I'm Waiting for Your Widow
Unsettled

Lala continued to be unable to calm down, since returning home the feeling of guilt increasingly felt. What's the first time he lied to Dimas. Even about the pregnancy that has been often uttered by Dimas, and how disappointed Dimas if he knew he was now lying.

Ting.

Lala's phone rang, she opened the message and read the message.

[What is this Rika's address,] Sandy.

Lala started to move her finger to reply to the message.

[Yes,] Lala.

The message was sent however, Lala's feeling grew more and more unsettled, her legs standing upright while staring at the mirror that was attached so large in front of her. Sometimes he bites his nails because of guilt, as well as fear of lies he created himself because he wanted to help Rika. The room with so spacious with white shades was as if to be a silent witness to the unrest that was being felt by him.

"What if Aa Dimas knew I was lying" Lala murmured, she began massaging her dizzy forehead.

The night continued to run late, but there were no signs of Dimas entering the room. Since returning home, Dimas went straight into his study, not knowing what was being talked about between Dimas and Arka there. But Lala was a little relieved, because she was very afraid when dealing with Dimas at this time.

"If tomorrow Aa Dimas goes to the doctor, how is it," Lala continued to walk back and forth in front of the mirror, he was still very scared because tomorrow Dimas will take him to the doctor to check his womb. While at this time he was lying, even he still came months until now, "Where if caught, Aa Dimas must be very angry because I am not pregnant," Lala didn't know what else to do, she was really scared.

Dimas who was standing at the door heard well what Lala had just said, even he was very surprised if it turned out that Lala was only lying to her to meet Rika. There are feelings of anger, hate and also emotions that he is holding back. His hand that was hanging was clenched so tightly.

Lala was still unaware of Dimas' existence, she still continued to argue with her own thoughts. However, a second later he turned around and looked towards the door.

Deg.

Dimas was standing there, but since when? Lala's feelings started to get unnerved. His heart began to beat fast and also his body began to tremble, with a feeling of misgivings he tried to ask.

"It's been a long time....di....situ?" lala's voice shook and also stammered, she still wished that Dimas had not heard what he had just said himself.

Dimas's face was just flat, his legs running towards Lala. His happy feeling now changed instantly as if made to float but in an instant dropped.

"Aa," Lala retreated step by step, her body starting to let out cold sweat. Dimas' gaze looked so deadly and was probably holding back such overwhelming anger, "Aa," Lala said with tears beginning to flow, until finally his body hit the mirror and he could no longer move backwards.

Dimas stood before Lala at such a close distance, his eyes reddened and the veins on his hands began to show.

"Aa, why?" lala asked, hoping that Dimas would not hear what he had just said.

Crangs!

Dimas' hand immediately punched the glass behind Lala's body, until the glass broke and the purchase scattered on the floor.

"Aaaa.." cried Lala fearfully as her hand reflexively covered both her ears.

Dimas hands hang back, even removing red liquid. The liquid was dripping on the pure white floor, perhaps Dimas did not feel any pain in his hands. Because his heart is much more in pain at the moment.

Lala immediately squatted down, she had only seen Dimas for the first time like this. Even she herself seemed to not recognize who her husband was, because this anger seemed so great.

Lala just shook her head in fear, she realized she was wrong. To stare at Dimas alone has no courage.

"My answer!" growled again.

"Sorry Aa, Lala doesn't mean to lie," Lala said in a trembling voice and also a feeling of fear.

"You disappointed me!"

Dimas did not want to get out of control, until he chose to get out of the room immediately. However, Lala chased after him and held onto his arm which was dripping with red liquid.

"Aa, Lala apologized," Lala's tears just kept spilling, along with the weeping getting louder with guilt.

Dimas just stared at the door of the room that opened wide, the feeling was still very disappointed.

Flashback.

After returning from Bogor, Dimas headed straight for his study. Because Arka was waiting for him there about some work and also about the existence of Dimitri who had begun to show a bright spot, and that was when Dimas proudly told Arka that he would become a father.

"My wife is pregnant Boss, soon I will also get a new predicate, Dad!" dimas said by puffing his chest.

Arka smiled happily, "Congratulations, if my wife knows this news must make her very happy" replied Arka as she extended her hand.

Flashback.

Dimas immediately threw Lala's hand, if they were married for years and did not have children no problem for Dimas. But at this time what happened was precisely Lala who lied to herself.

"How many times have you helped Rika? But I can still forgive you, but this time what you did was outrageous. You think about Rika's feelings, do you think about my feelings?" asked Dimas with a face full of disappointment.

Lala lowered her head, as she continued to shed guilty tears, "Sorry Aa, sorry," Lala said.

Mama Yeni who heard the noise felt curious, she immediately headed towards the origin of the sound. How surprised he saw Lala who was crying and also Dimas who was holding back his anger. Actually Mama Yeni did not want to interfere in the affairs of her daughter-in-law, but she saw there was a red liquid that dripped quite a lot. Mama Yeni made her way to Dimas and Lala.

"Dimas?" Mama Yeni looked at Dimas questioningly and slowly turned to look at Lala who was crouching while holding Dimas' hand, "Lala, what's the matter?" ask Mama Yeni.

Dimas kicked the door strongly, after which he went straight out to release his growing anger. Dimas was trying to control himself, because if not possible Lala could even feel how rough his hands were.

"Aa," Lala was still trying to catch up to Dimas, but Mama Yeni held him off.

"Already, leave Dimas alone."

"Mama Lala was wrong, Lala said that Lala was pregnant to be able to meet Rika," Lala said while crying bitterly.

"You calm down first."

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