I've Loved You Mr. Kim
Shhttt..!!
"Rin, sorry about yesterday the day after tomorrow. I didn't mean to run. But urgent really, the mbok forgot to bring pampers for non Maura, so I was told to rush to pick up the bike ride. It was just like that."
Flashback.
"Bob..!!" call Choki fast enough while running out of the home.
"L-yes sir, what's the matter..??" Boby is shocked by the screams of Choki who calls his name from inside the home.
"Here, please buy a diaper for Maura, cepet.!!" choki orders while giving several pieces of one hundred thousand rupiah denomination.
"I-yes sir."
But when Boby was about to get into the car, Choki immediately stopped himself. "Bob.! Don't get in the car, slow down. Take the bike, for a second, I'll find the key." Not long after, Choki returned from the inside and gave the key to Boby.
When in the middle of the journey, precisely at an intersection not far from the home. Karin's motor lost control when he passed the Boby motorbike until Karin finally fell from the motorbike.
"KYAAAAAAA" cried Karin in panic.
BRAGH!!!! "Awwww..."
"Eeeh eeh buset." said Boby, stopping his bike and looking back. Boby saw Karin struggling to lift her motorcycle that fell on the road.
"Neng.? Neng gakpapa's.? Well, sorry, I don't make tea."
When Karin's motorbike was lifted, Boby immediately rushed to leave Karin just like that. "Eh, I'm left behind.! Koi k4mpr3a! Responsibility.!!" shouted Karin who just realized she was left behind Boby just like that. Even Boby did not glance at Karin and without stopping Karin mengedumel along the way to the home.
"Nose k4mpr3t.! Aagrhh shibal. Pabbo, sekkiya.!! Abis nambrak can run away. Watch out when you see me again.!" karin's curse non-stop.
And when Karin's motorbike entered the gate of the house, he saw 2 black alphard cars parked in the area of the home. "Wihh whose car is it.?" ask Karin to yourself.
"Mba Karin.." call a girl to Karin while approaching her.
"What Din.?"
"Here, Dini helpin." said Dini while welcoming the paper bag from Karin.
"Din, there's soap on the floor. Divided into others yes.."
"Okay ready mba." replied Dini gently with a smile.
"Oiya mba, brother Choki and Mba Mira just arrived. They were in the room, said the mother that Mba Karin had come home, told directly to the front room (living room.)"
Karin's body froze in place while staring blankly at the ground. Without a second thought, as soon as Dini went inside, Karin hurriedly stepped in through the side door. He deliberately did not pass the front because of nervousness mixed with fear if he met them. And until nightfall, Karin never came to meet Choki and Miranda.
Off Flashback.
"Deuhhh basic. Men have no feelings. You know, I'm rich enough to be dislodged. " said Karin annoyed, but the expression looks funny in Boby's eyes.
"Hahaha, you're so excited about Rin. Rich boy. Sorri again, promise.. Next time not that anymore" said Boby while scrambling the head of Karin.
"Woi ilah!! Messy dong my hair.!" said Karin was getting upset and wanted to retaliate but Boby avoided. Unknowingly they throw jokes at each other, looking like they know each other closely.
"Oiya, can I have your number please not Rin.?" pinta Boby suddenly.
"Make what.?"
"Make me a lottery number, times your phone number comes out. Mayan to buy seblak."
"Hahahhaa p3akk.!! Seriously for what.?" karin asked seriously but while laughing because he heard Boby's jokes.
"Yes make contact with you. Tomorrow I have returned to Jakarta, afraid of missing me later." replied Boby while holding a smile.
DEGGS!! Instantly Karin was silent, the first one she laughed and comforted, immediately fell silent a thousand languages when Boby asked for his mobile number. That reminds me of one thing about Kim. He recalled that when he was leaving Korea, he deliberately left his phone in a drawer. With a purpose, so as not to be tracked where he is.
"Oii Karina's..! Don't daydream, ntar kesambet." Boby's shock awakens Karin from her daydream.
"Ehh yes.. Sorri-sorri."
"Where.??" pinta Boby again.
"What's.?"
"Nomo.." Boby's speech was interrupted when someone shouted Karin's name from under the roof.
"Karin MBA... Called mother.."
"Eh yes.. Wait for.. It's coming down." said Karin quickly and hurriedly went down leaving Boby just like that.
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...The Day in the Room of the Mbok...
The sound of Maura's cries increasingly sounding loud from inside the room, the mbok continues to try to calm Maura by fondling.
"Excuse me.." said Karin while yelling into the room.
"Hallo beautiful. Haus ya dek.., emm lutuna if nangis gini." ledek Karin invites Maura to chat while giving breast milk for her.
His feelings when giving ASI can not be expressed in words. The gazes of Maura and Karin's eyes looked at each other, as if they were chatting from a heart of heart. Maura's happy face can be seen from her smiling mouth while moving to suck ASI, it makes the mbok and Karin smile to see Maura's behavior.
"Hey baby, don't smile like that ah. I became a tauu gumush." said Karin gemes while poking around the cheeks of Maura's bulging.
"Healthy deck, we'll see you again sometime.."
"If you want, you can come with us to the city." said Choki suddenly as he stepped into the room with Miranda.
Karin quickly pulled the knuckle on the hand of the mbok to cover the part of her body that was open because she was breastfeeding Maura. Karin's face just bowed and speechless did not dare to reply to Choki's words.
"Rin.. Please consider, you want to nolongin Maura." said Miranda softly with her hand holding Karin's shoulder.
"Sorry mba, but I can't. I can't leave my job here. I've only been working 2 weeks, it's not good to have to quit."
"On that, let me talk to Vero." Choki briefly left them. Miranda looked at Choki who slowly disappeared from behind the door, then turned back to look at Karin who was putting Maura on the baby bed.
"Mba, if you'll excuse me, go to the garden." said Karin when after putting Maura. Just as Karin was about to step out, her hand was held back by Miranda. Suddenly Karin immediately looked at Miranda as well as Miranda who looked at Karin full of wine.
"Please. Help me for the first and last time Rin.." - Miranda said to Karin. Karin was only able to smile and slowly parried Miranda's hand slowly from her hand.
"I leave first yes mba, later in the afternoon I go home again nyuuin Maura." said Karin with a smile, then rushed to leave the room.
Slowly Karin walked to the outside of the house, when out of the house she saw Boby was sitting near the car with 3 men who were none other than Choki's subordinates. Because he did not know them but Boby, Karin passed them and rushed on his bike. But when he was about to plug the motor gas, he realized something was left behind.
"Why Rin.?" ask Boby when he sees Karin not leaving.
"The hat I missed." answered Karin briefly and immediately ran into the house.
"Wuih Bob, you know that girl.?" ask one of Boby's body guards. Boby just smiled wrongly when after giving the code by raising his eyebrows, his behavior increasingly made the other body guards cheered Boby.
"Asikk Boby.." Exciting together.
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Ceklek, the door to the room is open. When he was about to take the hat that was helped behind the door, Karin was immediately surprised and was about to scream but quickly Choki's hand smothered Karin's mouth.
"Sstttt..!!"
"Why aren't you here.?" asked Karin in a discordant voice because she was still smothered by Choki. Slowly Choki took off his provisions and closed the door to Karin's room.
"Sister what.?"
"I-i.. There's something I want to talk to you about." Choki replied as he scratched the end of his temple that didn't feel itchy.
As if understanding Choki's intentions, Karin slowly held Choki's hand gently. "Sorry, but I can't. There are still many ways to get breast milk, not just from me. Brother can buy a hospital that is willing to donate breast milk."
"I'm sorry, brother, I can't if I have to go with you. I'm afraid something's out of our control." - Inner Karin muttered as her moving hand took the hat.
Choki who had only noticed Karin's movements, his unblinking eyes when he saw Karin up close like this made him freeze instantly. Why does his heart beat so fast when he's near Karin.
"Your advice was that I wanted to go with Miranda. But he refused, arguing that he did not know the origin of the donor. Miranda is very possessive when it comes to Maura, I think Miranda will refuse when you offer up. But it turns out she's willing to let you breastfeed Maura."
"Rin.. Miranda has a heart condition that requires her to take the drug regularly, and the side effects of ASI she does not produce well. Therefore Maura slama 3 months this never drink breast milk though. Recently he felt ASI. Even the fever goes down immediately when you suckle it. I'm not gonna ask you about your past and Kim how the other day. I won't make you remember the terrible things that happened to you in the past while with Kim. Please help us Rin, this is all for my son."
Hearing Choki's story makes Karin's feelings touched, especially regarding Maura and Miranda. As for Kim's problem, he wasn't too pushy about it. Because he returned to Indonesia intending to escape and forget the man he loved slama one year ago. But he knows who Choki is, the stubborn man and does not like to be denied or rejected. The sense of wanting to have it is very strong, even he is ready to sacrifice anything without thinking about the risks he faces in front of him.
"I'm sorry, brother, I can't. Please understand me, you and Miranda who are respected now, surely you will very easily find a donor." replied Karin without looking at Choki, when he was about to open the door, choki quickly pulled Karin's arm away from the door.
"What's the reason you don't want to help me.?" ask Choki firmly.
"Yes I can't, brother, I remember the work here. V-vero is worse than jurang. The same boy is the same. They'll be furious if I get out of there all of a sudden." Karin replied lying.
"Karin.. Karim.. You want to try lying to me.? The one who knew Vero first was me, not you. I know exactly how Vero is, let me talk to Vero later. You ready your clothes, later in the afternoon we leave for Jakarta."
"NO.!!" karin replied with a jolting voice that made Choki a little surprised.
"OK if you don't want to. But don't mistake me if you know about this, about you being pregnant with a foreign man, even you live with him without a legitimate status bond.!" threaten Choki with Karin.
Karin quickly pulled on Choki's shirt as Choki stepped near the door. "Sister don't... I don't want you to know, plis don't.." said Karin with sobs, begging Choki not to tell Mom the parlour about her.
"I don't want this to happen either, I admit I was wrong. I was consumed by love at that time, I had taken the Pill so I did not get pregnant until finally Kim knew and was angry when I found out that I took the pill. I'm happy I can get pregnant sister, I can prove all the people who ever slandered me if I am barren, especially the family of my ex-husband (Rega). I'm happy my baby's kicking my belly from the inside. We were happy then, but it was all just for a moment. Irene came to me with anger that peaked without me knowing why. Until finally he could vent his anger by torturing me, beating me and even kicking my stomach, he hurt the child in my stomach, he could kill the child I was waiting for his presence. As hard as I tried to fight, but I lost my legs, my stomach hurt, my vision slowly disappeared. All I saw last was blood flowing from my feet. Until I finally realized I was"
Choki quickly hugged Karin's body tightly, drowning Karin's shoulder in the face. Karin's sobbing sound was so heartbreaking, Choki let Karin cry, venting the emotions he was craving. Guilt when he could not slap Karin in front of Miranda without first hearing Karin's explanation.
"I'm sorry Rin, I'm a stupid man. I don't know what kind of trouble you're having here. I'm sorry." muttered Choki in a heavy voice from crying feeling guilty for what he did yesterday.
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