I'm Waiting for Your Widow
Decisions

Rika got up early in the morning, after that came out of the room because her throat was thirsty. Plus not eating from yesterday made him hungry, as he passed through Dimas' room. Rika momentarily paused, her hand slowly turning the doorknob.

"Lala, I'm in, yes" Rika said from behind the slightly open door.

There was no answer from inside, Rika still entered even without permission from the owner of the room. Rika's eyes begin to circulate, looking for Lala whom she doesn't find. Until his eyes saw the bathroom door that was wide open, and there was a sound from inside.

"Hueekkkk......" Lala continued to vomit nonstop, nausea and discomfort on the stomach enough to make it disturbed.

"Lala, I'm going in, yes" Rika shouted for Lala to hear from inside, "You're a pale face" Risa said while holding Lala's shoulder.

Lala washed her face with tap water, then looked at her face on the mirror with a size large enough in front of her, "I did not eat from yesterday, eat yuk I was hungry," take Lala while wiping her face with a small towel.

Rika nodded, she was also very hungry. The two immediately left the room and headed for the kitchen.

"What's the cook?" ask Rika.

"Nasi goreng Non," replied Ma'am Sum.

"Bok please make some warm tea, Lala has a cold" Lala said.

"Yes, not right."

Lala looked at the fried rice that looked so delicious in front of her, then she circulated her gaze looking for someone who had not appeared as well from last night.

"Are you waiting for Brother Dimas?" rika's guilty face was clear, even now feeling very bad for Lala, "Sorry La, I'm so sorry."

Lala smiled softly, "May He not be angry with me, pray yes" Lala said expectantly.

Rika nodded, "You eat first, you catch a cold later," Rika pointed at the plate filled with fried rice, right in front of Lala.

"This is Non, the tea is ready to be enjoyed."

"Thank You Mbok."

"Good morning," same Mama Yeni.

"Ma's toe" Rika replied.

Mama Yeni smiled and looked at Dimas' empty chair, indicating that Dimas had not eaten breakfast with them. But Lala's pale face was more the object of Mama Yeni's attention, "You Sick?"

"In the wind Ma, yesterday Lala did not eat," Lala replied as she massaged her slightly dizzy head.

"Yes, you just ate it."

Lala nodded, her stomach was no longer able to compromise. Though still wanting to wait for Dimas, Lala immediately scooped up the rice and ate it quickly.

"La, is that starving?"

Mama Yeni and Rika look confused, Lala who used to eat a little now looks different. Even Lala has added twice.

"I'm really hungry, seriously," explained Lala, then sipped a warm tea made by Mbok Sum.

Mama Yeni nodded weakly, her mind starting to wander while staring at Lala's more contained body. Even Lala's chest was also visibly enlarged, with her face beginning to fill.

Mama Yeni again dismissed her thoughts, as it seemed that Lala was not pregnant as she had expected.

"There, take it in my room later, yes" replied Rika who started her meal.

"I went first to Ma's room" said Lala, starting to stand up from her seat.

"You're going to college?" asked Mama Yeni who was still looking at Lala questioningly.

"No, Lala wants to sleep. Lala has not been allowed to leave the house, Lala is afraid that Aa Dimas is angry," Lala wants to cry when she remembers Dimas, she can't if Dimas stays away from her like this.

"Yes, your face is pale too. Better rest, don't think of the no-no. In the morning it will be back as usual again yes," Mama Yeni tried to convince Lala, if all would be fine. Lala has experienced domestic trauma.

"Lala went to Ma's room" while walking towards the room, Lala continued to wipe away the tears. His feelings were very fearful if Dimas really left himself again to become a pretty deep burden.

"Ma, Rika to Dimas's room first yes," Rika's pinta.

"Don't, your brother is angry. Youknew? She never gets angry, but if she gets angry all will be targeted," Mama Yeni tries to hold Rika back, because she knows very well what her son's character is like.

"Ma, Rica promise. Rika will not make Kak Dimas angry, Rika will be upset, not strong see Lala pretending to be strong. Though her heart screamed in fear because her household was on the verge of collapse, and it was because of Rika," explained Rika.

Mama Yeni nodded weakly, confirming what Rika had just said.

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"Sir Dimas, Rika's in."

Rika stood in front of Dimas's workspace, the door was wide open until she could see Dimas clearly inside. But Dimas just kept quiet without answering, with Rika ventured in.

"Son, can Rika get Rika's phone?" rika asked doubtfully.

Dimas pulled the drawer, then without talking and a flat face put Rika's phone on the table. Even looks once He already does not want to care, a second later Dimas took Rika's laptop and gave it to Rika.

"Sister," Rika's eyes glazed over, it turns out that just got here alone is not able to. Especially if you really get out of the house and are no longer with Dimas, "Silver Dimas, forgive Rika," the tears that are held slowly spill by itself, he said, repeated words of apology came out of his mouth because he did not want Dimas to keep silent on him, "Sister, sorry," Rika asked again while crying, "Rika promise will be obedient, will not deny Brother or Mama," rika's head bowed, not just apologizing for Lala. But Rika also wants to improve her relationship with Dimas, considering that Dimas loved her so much.

"Isn't this what you want!" replied Dimas with his flat face.

Rika shook her head and immediately hugged Dimas from the side, "No, sorry, sister. Rika won't have a relationship with Mas Sandy again, Rika promised."

Dimas shrugged his shoulders, as if he did not care about anything Rika said, "You're a big man, you're good at taking care of yourself."

"Sir Dimas, Rika please forgive Rika."

"Prove your words!" Dimas got up from his seat and left.

Rika nodded, looking at Dimas who was already on his back. Rika's heart was also very sick in saying the promise he just said to Dimas, leaving Sandy was indeed to be done. However what Dimas said must be the best for him, all this time Dimas always did his best. It was definitely the same this time, and Rika was determined. The decision to forget Sandy forever.

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