I've Loved You Mr. Kim
Divorce

After the incident, Rega and I did not speak for a few days. Even sleeppun we separated, I hope mas Rega would want to explain back about the incident the other day.

But, in fact, nil. He would go home more often, not even want to eat together at the same meal table. Until the end where mas Rega rebuked me and asked to speak 4 eyes.

"Rin.. Can talk for a moment." call Rega in a flat tone.

I also agreed to my husband's request, my heart is happy because Rega mas want to reprimand me and invite me to speak.

"What's the matter, why is my face lethargic like this". I asked, because from earlier my husband's face had no spirit.

Without further ado, Rega took out a piece of paper and stuck it out to me, so that I could read it straight away.

And how surprised I was to see the big writing that seemed clear in front of the eyes *SURAT CERAI*

The world seemed to collapse, I who saw it directly could not express my feelings at this time, no matter what I felt, pain, tightness, my body weak, my eyes filled with water that forced it out, and I felt like I was dying, all become one. Until I myself could not feel this feeling.

"Mas.. Is this mas..? You're lying, aren't you, you're duplicating mas, this is all gk really.?" My voice rose even sobbing because I couldn't help but cry, to make it clear that this was just a joke, it wasn't real, it was all a lie.

Mas Rega who could only sigh violently, could only look on indifferently as if he was tired of his current state.

"This is true of Rin.. I want us to get divorced". Rega answered with the revelation he gave to Karin.

THE DUARRRRR!!!🌩🌩

Like a thunderbolt in a hole, which let out a loud rumble made people afraid of the loud noise.

Karin could only bow down limp, she sat down as if apologizing, with her knees resting on the white paper in her hand. He really didn't expect this to happen in his life.

"Mas I beg you, don't do this, pull all your words just now mas". Please karin who is sitting on the floor hoping her husband withdraws all her words and uproots all the bitterness they feel at this time.

"I'm sorry Rin." Reply Rega who also shed tears because he could not bear to see his wife lowered her head to beg for mercy from him.

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...1 Week Later...

Religious Court

Exactly 1 week after Karin signed divorce papers from mas Rega. And now that Karin is standing in front of the religious courthouse, this building will bear witness to her and her husband's divorce. More precisely Ex Husband.

Tugs.. Tugs.. Tugs..🔨🔨🔨

The sound of hammer knocking that sounded relieved in the ears of in-laws and women in the back. Erratum!! The former in-law means.

Karin who can only take off a rough breath, in order to hold back the tears that want to drip.

"Hold Karin resistant. don't cry here, just in the car ntar yes.. Strong yes rin." Completely Karin in silence, only silence that he can do at this time.

"Alhamdulillah Ga, you can finally remove your husband's status from that woman." Said mak l*mpir while glancing cynically at Karin.

The woman who had been among them smiled and kissed Rega's cheek, immediately hugged her hand in Rega's burly hand.

Rega who could only silently accept the treatment of the woman, and immediately glanced at Karin.

"Damf.. Why hand make hold² hand mas Rega. G*tel really tu hands, want not c*potin it feels like finger²." Inner Karin while glancing at them.

"So wait." Call Rega to Karin who is about to leave the room.

"You guys wait here, I want to talk to Karin for a second".

Mak l*mpir and Dhita can only be silent because Rega immediately went after talking.

"Rinn wait." Call Rega expecting Karin to stop.

Karin who from earlier heard the call, tried to be indifferent, but what power. The call kept on poking at his ears.

"What's up, uh.. I mean, what's wrong, sir.?"slurping. The mas call was used at the time of Karin's status as the Sah wife of Rega. But now that status has been lost, so it is natural that Karin called her ex as Pak.

Rega who heard Karin's statement can only sigh like a person resigned to the situation.

"Where are you going Rin..?" Ask Rega in a slow tone, as if knowing that Karin has no purpose after parting ways. Because Karin doesn't have anyone here, she's an orphan.

"You don't have to know where I'm going, and what I'm going to do." Sahut Karin spicy, making Rega's chest tight to hear it.

"Father don't have to worry about me going forward, because our status is nobody now." Karin added, increasingly making the feeling of Rega destroyed.

"I'm sorry sir, I have business." Pamit Karin immediately turned her back, but Rega quickly held Karin's hand.

"Wait, after this please call Tony, don't refuse. This is my request, I beg you." Resolutely Rega because he knew Karin would refuse. Tony was one of Rega's co-workers he trusted.

"Well, I'll call Tony after this." Karin said that made Rega a little smile, because Karin did not reject her.

"Thank God, you can go now Rin.." While removing the grip from Karin's hand.

Why did you take my hand off, why didn't you hold my hand. Don't do this to me, please.. Hold me.. Hixes. Karin's cry in silence because of the reality she was feeling right now, was very painful.

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When the divorce is over. Karin and Rega live each other's lives.

Karin, who lives her life full of emptiness, has no idea what Rega did and what Rega felt after their divorce. Trying to forget all the sweet memories that continue to be etched in Karin's mind at this time.

His chest is tight when remembering their sweet times when they were still familiar, then dating, and finally became a couple.

"Why should I feel this deep loneliness, what mistakes have I made in the past. It was as if all the bitterness I felt right now was the fruit of Karma that I planted." Inner Karin who continues to blame herself, chest tightness that she feels ceaseless makes sobs that hunt in her soul.

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Karin is currently in the orphanage, where Karin grew up. The parlor said that Karin was handed over from the age of a baby who had just turned 2 weeks old.

The Flashback

He was lying on the floor of the front door of the home. Notah where the existence of his parents today, who could throw it away just like that.

The cry of Karin at that time made the mother of the orphanage look for the existence of a heart-wrenching cry. And how surprised the mother of the home saw Karin lying on a blanket without gloves covering her tiny fingers.

"YaAllah wrestling.. Babang baby sopo iki, kok yo gletak wae neng arep door to yo..." Shouted the mother of the home who was holding Karin to not bear to see Karin cry as if asking for help.

After being replaced by clothes and milked by the mother of the orphanage, the tiny baby was asleep in a warm sling given by the mother of the orphanage.

The hustle outside made Mother Panti feel curious, what caused the commotion out there.

Karin who was telephoto was placed on top of the baby box in the nursery room. After rushing out, and asking what happened until there was a commotion.

How shocked Mother Panti after being told by residents, that there were a pair of female men who committed suicide in this new train track. Mother Panti who immediately put the feeling to Karin. "Are they the parents of the baby". Inner Mother Panti guessed at the things she felt.

...19 Years Later...

Karin who just finished from her campus hour rushed home to the house.

Yep. baby who was lying in front of the door when he was growing up, has been 19 years he lived. The place where he now has family and brothers.

The orphanage is actually only able to provide education until the level of SMP. But because of Karin's tenacious soul (hard workers), he was willing to work while studying High School (SMA), until now he has reached a higher level.

With a smart personality, take him to university and get a scholarship, although not all are covered by scholarships. But at least he got a waiver in fees for college.

The watch has shown at 14.00 WIB, he immediately rushed out of campus and towards the parked motorbike heera campus. And plugged the gas motor, headed home to the parlor.

Not long after, he was replaced. And a few children called his name. "Sister Karin..." Shouted the boy who ran slowly towards him and then did their special tos.

Tue.. Tue.. Tue.

Tos left right hand, then nose toel.

Their unique signature tos.

"Sister Karin.. There's something I want to tell you.." The cute tone of speech made Karin anxious, and thrust her ears, in order to give her a code to whisper.

"There's brother Rega inside, waiting for your return from college, hihi..." The whisper of the ing*san boy made Karin blush in embarrassment and closed her mouth slowly.

"Ah.. The truth is, I can't believe I haven't seen it in person." Temptation Karin makes the ing*san child feel bad because his words are not trusted by Karin.

Karin rushed into the home after teasing the ing*san boy.

And...Yep, right, there's Mas Rega there. Sitting with mom and dad.

Karin who was throwing a smile while bowing her head to greet them.

The mother of the parlor immediately hinted something to yesterday, to come closer and sit together. Like there's something to talk about.

"Ah.. Good mom." Slowly Karin understood the call for her.

"Today, you know them, right?" Ask Mom to go to Karin.

"Yes ma'am, Karin is familiar". Answer Karin softly, mama Rega and Rega there is one of the regular donors in the brand, Since karin sat on the bench of High School, they have become permanent donors in the Replace.

"They came here because someone wanted to..." Not yet had Mother Panti finished her sentence, already cut by mam Rega.

"We want to raise you as a child, and after you graduate college, you can work in the Rega-led Office later". Reply judes mama Rega in a flat tone.

We are not surprised by his attitude, because it has been his attitude since the beginning of the meeting. Because we appreciate anyone who visits, so it is common to treat guests like Mama Rega.

Brief story Karin and mas Rega are already familiar, since the arrival of mas Rega to Panti, and socialize with the children of the orphanage, especially Karin. They have long since put their hearts on each other. But it is still awkward to say it.

Upon the arrival of Karin in the residence of Mas Rega and her mother, Karin was immediately directed to the guest room, which became her room. And lived in that big house with Rega's family, Papa Rega who worked abroad taking care of the branch company there. But he already knew Karin, how Karin and what Karin looks like.

After Karin's graduation from university, Karin immediately worked at the Rega Office in Central Jakarta. Before that, Karin and Rega had been in love, their courtship was healthy unlike any other lovers in the world today.

After more than 1 year working in Rega Office,. Rega decided to get Karin married, and they finally married with a wise atmosphere.

But everything was destroyed in 1 year. Everything is destroyed because Karin betrayed Rega, he had an affair with a close friend Karin. Dhita friends Karin in the Office even previously Dhita know that Karin has been in love with Rega. Karin's mind is screwed thinking of those who don't think why can cheat behind her.

It even crossed Karin's mind, whether they were in love before Karin and Rega got married.

But again and again, Karin tries to throw her negative thoughts away. Because everything has become porridge. Now the marriage that Karin dreamed of is gone. Only memories make her chest tight when it should be remembered.

Flashback.

After Karin heard all the stories of her story from the little who dumped her parents. There is no clear reason why it was thrown away. To be sure it makes Karin do not want to know, the article who threw away his child is not worth mentioning and given the title as a parent.

Karin is very lucky to have a family in the Panti, she is comfortable here being close to other children and relatives.

I can't stay here still, I have to achieve my goals that were hampered because I had to marry the s*cheater.

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