I've Loved You Mr. Kim
Possessiveness

"Haaa haa haa - huuuhh...!!! You're crazy Rosy-ah. Huuuh.." said Jay with a gasp.

"Hahaha you are exaggerating sir." replied Rosy as she chuckled at Jay.

"Emmm, I'm not lying. You are crazy and crazy on the bed." Jay whispered as he tilted his body to Rosy.

"If I hadn't followed you back then and I hadn't asked Mina what really happened to you, maybe I'd still think you were no different from the comfort women who work here." jay continued with a serious look.

"Mianhae sir, I couldn't tell you about my family's problems back then. At that moment, my path was dead. I could find no other way but to sell myself, and I was lucky to be reunited with you, sir. Otherwise, maybe I'll be.." explained Rosy, holding herself back from crying and Jay realized that.

"Ssttt hey.. Stop the bullshit, baby. Here look at me, listen to this. Everything that happens in our lives, everything we live it has been determined the road and how we run it is all set and determined. Good is our lives, everything is determined. The trials given to all of us already have a portion of each and the obstacles that we will pass will certainly be able to pass."

"Wantas?? How can those who are not as lucky as I am.?" asked Rosy innocently.

Jay smiled while putting aside Rosy's hair to his ears. "on the one hand we must have concern for fellow humans, but on the other hand we have no right to judge and even interfere in the problems in the lives of others. Let him solve the problems that surround his life. If they need us and we can help, then help them according to our abilities." Jay explained, kissing Rosy's forehead and hugging her tightly.

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"Haisshh I can alone oppa.!!" karin nagged when she saw Kim stretching out his hand when he was about to get out of the car.

"There is no rejection of chagia. I don't want you to do anything. Kajjah Kim's mistress." Kim said as he welcomed Karin's hand to get out of the car.

And the day Karin first set foot on the ground of the tomb, her eyes surrounded the vast area of the tomb while taking a deep breath before her feet stepped forward into the area of the tomb.

Kim's smile knots Karin to convince Karin that everything will be fine. A heavy smile was Karin blurted out by replying to Kim at this time.

His body followed behind Kim who kept holding his hand, they passed by the side of the tomb before arriving at the place where their future son was buried.

When Kim stopped there the look in Karin's eyes stared at the tomb and Kim alternately. Karin seemed to ask with the size of the tomb so large as a special tomb for a large family.

"This is the tomb of my parents Chagia. And here our son is buried. I purposely placed it on the side of her grandparents' grave." explained Kim with a heavy-sounding breath. Noticing the sadness that came, Karin gently hugged Kim's tall body without hesitation. He also felt the sadness that he held for a period of 1 month after the incident that morning. Not long after, Karin let go of her hug and looked at Kim's face that was already wet from tears.

"Why did my master become this cengen.? You are very weak, Mr. Kim. There's no shame in them laughing at you like this." led Karin slowly to Kim's smile while wiping off her tears and sipping her snot.

"You are the same Chagia. Just look at your snot, it's gone everywhere."

"Huh? Jinjjah's? Haishh I didn't realize. Very restful this snot, make a shame.!" nagel Karin with Indonesian at the end of her sentence.

"Ups. Mian oppa, I'm slipping." continued Karin reflex closed her mouth.

"Nee.. It's okay, I assume I didn't hear it." Kim replied as he stroked Karin's head.

They made their visit to the Kim family by cleaning around the tomb and praying. It started with Kim seriously looking down by clenching both of her hands. While Karin was silent for a moment when she saw Kim with seriousness.

"How stupid am I this year. Where I've been this year. Why is this cruel reality that I have to live with." said Karin's mind who realized the reality that slapped his consciousness when he saw Kim holding the necklace he was wearing while praying seriously.

"Oppa.. Should we split up.?" karin continued in his mind that felt tight as he looked at Kim's face from the side that looked so calm.

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Oh...!!! Owekkk waaaa..!!!!

"Cups. Cup. Cup. Dear son, uusss ussss usss baby.." Said Choki while fondling the child to stop from crying. Miranda who had been sitting on the bed was about to stand up but Choki forbade her with a gesture from the look in her eyes.

"Gakpapa mas, change here.. I'm the one carrying Maura." Tell Miranda by widening both hands.

"Mir's.. I can't help you, you rest. Inget said the doctor this afternoon, you can't be sapped." Choki replied as he swayed his body to hold Maura still crying. And before long Mbok Yu came in with a small run with a bottle of milk in his hand.

"This sir. Here.. Let the fat mbok." said mbok swiftly take over Maura and suckle him painstakingly.

"Uluhhh boto's son hausya. Dear... Long yes the mbok make her milk." oceh mbok Yu looked at Maura who sucked the milk voracious given mbok Yu. Choki who saw it also smiled with relief, he was worried when the child continued to cry because of thirst.

"Mas.." said Miranda who scattered Choki's gaze at Maura.

"Yes darling.. Still feeling sick?" sahut Choki snorts his wife. Miranda shook her head as she held the back of her husband's hand which was now beside her.

"Thank you, help me and mbok to take care of Maura. Sorry I'm so, my breast milk is empty, I can't give a good intake to Maura. I can't be a full mother for her." Said Miranda suddenly sobbing while lowering her head.

"Hey heii baby.. That's how you say it.. Shhhh, don't do that ah. There's no such thing as a half-mom or not being a full-time mom or anything. You are a great woman Mir, you are a great mother, with you giving birth to Maura you are already very great. You see dong, our son is healthy dear, and he's beautiful exactly rich you.. Yeah, don't talk about it anymore." Clearly Choki tightly hugged Miranda's still sobbing body.

Mbok Yu who had heard non Miranda's words, unconsciously his tears dripped down Maura. Yu quickly wiped her tears and returned to her nursing focus Maura who slowly began to sleep in her arms.

Flashbak.

"Aaghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. Ouh.. Haaah haaahh!!" Choki rushes at the top of his night activity with Miranda. At the same time Miranda grabbed the tissue above and gave it to Choki with a shy smile Choki received it and wiped clean the liquid above the Miranda vortex.

"Dear Sorri, I forgot to buy a sarong. It's coming out here." Choki said, clenching the tissue in his hand.

"Hahaha what masih, actually dalem was notpapa. But don't be mad if I get pregnant again." ledek Miranda who made Choki glanced sharply at him.

"BIG NO baby! Inget pesen Doctor. Before Maura is 2 years old, you can't get pregnant." Choki replied by pointing his index finger at Miranda.

"You're possessive anyway, I should refuse to get pregnant again. This is even you."

Choki smiled at the pepsodent and approached Miranda while kissing her forehead. "I'm still traumatized to see you in the operating room, so don't get pregnant before I'm ready. Okay.." Whisper Choki down the bed and step into the bathroom. Miranda smiled faintly as she looked at Choki's back, which was moving away and disappeared into the bathroom. Shortly after Choki entered the bathroom. Suddenly Miranda got up from the bed, trying to step quickly even though it felt heavy. He went to the dresser across the bed. With trembling hands he opened the desk drawer, took some medicine in there and swallowed it round and round without the help of water. As soon as his body sat down, his chest hurt on the left. Miranda fidgeted at her left breast as if enduring extreme pain.

Choki unwittingly sees all of Miranda's movements from between the open bathroom doors. His eyes were sad when he saw Miranda who was holding back pain every time after having sex with him. The father's congenital disease (pak Irwan) decreases in Miranda. Miranda covered up her illness on Choki, until finally the moment after Maura's surgery was successful. Choki was told to the doctor that Miranda had congenital heart disease and was advised to have a total bedrest.

That is why every activity they do, Choki never plays with a long duration. Remembering the words of the Doctor who continues to be excited in his head. The feeling of unbearable so see the wife who suffered from the pain she felt. Seen his heavy steps towards the mattress was so heart-wrenching. Plus Maura who can not get ASI from Miranda, making Choki more slashed. Suggestion about ASI is the best intake for the growth and development of the baby. But all can not be given Miranda because the influence of drugs consumed is not good for a nursing mother. But what you want to say, his health is more important today.

Off Flashback.

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