I'm Waiting for Your Widow
Chapter 144

Adithama felt that everything had arrived in time, Yeni's situation had now improved until there was nothing to worry about.

Given that Yeni always referred to Anisa as a benefactor in their marriage, it is actually not wrong to think so considering that never knew the beginning of everything happened.

"It's a fact, sorry but you're so much more important, I can't live without you and what the fate of little Dimas would be if you lost your life, I don't want him to grow up in a family environment that isn't whole" Adithama said.

Mama Yeni shook this very painful, the daughter who was raised with her own hands, even giving breast milk for 2 full years was not her own flesh and blood.

"You're lying, I suckled her for 2 whole years!" Mama Yeni did not accept.

"Yes, but at that time your breast milk had come out even since she was pregnant, but she was still your child, she was still yours Anisa never asked to be returned after the birth of her second child," obviously Adithama with sadness, whether he can be happy because all this time always withholding wounds with guilt.

"So Rika and Dimas aren't as conceived as Pa?" Ask Dimas too.

Dimas knew about the kidney that his stepmother had donated to his mother, but Rika was not his full sister was very surprising.

Adithama shook his head weakly, "But he is also Papa's son, the difference is he was born from Papa's second wife, you guys stay in blood."

This is really unexpected, all this time thinking if Rika is a younger sister but it is not.

"Ma, please accept this," Adithama tried to calm his wife who was still sobbing, feeling hurt knowing that the daughter he loved the most was not his biological child.

"He's my son!"

Dimas and Sandy opt out, leaving both parents talking together to avoid awkwardness.

"I can't believe you're lying, Rika is my son."

Adithama hugged Yeni as quickly as possible, wanting to calm the turmoil of his old wife's heart by providing a little warmth.

"Ma, I'm not lying, let's do a DNA test if you need to, I just want to fix everything. I'm tired of being in guilt."

"But my son Rica!" Yeni cried sobbing without stopping, it hurt more than being stabbed by a dagger, "then, all this time I've lived because, compassion your young wife, I don't want to! I am not going to! I hate you! Right now you think I'm just a bitch and she's an angel, right?!" Shouted Mama Yeni, "i'd rather die than accept your young wife's help Mas!"

"Then what about Dimas?!" Adithama asked firmly as she let go of her embrace and moved away from Yeni.

"What about Dimas? Do you want him to suffer then? As long as you're sick she's abandoned Yeni, as long as you're sad to ask our second child she doesn't care if I can let my child suffer? Nah! I can't help it, I can't lose you either, we're married for an arranged marriage but the moment after I shook your father's hand I've started to love you and fear losing you! I'm hurt too, but this isn't an option!"

Yeni's crying voice was still blaring, why should it hurt so deeply. Why Rika is not her real daughter, this is a hard reality to accept.

"I beg you to understand a little of my feelings at that time, I was afraid of losing the people I loved, I was also devastated to lose our second son, even you to the point of losing my womb was hit, too, but I chose to keep everything to myself, without you knowing, all you know is that I'm just marrying my ex-lover."

"You didn't explain everything!" Cut Mama Yeni.

"I'm afraid of losing you!"

The two were silent for a moment, dissolving in each other's thoughts until Yeni finally came out of the room leaving Adithama standing there.

***

Mama Yeni continued to look at Rika's face that was still asleep in her sleep, her heart still could not accept the fact that Rika was not born from her womb.

What was possible during the 19 years of raising a child from her honey, this was beyond common sense.

"Mama cry?" Rika asked stare at Mama Yeni's beautiful bead eyes.

Mama Yeni smiled and rubbed her face, wiping away the traces of tears that were dripping down without excuse. Setting a smile to come back as usual, as if the heart is fine.

"Mama, just kangen aja, you now can not sleep with Mama, even though the time is not married if Papa does not come home you always sleep with Mama, hug Mama," want to scream as loud as possible to vent a heart that feels pain.

"Yes, Rika slept with Mama later tonight," Rika bargained trying to comfort her beloved Mama.

"Where you can, you sleep with your husband, now it's different."

"But Mama was sleeping with Rika."

Rika hugged Mama Yeni, coiled her hands around her neck and kept her face on the chest of the woman she had been calling Mama.

It was his sleeping habit, hugging his mother was a warmth and tranquility to him.

"Yes, but next time."

"Mama deliberately refused to sleep with Rika, because there was Papa! Mama mah, arrogant if there is a husband Mama," Rika guessed while teasing Mama Yeni.

Rika knows that the state of her Mama and Papa's household is starting to improve and that all seems to feel very happy for her.

"Well you love Dek, but you don't love Mama?"

"Well, not very clear!"

Mama Yeni's question sounds strange, but for some reason now there is a fear of losing her daughter. Even after this will do a DNA test to secretly prove the truth of everything, can't just believe what is revealed by her own husband.

"Darling dong Ma" answered Rika.

"You sleep again, Mama cook first."

***

Mama Yeni immediately met Sandy, she wanted to talk alone in the family room.

"Sandy Mama please, it's both of us's secrets."

Sandy agrees to her mother-in-law's request, and she immediately takes Mama Yeni's blood.

While Rika's blood splinter is already in the hospital laboratory, because it performs several tests before performing post-surgery.

"After the results come out Sandy will give it to Mama" Sandy said.

Mama Yeni nodded weakly with a feeling of unease, hoping that what her husband said was just a big lie.

"What if Rika's not Mama's real daughter."

"Everything's gonna be okay, she's still Mama's kid."

After taking a deep breath and exhaling back then Yeni immediately went to try to calm the troubled heart.