IF LOVE
The If Love 10

"Generic ... " Darvin screams calling Zevina's name when she just got to her house. There's no answer.

"Generic ... " Darvin called Zevina again but again there was no answer.

Soon he runs into his room, hoping he can find Zevina asleep or in any case.

"Darling I came ... " Call Darvin while opening the door to his room. However, he did not find the whereabouts of Zevina.

"Definitely in the bathroom." Her speech. His feelings began to unsettle, but he tried to think positively.

Slowly he opened the bathroom door.

"Darling ... " Call her.

But free. There was no woman he was looking for. He immediately stepped out of his room, but his steps stopped when he saw a piece of paper on the nightstand. He then approached the nightstand and grabbed the paper. He sat down on the floor when he saw the contents of the paper.

"I'm going, baby. It's not the last time I call you, baby. You know, for three days I've missed you so much and I wish you'd visited me in the hospital even from a distance.

But I was wrong. You really don't want me or our baby, oh no my baby well just my baby. You know Darv, he was my little baby leaving me before I even grew up in my womb.

But no, I don't blame you. Because you didn't want it from the beginning. I was the one who put my hopes up too high, until I finally fell down by myself.

Hah, this is how it feels to lose my little baby. Sicker than when I wanted to leave you Darv. But you must not feel it.

Haha you're a great Darv. You didn't kill my baby but you killed my whole life. His whole Darv his whole.

Hah, now I'm relieved I can let go of all that. I'll take away all my pain and happiness. Everything you've ever carved in my life.

Take care of yourself, take care of your health. If you find a better woman than me, then love her well. Appreciate him and take care of him.

For the last time I loved you Darvin Anthony.

I'm going Darv."

Darvin wept roaring after reading the contents of the letter that Zevina left behind. He is very sorry now. Regret not trusting Zevina. Regretting has hurt Zevina. And his biggest regret was that he had already killed the fetus that Zevina conceived, his own flesh blood.

"I'm sorry, baby, I'm sorry." Her speech. It was really frustrating. All he saw was wounds, no more cruel Darvin. Now there is only Darvin who suffered greatly from the loss of the woman he defended even though in a rough way and also his prospective baby who he had not even seen.

His heart, his heart is wounded. His heart was wounded by the regret he created from his cruel nature. He then grabbed his phone trying to contact Zevina. But nil, not unappointed but Zevina shut down access to communication with her.

He realized now how sick Zevina had been for years living with him. There was no way her pain right now was nothing compared to what Zevina felt. Giving his whole soul and body to a jerk like himself and in the end having to lose his baby because of him too.

He hit his chest firmly using his one hand. It was as if she had inflicted Zevina's pain on him. But free does not mean anything. Zevina left, really left. He didn't even have a chance to seduce her anymore.

He stood up and immediately ran to his car. At high speed he traversed every place he had ever been with Zevina. But he did not find Zevina. Her last hope is the apartment she gifted to Zevina on Zevina's twentieth birthday.

.Slowly but surely he stepped towards Zevina's unit.

He pressed the key code of the apartment with a feeling of uncertainty. He was hoping to find Zevina. It's okay if Zevina doesn't forgive her and doesn't want her anymore. At least he could beg Zevina for mercy.

"Darling I came ... " Speak when entering the apartment unit. There's no answer.

He then tried to find Zevina in the room, bathroom, kitchen. All the rooms in that apartment he searched. But failed, there was no Zevina or even a sign of her presence there.

He went back to the cold floor of the apartment. It was destroyed all because of him. Just because of his one cruel mistake, all were destroyed instantly. Regretted? Free. He was crying and could only cry.

Just like Zevina who kept crying took out all her pain. He is now in a hotel room. He no longer wants to touch any of Darvin's or anything Darvin gave him.

"I'm going Darv ... " His words seemed to say goodbye to Darvin for the last time. He cried until he finally fell asleep.

It did not feel like a long and painful night had passed. Now Zevina is walking in the airport while dragging her suitcase. She wore black glasses to cover her eyes that were swollen from crying.

"London i'm coming ... "

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Thank you who are still loyal to "If Love" , do not get bored ya

and be patient waiting for me to revise all his chapters.

Dear you.