I'm Waiting for Your Widow
Not Him

Rika leaned her body against the wall, she rubbed her chest while feeling what Lala was feeling. Rika is eager to enter Lala, but she paused because she wanted to give Lala space to let go of her crying.

From the gap of the door that was not tightly closed Rika saw her friend who was sitting with a lowered face, crying bitterly with regret because the taste that could not be lost.

Because it was not strong finally Rika's legs slowly down the stairs one by one, she still saw Dimas standing in the living room. With anger Rika immediately pushed Dimas who was turning his back on him.

"What are you doing?!" annoyed Dimas after seeing Rika was the one who suddenly pushed him.

Rika looked at Dimas full of hatred, it felt Rika was very unwilling if Lala had to bear the wound for the umpteenth time. His eyes were flushed with hands hanging but clenched, as if to say that he was very disappointed in Dimas.

"Do you have a heart?" rika asked with a puff to see the face of Dimas who was also looking at her.

"What do you mean?!" ask Back.

Mama Yeni who saw there was a commotion between her two children started to walk closer to Rika and Dimas. And seeing what was going on, it seemed that Mama Yeni knew that the brothers' quarrel was now quite serious.

"Lu still nannyak Kak?!" rika asked again, "Lu know Kak Dimas, if Lala had fallen in love with you. And right now you can only get him hurt!" rika said full of anger.

Mama Yeni was quite surprised by the word that came out of Rika's mouth, really she never knew about this.

"Rika, what does Dek mean?"

Mama Yeni could no longer hold back her curiosity, until she started asking so as not to be wrong in guessing.

Rika and Dimas began to realize that there was something else besides the two of them in the living room.

"Mama know why Brother Dimas helped Lala up to this point?" ask Rika to Mama Yeni.

Mama Yeni looked at Dimas questioningly, but without him Dimas could not answer. Until Mama Yeni looks back at Rika, hoping Rika can explain her.

"Because Kak Dimas hates Lala, while Lala has long put his heart on Kak Dimas!" rika was clear.

"It's not like that!" timpal Dimas's.

"Then what was it like?! Because if people who really love us will continue to survive and fight. And she'll never hurt a woman!" the word Rica challenges Dimas.

"You know what you're about being hurt?!" ask Dimas who doesn't want to budge either.

"I don't know anything about being hurt, which I know I'm sick when I see my best friend being hurt by my own brother!" Rika still looked at Lala and momentarily fell silent, "Then did I shut up when she was hurt?" ask Rika again, "Of course not!" Rika shook her head and now she smiled slantedly at Dimas, "Why are you quiet, sister, you think I didn't notice your every move. You love him, you give him hope and you blow him off as you please. If I were in his position what would you do? Are you going to shut up and just be a spectator?" ask Rika.

Dimas was silent and did not know what to say, he was still too dizzy to think about Zea. And suddenly now Rika retaliates about Lala.

"What are you talking about now?"

"Talking you're just a loser, what did I mean in front of your ex-boyfriend you said that Lala was your future wife? Brain in use, you can say that if the woman has no feelings for you! Brain wear!" Lala pointed at her head.

Now Dimas understood what Rika was talking about, "But is it possible that she still has the same taste as before?" tanya Dimas expects Rika to give an answer.

"You're a sissy brother!" rika's index finger pointed at Dimas's face, "Let me explain! Lala loves you so much! He rejected a lot of men, you know what I'm proud of, Lala and Tari look like? We're women who don't easily fall for one man, but that all changes when we find someone who can bet lives on us. Likewise with Tari who is now the wife of Pak Arka, and Lala was the same. He dropped his pride.in front of you, just out of love. Just because you want to get your love! But you...." Rika hung up her words while staring at Dimas cynically, "You won't be able to do what she did to you, her great love Kak is incomparable. And don't let you regret it a second time!" firmly Rica.

Rika looked at Dimas, then now looked at Mama Yeni. After that Rika walked a few steps, but suddenly she turned back, "You can hurt anyone, but not her!" rika said then she left with a quick step, leaving Dimas and Mama Yeni who was now staring at her back.

"Huuuf...." Mama Yeni took a breath and walked up to Dima, slowly Mama Yeni's hand touched Dimas's shoulder, "Which doesn't know everything is so complicated, Ma doesn't defend Rika, Lala or you. But what Rika says is true, make sure your heart is son, pity Lala. If you can't love her, you better stay away from her, don't give her hope. If there's her in your heart, please reassure her if you don't want to lose her," Mama Yeni rubbed Dimas' back, after which Mama Yeni slowly left Dimas.

It was hard to understand but it was all painful, he was completely unaware if it had hurt Lala. Slowly Dimas's legs began to step away, out of the house and driving his car at a very fast rate splitting the road. All the anger he released by stepping on the gas pedal which seemed to make the speed of the car faster.

Until Dimas finally stopped his car on the side of a very quiet road, Dimas got out of his car and stood on the side of the bridge.

"Aaaaag!!!!!!"

It was very painful to realize that if he had hurt someone who had enough place in his heart, the real intent was not so. There was no intention of hurting Lala, but why did everything turn out as if it was horrible and cornered her.

"I never intended to play him!!!" yell Dimas.

Not knowing what to do is clear now he finds it difficult, the night is getting late. The air that was getting colder with the wind that was blowing fiercely, as if understanding with the feeling he was feeling right now.