I've Loved You Mr. Kim
The Love That Grows

All the families, relatives, friends and neighbors of this elite were gathered in a mourning atmosphere that enveloped the Choki's residence.

No one dared to approach Choki just to shake hands, because Choki did not move at all from the side of Mirandah's body. As if he did not sincerely release the wife who had just been in the last few months he loved.

Choki opens his heart to his wife when she gives him permission to remarry. The door of Choki's heart was knocked when he heard Miranda's words which he thought were mere nonsense.

Flashback.

...Two Months Ago...

Miranda slowly steps into Choki's office and sees her husband busy with files and a laptop in front of him.

"Mas, is it still busy.? It's too late, not good staying up too late. Can be connected tomorrow again, right."

"Yes in a moment, you go to sleep first, I'll catch up." Choki answered without glancing at Miranda who was already beside him.

Miranda's hand touched her husband's forehead gently, massaging his right and left sides painstakingly. Directly Choki enjoys a touch of Miranda which makes it a little more rilex.

Some menita took place, slowly Miranda set her breath and began to open her voice.

"Mas, I have something to discuss with you. I hope you don't take it personally and don't get angry, just listen to me and comment."

"Hem, say. What's up.?"

"If this were my last wish, would you grant it."

DUARR!!! The sound of a bullet shot through the glass of the room as if it sounded so clear in Choki's ear when he heard Miranda's words. Choki quickly brushed Miranda's hand away and pulled her into her lap.

The gaze of the two met each other, visible sharp gaze Choki staring fixed on the face of his wife, but inversely proportional to the gaze Miranda to Choki. What was visible from Miranda's gaze was a sincere and loving gaze.

"What do you mean talk like that.? Is there no other topic.?! I told you it was impossible Mira.. We can't get married."

Miranda smiled unceasingly looking at her husband's face. And passed to embrace her husband with warmth. As if he did not want to take off the hug, Miranda increasingly tightened his hug to make Choki melt and embrace his wife's body.

"Married to Karina mas, I'm allowing you to have a companion and I'm ready to be her honeymoon."

Choki quickly took off his hug which initially felt comfortable but immediately felt hot like burning blue fire.

"What do you mean, huh.! I told you I can't, is there no other topic. Enough Mira.! Don't provoke my emotions, I'm dizzy with the office business. You came here instead of giving me energy but it made me more and more... Aagh!! never mind, step aside." said emotional Choki, slowly he lowered Miranda's body and went to the refrigerator to grab a glass of water.

Miranda just fell silent without saying anything when her husband revealed the contents of her head that made her tired and stressed even more because of the office business. Miranda's face bowed, her body pegged at a place not far from Choki's desk. When Choki was about to return to his work shirt, he saw Miranda was already crying there.

When after a rough gulp of the drink in the refrigerator, he violently closed the refrigerator door. Then about to return to his work shirt, Choki let out a rough sigh when he saw Miranda crying as coolly as no sound.

"Stttt... Don't cry, I'm sorry for what I said. Does that hurt you.?" choki said as he hugged Miranda by rubbing Miranda's back to calm down and stop crying.

Miranda did not answer and instead wept more in Choki's arms. But not for long, Miranda again opened her voice. And it was his purpose to meet Choki tonight to discuss his intention to allow Choki to remarry. But he only allowed Choki to marry Karin, not any other woman.

"I love you, I love you. But I can't bear to see the people I love suffer because of me. Because of me, you become like this." said Miranda with a voice mixed with crying.

"Suffering how.? I'm fine Mira, there's nothing you need to worry about. I'm just dizzy with the office problems. You came here I thought to encourage me or just accompany me. But real no, you just throw a statement that actually makes me more dizzy."

"Mas, don't pretend to forget. I think you deliberately forgot what the Doctor said last week about my illness, and again you pretended to forget about your health problems. Don't try to lie to me mas, you're this slama harboring it right.?! Didn't I say, if you need a woman overnight, I let her go. But you just ignored it until you finally suffered because of me. Until I finally asked you to marry Karina, you rejected her again. You have no blood ties, there's no harm in getting married."

Miranda's crying voice broke as she said her last sentence. His hand squeezed Choki's collar as he said everything. Right, this Choki slama is hiding his health from Miranda. Because slama approximately one year Choki does not release hormones in his body. Therefore he often feels dizzy and easily tired, especially his emotions are sometimes uncontrollable to cause problems for himself and also the people around him.

"Please, follow my request. Consider this my last request, I don't want to leave with regret later. I-please mass.." continued Miranda in a weakened voice, pleading with Choki with a sad look.

"Ssttt doesn't cry anymore. Calm yourself, I will follow your request but give me the will to say everything to mother." said Choki resigned as he hugged his wife's body back.

"Stupid you brother.! Why did you accept that request.! What do people say." murmured Karin annoyed. Without them knowing, from the beginning they argue Karin is behind the door of the Choki's office that is not closed. At first, he wanted to return to the room from the kitchen. But soon his hearing heard their debate about marriage. And until finally Karin eavesdropped from behind the door.

Off Flashback.

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And the moment after the debate that night, instead of thinking about finding the right reason for the mother of the parlour and discussing it directly with Karina. Precisely Choki and Miranda are getting closer and sometimes friendly, from where the chemistry between the two.

Not infrequently they spend time alone outside the house just for dinner and shopping in the mall in Jakarta. And instead of forgetting about marriage, Miranda Slalu reminded but she also did not want to waste the time left to spend with her husband who she loved. The treatment of Choki is increasingly soft and possessive of his health. Miranda falls more in love with her husband. At first he intended to stop taking drugs from the Doctor, but when he received good treatment from the husband, he never forgot to follow the advice of the Doctor.

But why in the afternoon when Choki, Miranda, Maura and Karin play at the park with Bam and Boby. He felt pain and tightness in his heart area. The pain grew as her body moved, until Miranda finally chose to sit down and just watch the child, husband and Karina whom she had thought was her sister playing together.

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Three, Seven, Forty and Hundred days had passed with the atmosphere still grieving. Today is exactly one hundred days more a week the departure of the Miranda alm for the catchphrase. And it didn't feel like her little princess Maura was a year old.

Once upon a time when Choki was a child he was eager to celebrate his birthday like his village friends. But what power, he is just an orphan who lives in a small orphanage with other children who are as passive as he is.

But when he has children from his marriage all the planning is neatly arranged in his mind, if he has children he wants to celebrate his son's birthday with the concept that his little angel wants. But why does the memory seem to be lost when after Miranda's death, Choki forgets the day and date of the birth of Maura's little daughter. Instead of forgetting, it's just that Choki's mind is still twisting the memories of Miranda's life.

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...Morning on Sunday...

Dirty kitchen Karin is busy with various cooking activities, a lot of cooking ingredients made from flour, there are eggs, sugar, butter and so on.

Choki who was eating his breakfast while his eyes seemed to be looking for someone who was none other than Karin.

Choki glanced at his daughter who was sitting in a special feeding chair for the baby, he was accompanied by the princess breakfast this morning. Choki looked at his daughter who was playing with a spoon and bowl, Maura's face looked similar to Miranda especially in her eyes. Tight eyelashes, eyelid folds and large black eye color like a doll.

The sadness of loss is still felt, as much as possible Choki holds back his tears so as not to fall. It was enough for her to cry when she lost someone who truly loved her. He does not want to be considered weak, especially he is a man and a father. Choki must look strong so as not to be seen as weak.

Tiur came to Karin after being told by his master to meet Karin in a dirty kitchen. "Mba Karin there's something to help.?"

"Eh Tiur, no need, it's just a little more kelar." replied Karin while repairing some of the equipment to make a cake on the table.

"It's gonna wash all the mba.? Let Tiur aja, you call mba at the table eating front." Tiur made the point of his statement when he asked Karin if anyone could be helped.

"Oh my goodness, I forgot. Sorry yes, so over time Maura's nitip is your strength." said Karin realized when she forgot Maura because she was too busy with her activities in the kitchen.

Karin hurriedly washed her hands and immediately wiped her hands with a tissue and then passed the apron in her body. "Later please cake outside in the oven, yes, just cold first. I'll continue again. Sorry again, so take care of you."

Tiur smiled as he greeted Karin's apron "Iya mba gakpapa, I'm happy to be repotted."

Karin smiled at Tiur and went from the kitchen to the living room to meet Choki and Maura.

Karin immediately scattered to approach Maura who was sitting on the middle room carpet. He sat parallel to Maura who was playing with his toys.

"Haloo son of Buna... It's mamamnya, it's already full not yet."

Buna itself is a special call from Maura to Karina. The word Buna means Bu (Mother) Na (kariNa). Ever since Maura learned to talk, she had been endlessly calling Karin with Buna while spurting her saliva when she mentioned the word Buna. And that's where the call became Maura's special call for Karin.

"I don't go to the office today, I don't know why the body feels so good. What are you doing in the kitchen.? I forgot about Maura."

oceh Choki without a glance because he was busy with changing television channels.

"There's.. Iihh kepoo's. Deck, Choki kepo's father.. Here's what Buna told you, here Buna whisky."

karin replied with a sigh to Maura. Maura laughed amusedly as Karin whispered the words ditelingi that Maura herself did not understand what the Bunanya meant.

"Geyiii Buna..."

Feeling dicuekin, Choki immediately put a remote direction and lifted Maura into his lap.

"Don't want the deck, your bun hasn't taken a shower. The smell of ketek." ledek Choki with gelagat whispered to Maura.

Instantly Karin scowled while hitting Choki's foot.

"That's good, take a bath. Iih nyebelin nih, no exclamation ah ngeleknya tangent about body odor."

"I never smell body. Aaaah Choki mah... Later Maura knows how to keep menggeledek me."

Choki laughed big when he saw Karin's face and again he was satisfied because he managed to reply Karin because of his nyuekin himself. Thank goodness Choki's laughter returned with time, although it was undeniable.

Lately Choki often returns home at night and again in a state of intoxication. Even one day after 100 days of Miranda, Choki came home very late with a heavy hangover. Boby and Rian get picked up at the nightclub.

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