I'm Waiting for Your Widow
Does it have to be this sick

Dimas saw a woman he knew well enough, Zea came at 21:30 p.m., just late enough for women to visit.

"What's up?!" ask Dimas. with a hoarse but stifled voice, like a characteristic of Dimas. He was only flat on those who, according to the foreigners, as well as on Zea, who was now foreign to Dimas.

The love that was once big enough now seems no longer to exist, the once hopeful heart is now empty. The former is just a memory that needs not to be remembered, a wound that was incised enough to stab the soul niche until no longer there.

Zea realizes that Dimas is now turning cold to her, no longer the spoiled smile that Dimas always showed when he was with her. It might hurt too much when he broke off their relationship at the time the wedding was decided.

"Dimas, I came here to apologize, said Zea.

Zea sat on the sofa looking at Dimas who was now just standing in front of her, Dimas' hands folded over the sofa but his eyes seemed unwilling to look at him.

Dimas seemed not to care about the eyes spoken by Zea, "I've not thought about it anymore," replied Dimas clearly, but there was firmness there.

"But I still love you!" zea said again.

Dimas smiled obliquely, was there any love that left him as he deeply loved the person with all his heart, "His dear I don't," Dimas replied coldly.

"Why?" zea's face seemed to ask, and needed a very definite answer, "Is your love only as thin as an onion's skin?"

"Don't ask me how big my love is!" dimas said, now looking at Zea with a sharp look, "You don't want me to love yourself, you say I don't need to love you anymore."

Zea got up from her seat, she was standing in front of Dimas, "You said you loved me, but that's what I said you've wavered?"

"I don't want to force someone to stay with me when he doesn't want to anymore, and why are you coming back now. Didn't you decide to cancel our wedding? Then why are you here! Not satisfied you're embarrassing me!" said Dimas.

Actually Dimas really wanted to express what he felt a long time ago, but Zea just cut off the relationship through chatting only. Then he blocked Dimas's number, and Dimas was not silent. He immediately went to the residence of Zea's parents, because he wanted to meet his future wife. But alas, Zea was not at home, and at that time Dimas knew from his man if Zea vacationed abroad with his friends.

Dimas' heart seemed to be getting sicker, Zea broke off the relationship unilaterally and he seemed to care nothing at all. Then now suddenly Zea came to him with an apology, it felt like this was not a joke that could easily be a laugh.

Zea was silent when the words spoken by Dimas were true, but she also had her own reasons for doing so, "But at that moment I was angry, I was upset, I was furious. You just focus on your work. To accompany me to the boutique alone you can't, to see even the examples of invitations you don't have time."

Dimas immediately looked at Zea, "I am only a subordinate, if you want to have a partner who is free to do anything do not choose me. You're wrong people, I just work under someone else's power!"

"But you can open your own business, why continue to work as a slave to others. Didn't I tell you to start your own business so you have time for me!" firmly Zea who does not want to give up especially if blamed.

Dimas saw that there was no look of taste shown by Zea, he was still the same. Stubborn and do not want to understand the circumstances of others around him.

"No need to argue, we have no relationship anymore. And I wasn't expecting you anymore!" Dimas wanted to end their talks immediately, to whatever extent their debate would have no effect. Because now it's all over with nothing left.

"But I still love you!"

"I'm so sorry I didn't!"

Dimas stayed away, because he refused when Zea wanted to touch her, "No need to argue, I've forgotten you. As you wish first!"

"Ok. At this moment I just realized I can't be away from you, you're part of my life...."

Dimas smiled slanted, then his eyes saw Lala who was going up the stairs, "Lala," Dimas called out.

Lala was caught up in climbing the stairs, she now turned to look at Dimas and also looked at the woman standing near Dimas.

"Baby...." Dimas moved his hand asking Lala to approach him.

Lala nodded, her feet slowly walking towards Dimas with a confused heart.

"He's my future wife!" Dimas embraced Lala's shoulder and looked at Zea with a smile.

Deg.

Lala looked at Dimas with a heart that wondered, the words that came out of Dimas' lips just now really made him become very surprised.

"I know you love me so much!" Zea shook her head and could not believe what Dimas had just said, "No need to make this woman an outlet, she is too young to be hurt!"

"Him and I are getting married! And this is no joke! And why do I have to keep loving you?" dimas asked lightly, "There are still many women out there who are much better than you!" added Dimas again.

"You're so outrageous!"

Zea left immediately, for him his intention to go to the Dimas residence was very good. But unexpectedly it turned out that the Dinas response was so cold and harsh, but after Dimas left Zea felt that something was missing in his heart.

Slowly Dimas realized the position of his hand that was still embracing Lala's shoulder, slowly Dimas' hand began to detach and he began to move away.

"Sorry," said Dimas.

Lala didn't know what to say, but she still needed an explanation with the confession Dimas had just said.

"I'm sorry for my word, I just want Zea to leave quickly" Dimas said.

"Yes," Lala nodded, and she turned and walked away.

Along with the footsteps that felt heavy tears were not unstoppable, he continued to flow without being able to withstand. What did Lala expect? The words Dimas said just now? Nah! He is inappropriate and will never be able to match Dimas.

"If I wasn't meant to live with her why do I have to be this sick?" lala's tears broke again when she was in the room, she sat on the side of the bed while gripping the bed sheet by biting her lower lip so as not to cry.

But no, the tears still spilled. It felt so painful, why in the moment he had no hope that Dimas was getting closer to him. It hurts so much, just being able to see without being able to have.