I've Loved You Mr. Kim
Find Your Own Life

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Karin-shi 💙

"Mianhae sir if it bothers you. Looks like someone special is waiting in the room. Come after the meeting is over, and don't look for me for a while."

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Kim furrowed his brows, digesting the message Karin had sent for him. And immediately Kim got up from his seat suddenly, making everyone in the meeting room surprised and looked at Kim simultaneously.

"O-oh mianhae, like I have to take a toilet.." Kim lowered his head especially towards Choki. Choki nodded slowly. Only then did Kim step wide out of the room.

"What's wrong with him, why is this all of a sudden.?" Kim muttered as he quickly stepped into the elevator.

"Come On's.. Hurry up...!!" Kim muttered impatiently waiting for the elevator door to open, and when it opened he immediately ran small towards his room, suddenly he stopped for a moment to look at the empty Karin table. And ran back to his room and immediately broke into his room.

"YES!! What the fuck?!. There's no other place than in my room.!" Kim snapped loudly at the figure of a pair of men and women who were linking the friendly ci*man in his room. They are Irene and Jay. He was surprised to find them in his room and unexpectedly they did something ridiculous in his room.

"Oh my gosh oppa!!" Irene was surprised to not expect Kim to return so quickly. Sedangkang Jay just silent in his sitting position. Only Irene rose from Jay's lap.

"Haish..!! You're still Irene-shi.! And you're Jay, I asked you to come here to entertain my clients who just came from abroad. Not asking you to pay for this married woman.!!" Kim pointed at Irene in annoyance and gestured with a sharp eye highlight at Jay to quickly get out of the room.

Highlight Kim's eyes currently turned to look at Irene coldly. Kim stepped forward a few steps closer to Irene.

"Explain to me what you told Karin slama I'm not here.?!" Kim asked cynically while wrapping his hand around his chest and waiting for the explanation of his adoptive sister with sharp eyes.

"YES!! what I should explain. I didn't tell him anything. He didn't even come to me once I got in here." Instead Irene covered up her fear because Kim's eyes were scaring her so much.

"Don't lie to you Irene-shi.! Do not feel guilty if you continue to lie to anyone. Including me.!" Kim snapped tightly to her chest like she was holding something painful.

Irene paused for a moment to digest the meaning of Kim's words. Then he turned his face towards Kim. Now their eyes meet. Tightness and annoyance are now seen on Kim's face. The other thing Irene felt. His face showed that he was holding back his emotions but there was a puddle of tears in Irene's eyes that showed he was sad about himself being caught lying to Kim.

Flashback.

...The residence of Mr. Juna...

Irene was going down the stairs to go to the dining room for breakfast and then she was going to university.

"Irene-shi come.." Call Kim's grandmother and Irene's, too. He told Irene to come to him who was sitting on a sofa not far from the stairs.

"Nee halmeoni's.. Halmeoni wants me to sit here." Irene cheerfully without feeling awkward after the incident that night with Kim who was spotted by her grandmother.

"Haish you are, the older you become, the more you become who you really are." Speak halmeoni while stroking his slightly painful snoring.

Irene who did not understand what her grandmother meant was just silent with a questioning look.

"How old are you now Irene-shi.?" Halmeoni asked suddenly.

"18 years." Irene replied flat while playing her phone.

"It's time you went on with your own life Irene-shi, look for your life out there." Say halmeoni with a heavy tone while staring blankly ahead.

"What do you mean, I don't live like a human being. What else do I have to live like.?!" Irene raised her tone while looking at her grandmother who had been sitting opposite her.

"Dear your tone to me Irene-shi, you don't pretend I forgot what happened to you with Kim that night. I'm sick of your manners being like lovers. Stay away from Kim and go to America, there you can find the life you deserve." Obviously halmeoni without glancing at Irene.

Irene fell silent upon hearing all the halmeoni statements and held back the tears that wanted to come out. This was all unexpected by him, he was indirectly expelled from here. He will be far away from the man he loves.

"Pay for this time Irene-shi. We love you as much as we should. Keep your limits, however your name has been included in my son's Juna inheritance list. Indirectly you are now part of our family. Please stay away from Kim..! Love her as much as a sister loves her brother." Halmeoni left Irene who was still crying under the support of her hand.

...A Few Weeks Later...

In the morning as usual, Kim enjoyed his breakfast at a fairly large meal table alone. At first he did not care much about the silence in this house. But there is something strange lately, to make Kim's eyes go around the area of the house that is indeed quiet without the bricy sound that Irene often issued.

"Ajumma, where's Irene-shi.?" Kim asked on the sidelines to bribe his food. But there was no response to the question. Until finally Kim stopped in the middle of his meal and immediately rushed to the room halmeoni. Kim felt that Irene had left without her knowledge.

Geck.. Geck.. The sound of the door being knocked

"Mianhae grandma, can Kim come in.." Pinta Kim from outside the door asked for permission to go inside

Ceklek..!! The door opened and Kim entered her grandmother's room.

"Are you looking for Kim.?"

Kim fell silent and sat in the chair next to his grandmother. "Are we wrong to have feelings.? We don't have a blood tie." Kim said softly.

"I know, but you need to know. She came to be your sister not to be your companion."

"Find your own life without having to engage a heart you can't possibly have with the feeling of Love." Halmeoni's answer was clear enough for everything without any other questions.

Since that incident Kim no longer seeks the existence of Irene though his heart and mind miss the figure of Irene, her carousel that resonates in this big house, now feels empty and empty without her presence.

After a few years of Irene's departure, Kim got word that Irene was getting married. Immediately Kim was struck by emotion to scream as if he did not receive the news he received. But it was all in vain, how strong he would fight but in the end it would be in vain, he still would not be able to have Irene. He promised his grandmother not to let him down.

Kim resumed his activities by working and taking care of all business affairs given by the late app Juna. Sometimes he spends his free time visiting Jay's nightclub, just drinking and dancing with the guests. Not infrequently women approached him, but Kim refused because his heart and feelings still have the figure of Irene in it.

Day after day, month after month and even year after year Kim now passes with his daily life as usual. There's been nothing special in her life since she got word of Irene's marriage. And until finally Kim met the figure of a woman who makes her heart nervous because she saw the charm that her beloved woman, Karin, has. That thumping feeling reappeared, making him possessive of Karin.

Off Flashback.

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"Yes.!! WOULD YOU BE ANGRY IF I LIED AGAIN HUH.!!" Irene shouted full of emotions.

"I told you that I'm your lover, and I asked her to stay away from you.!!" Irene's tone began to shrink as her heartbreaking emotions subsided. But not with Kim, his emotions overflowed when he heard Irene's statement.

Kim approached Irene, clutching Irene's arm tightly until Irene grimaced with pain.

"You can hurt Kim, you can hurt your first love just because of that woman. Off!!" Irene forced to be released.

"I told you Kim's loose!!. Where lies the tenderness you gave me first. Awwww, sick Kim. LAST br*NGs*k!!" Irene grimaced in pain as Kim now strengthened her grip. Irena did not dare to look at Kim's emotional face for long. Kim's gaze was truly frightening.

"Don't mention the tenderness in me Irene-shi. You want to know where these emotions and temperaments come from.?! It's all because of you, ever since you got the news you were getting married, that's where my rudeness came in, I hate myself for not being able to hold you back from marrying another man. You know how much I loved you back then. But it's all for naught no matter how much I struggle, we'll never be united in a bond of love.!!" Kim slammed Irene's body until she fell into the sofa, re-arranging her breath so that her emotions subsided.

Highlight Irene's eyes were empty, the water her eyes fell so hard, her breath so sharp that it sounded so clear. Slowly Irene stepped her foot away leaving Kim's room without saying anything.

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So yes guys, sorry earlier yesterday gk up. I'm a soybean guys.. Stock draft for unfinished episode. It hasn't been up yet..

Sorry yes 🙏🙃