his fault..."

Papa nodded his head to understand Sakha.Ditepuknya softly shoulder his son who is now an adult is "Patience yes.Maybe it is not time you have children...!!"papa tried to comfort Sakha.He knew in fact his son also felt devastated by the incident that befell his wife.

"Yes pa...!!Thank you pa...!!"Sakha hugged her papa tightly to strengthen herself.Since then she tried hard to hold back her tears so as not to fall because if until she looks fragile, then it will make Salsa more sad and feel guilty.

Sakha's gaze was fixed on Salsa's friends who had been ignored by her since.She then let go of her embrace and walked over to Genta and her friends. "Gue would like to say thanks because you guys already nolongin Salsa and also willing to take care of Salsa when I am not there...!!"

Sakha sincerely thanked Salsa's friends.She put aside her anger towards Genta who suddenly hit her when she just came earlier.She thanked them for somehow saving Salsa's life.

"Together, you don't need to say thanks because Salsa is my best friend...!!I should have always been there when he needed it...!!"kiran replied sincerely.Actually she felt a little disappointed because Salsa did not tell her about her marriage to Sakha.But Kiran understood that maybe Salsa had a reason not to tell him.After all they are still in school.Maybe Salsa does not want news about her marriage spreading and getting her expelled from school.

"Thanks....!!Salsa is lucky to have friends like you...!!"sakha said again.

"Ka...I'm sorry about you...!!"said Genta suddenly made all eyes fixed on him.So also with Sakha.

"Gue apologized for hitting you without knowing the real thing...!!And I'm sorry, all this time I always try to make Salsa from lo....!!I realize now Salsa is completely yours...I promise from now on I sincerely Salsa for you...!!May your marriage last...!!"Genta patted Sakha's shoulder slowly.She now felt calm because it turns out Salsa did not go the wrong way.

"Hmm..thank you...!!I also apologize for always being jealous of you and I also used to mukulin lo...!!"Sakha no less sincerely apologized to Genta.

They now seem to hug and forgive each other.In an instant, they began to get along and started chatting while occasionally joking.Kiran and Yogapun also felt relieved because there was no more hostility between them.

Salsa has been allowed to go home by doctors since two days ago.During which time she just kept quiet at home because the doctor asked her to rest completely.His body is still recovering after having a miscarriage.Thankfully there is Sakha who is always on standby papa Erlangga has returned to Bandung after Salsa was discharged from the hospital due to having to take care of some problems in the company.

Salsa was lying in her room while playing her cell phone.She now began to feel bored and felt like breathing fresh air out there.

"SAW...!!"

Salsa's room door opened.Sakha entered with a bowl of chicken porridge and also a glass of warm milk.With care he put the porridge and milk on the nightstand, then helped Salsa to sit down.With painstaking, he put the porridge and milk on the nightstand,Sakha feeds the porridge to her beloved wife until it runs out and leaves only the bowl and the spoon.

"Have you eaten...??"salsa asked because the man only fed him porridge.

"Udah earlier, the other one is fitting you are still sleeping...!!"he answered, carrying an empty bowl and glass out of the room.After a long time, Sakha had returned to the room and joined the fall beside his wife.

"Your stomach still hurts baby...??"Tanya while stroking the stomach of Salsa who still looked flat.

Salsa shook her head. "Udah no heck.but the blood that comes out is still a bit much ...!!I'm sorry, baby, because I can't be a good mother to our child....!!"Salsa is again haunted by her guilt. If only at that time he realized the signs of pregnancy, surely at this time the child he contained still exists.

"Sstt..you can't say that..!!Maybe we have not been trusted to have a child...!!Besides, we can still make it again....!!Your husband is still quite strong....!!"sakha said with a careless smile towards Salsa making the girl immediately pinch Sakha's waist to complain of pain.

"Sakkha....."Salsa suddenly felt embarrassed to hear Sakha's joke just now.When her face reddened like a boiled crab made Sakha even more happy to tease her.

"Ciee..abashed....Why the shame...??We have often done that.."he said again continue to tease Salsa.

"Sakhaaa..ah ah, don't say that again...!!"Salsa pretended to frown making Sakha become even more anxious.

"THE CUP....!!"

His intention was just a kiss.But after feeling the softness of Salsa's lips made Sakha want to explore everything inside his lips.Sakha again landed her lips to Salsa's lips and did what she had to do suddenly Sakha's maleness soul was moved.His hands immediately moved to explore every part of Salsa's body.

When his desire was almost at its peak, he suddenly remembered that at this time he still could not do it with Salsa.When he released his kiss.Seeing Salsa instead giggled his laughter.Sakha just scratched his head that does not itch.He felt frustrated because his biological needs this time did not it can be fulfilled and he has to wait a long time to be able to feel it again.

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