I'm Waiting for Your Widow
The Lowest Point

"Hueekkkk....."

It's been Lala repeatedly, going in and out of the bathroom. Even to the point that his legs felt tired, feeling no longer strong to move. But it must still be forced because of the nausea that continues to be felt.

"Huueek...... Huuueek....."

Hands holding the wall, gently tapping the tired body to be able to walk out. While in front of the bathroom door, Lala's eyes looked at Dimas who was walking into the room. Silence with a flat face, so that no one came out of Lala's mouth even though it was just a greeting.

"Hueekkk."

By closing Lala's mouth back into the bathroom, I don't know how many times in and out of the bathroom. Even until the night began to dissolve his eyes have not been closed.

Dimas sleeps on his back, but it's better than last night Dimas didn't even sleep in a room together. There's a sense of wanting to hug, or being hugged. However, Lala was still very afraid of Dimas. Lala was forced to lie on her side staring at Dimas who was on his back.

Krukka.

Lala's stomach rang, the worms in it sang. Lala does eat a portion that is quite a lot, but because too often vomiting makes the food out before the body digests it. To make hunger so fast, lazily get up from the bed. Picking up the original phone lying on the table. With a slow step Lala still forced herself, making instant noodles to prop up a hungry stomach.

"Lala, you haven't slept?"

"Not yet Ma, Lala vomited constantly because of the cold. Be really hungry," showed a bowl of instant noodles that had been served on the dining table.

Mama Yeni stared at the white bowl, maybe it was Lala's own making. Because the clock is already showing at 02:00 in the morning.

"You don't eat instant noodles too often, not good," Mama Yeni was seen commemorating Lala.

"Yes Ma, but Lala's heart was very painful. Want to cook Lala's head dizzy, Lala did not stand strong for long. Want to wake up Bik Sum also not have the heart."

"After you finish eating you go to sleep, your face turns pale. Tomorrow we go to the doctor" added Mama Yeni again, wanting to prove suspicion that her daughter-in-law is two.

In little heart Mama Yeni would love if Lala was pregnant, because then it was certain that Dimas would not silence Lala again as he is today.

Back to the room, after finishing eating a bowl of instant noodles to prop up a hungry stomach. Slowly returning to bed and lying beside Dimas, all felt empty because of the cold attitude of Dimas who was punishing him.

Slowly Lala moved, now turning her back to Dimas too. A second later Lala began to sob, the punishment given Dimas made the heart so tormented. Tears that continue to flow as if signifying such a great fear, whether until when all this takes place. But Lala could not afford to be in a situation that made her feel at the lowest point.

His hands moved, pulled the drawer and took a sedative that had not been swallowed for a long time. Taking one grain and swallowing it quickly, slowly his eyes began to fall asleep due to the sedative that began to work.

"Juuueekkk....."

Nausea disturbed Lala's deep sleep, quickly got off the bed and rushed into the bathroom. Satisfied with spewing out liquid, Lala's feet stepped out. His eyes stared at the wall clock that showed at 06:13 a.m. Then Lala's eyes turned to look at Dimas who was still sleeping soundly.

Not wanting to continue her sleep, Lala decided to head for the kitchen. Making breakfast for this morning, long time no kitchen work. The last time when she was still Dimitri's wife, without her now no longer want to hold the title of widow for the second time. Lala was really trying to be the best, until Dimas was no longer angry or even asked to separate.

"Done."

Lala saw that all of her dishes in the morning were enough, slowly taking off the apron and immediately heading back to the room. His eyes did not see Dimas lying on the bed, but, there was the sound of water splashing from inside the bathroom. It means Dimas is in there.

"Srsstttt....."

Trying to stay still for a moment, permeating the pain that suddenly appeared on the stomach. Slowly Lala sat on the back garden chair, laying a hose that had released water.

After feeling better, his hand again took the hose and began to water the flowers that were blooming.

"La!!!" exciting Rica.

Lala turned around, looking at Rika who was standing quite far away from her.

"Breakfast first, have you had breakfast?" rika asked in a pretty loud voice.

"Not yet."

Lala's hand rested the hose, and walked towards Rika.

Sitting on the dining table chair with a feeling of anxiety, afraid if there is a commotion back or even Dimas talking about separation. Lala's chest continued to rumble, holding back the feeling if at any time what was in mind really happened. But no, Dimas just kept quiet without talking.

"Dim, Mama Sama La.." had not yet finished a single sentence, Mama Yeni was forced to stop to speak.

Dimas immediately stood up, and shifted the dining table chair. Just leave without a word.

"Lala, we have to go to the doctor. Your face is pale, "Mama Yeni is still trying to do her best for Lala, even though Dimas looks indifferent.

Lala shook her head, with a wry smile on her lips, "Lala used to watered flowers yes Ma," Lala got up from her seat, then returned to the back garden to continue her activities that had stopped.

"Lala," Mama Yeni understood with Lala's current feelings, but what was said. Dimas seems so disappointed, because of Lala's own lies.

Sitting speechless while staring at the flowers blooming around her, there was no longer Lala who was always clinging to her husband. Following wherever Dimas went, tangled spoiled on Dimas's arm like before. There is only sadness and longing to be like before.

"La," a pat on her shoulder resuscitated the woman who was thinking about the fate of her shaky household.

Lala looked at Rika who was slowly sitting beside her.

"I'm sorry, yes" only that sentence came out of Rika's mouth, a million regrets to see Lala who was so hurt.

Lala felt unable to hide her feelings, hugging Rika tightly while releasing the cry that had been held. Lala was really sobbing so loudly.

"Lala," Rika continued to hug Lala tightly, understanding Lala's current feelings, "I came out first yes, I want to finish everything."

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