It Turns out There's Love
86 - START FALLING IN LOVE

Zafira's eyes widened when he heard Fariz's love words followed by Fariz's head movements that seemed to be getting closer to his face. His heart trembled until his hands trembled to see Fariz's eyes closed with a roaring breath coming out of the man's nose.

Slowly, Fariz kept his head close, shaking off the distance between them. The man's head was getting closer and closer to Zafira's beautiful face in his eyes. With a hunting breath, the man closed his eyes to all the colors in the world. The only goal is one, kiss Zafira. It felt like his heart wanted to be thrown from his complaint but this time he did not want to stop his intention. He loved Zafira too much and wanted to shed all the feelings and desires that he had so desperately harbored.

Zafira's eyes grew even more violently as Fariz's face really approached, which further brushed aside the distance between them. I don't know what was on the girl's mind, whether she had lost her mind or indeed her heart told her to immediately clench both eyelids. Zafira reflexively closed her eyes waiting for her husband's lips to dock on her lips. There was no rejection let alone the anger that the girl had committed. This time he sincerely accepted and waited for a kiss that would immediately pull over on his lips. But a great nervousness cannot be removed from the heart. Hand trembling. Zafira's hands were clinging to each other, stretched down and seemed to tremble holding a bag and paper bag. So nervous, he suddenly did not have the energy to move.

"Bruggh"

A voice surprised them. Both opened their eyes. Fariz seemed to be in a fog and reflexes stopped his intentions. The man thought someone was peering at their actions.

Apparently the voice was not that of someone who had come to that place. Instead of coming from the bag and paper bag that fell from the handle of Zafira so trembling hands of the girl.

The eyes of both of them simultaneously looked down, then immediately looked back. For a few seconds they were still standing staring at each other, still in a state of surprise. In the next second, Fariz quickly lowered his head, picked up the bag and paper bag and gave it to Zafira. With his hands still shaking, Zafira picked up his bag and paper bag. Fortunately Fariz was not aware of the nervousness Zafira was experiencing.

"I'm sorry" said Fariz, feeling guilty. He almost broke his promise. He was afraid, his wife was uncomfortable with the attitude he had just done.

"Hmm, I go in first," dragging a foot that seemed to be in a hurry, Zafira stepped quickly away from her husband.

Not out of anger, but he tried to avoid Fariz's gaze which would see a red hue on his face.

"What am I doing? Is Zafira angry? He's been asking me not to do something that makes him uncomfortable. But what did I do just now? Is he disturbed?," murmured Fariz worried.

The man's gaze was pushy at the departure of Zafira who had disappeared at the lobby door.

Arriving in the room.

Zafira threw down the body sitting on the mattress in her private room. The bag and paper bag are placed everywhere. It was on the bed where he was sitting. He doesn't care around her. His feelings are still not calm. The right hand holds the chest while slowly breathing out, trying to neutralize all the feelings that are engulfing his heart.

Nervousness until now still persists. Zafira closed his eyes, recalling the incident that had just happened in the parking lot.

"I'm stupid. How humiliating. Why did I close my eyes? Oh, my God, did Fariz see the moment I closed my eyes? I'm really embarrassed. Butwhy? Why do I seem to want that? Why didn't I refuse when Fariz wanted to kiss me? Don't-don't I've..," Zafira stopped her praduganya.

Zafira did not dare to continue his thoughts. He didn't want to wonder too much about his feelings for Fariz. He didn't want to misinterpret what was really going on in his heart at this moment? But an increasingly unstoppable sense in her heart, forced the girl to continue interpreting everything she felt.

Suddenly Zafira imagined Fariz's handsome face. The face that always looked at him was full of love. A face that always looks calm whenever it is close to him. That face... Zafira greatly admired Fariz's face. In the past, he had never felt this much admiration for Fariz. For decades of friendship, he had never felt so impressed with the man as he had felt this morning. But why now, just by imagining his face, his gaze, his touch, Zafira's heart suddenly trembled and felt awe?

"Fariz," she muttered inwardly calling out her husband's name as she looked up at the ceiling of the room, then closed her eyes.

"It seems like I'm starting to feel something different about you. Have I started falling in love with you?" the girl looked up and closed her eyes while still imagining her husband's handsome face.

Zafira breaks down on the bed. I think today he was too lazy to do his job. His heart and mind were not calm. The shadow of Fariz's face continued to cling to his mind, disturbing his soul.

"Am I really in love with Fariz? Why am I pounding like this after the parking lot? I didn't reject her, it meant that I wanted the kiss too" Zafira rubbed her chest, still trying to interpret her feelings for Fariz.

While in the car, Fariz felt the same way. The nervousness was still in his chest. There was a beautiful vibe in his heart imagining the incident earlier, when his face was so close to Zafira's face. If only Zafira's bag and paper bag had not been a bully at the wrong time, he would have managed to touch the girl's lips. But behind the nervousness and the beautiful vibe that was still playing around in his heart, there was a fear stirring his mind.

He thought that Zafira was angry with him. He saw Zafira leaving with a hasty step. Was the girl angry at him for having done something out of the deal? If that was true, then this would be a new burden for him to apologize and persuade the girl to forgive his error.

But one thing Fariz did not know. He did not see when the incident happened. He did not see Zafira's response while waiting for the kiss he was about to do. The girl looked closed her eyes, silent and waiting. That means the girl, like Fariz, wants the kiss. If Fariz knew that, he would definitely not be this scared of Zafira.

At 13:00.

Fariz tried to send a message to Zafira. Want to ascertain whether the girl was indeed angry with him or not after the incident this morning in the parking lot.

"My dear wife, have you eaten and prayed?,"

Fifteen minutes passed. Fariz did not receive a reply. His heart began to suffer from anxiety. Zafira did not return the message, indicating the girl was indeed angry because of the kiss she almost did in the office parking lot.

The man is getting riled up. He picked up the cell phone and pressed the contact that said "My life".

Stay same. The phone was not picked up either. Fariz regretted his attitude this morning. If he could resist his desire, it would not have happened like this. Thought it.

The next five minutes.

"Dreet"

A message came in. Fariz deftly picked up the phone and opened the message.

"I just finished praying. You also do not forget to eat and pray," a reply from Zafira made Fariz suddenly smile happily. Now he knew that his wife was not angry with him.

"Where are we going?" Fariz drove the car out of the lobby.

"To the Supermarket only. I want to buy the kitchen. Pity also if bi Senah continues to be told to shop, later his body becomes thin," Zafira made a joke that managed to make Fariz laugh.

When he got out of the car and was about to enter the Supermarket, Fariz reached out with his right hand to grab Zafira's hand and clasped it tightly with his five fingers. The girl's reflexes turned left at the man who had linked her fingers. Warm Eve infiltrated between the fingers of the two and crept through their entire bloodstream.

"You're not angry, are you just like this?,"

Zafira smiled and shook her head.

"No,"

Fariz grasped the finer fingers more and more and went into the supermarket.

Malamannya. At 21:00.

Fariz had been lying down first as was his custom every night. After Fariz lay down, it was Zafira's duty to cover her husband's body. After that, Zafira enveloped her and drowned her body in the blanket.

"How are you feeling now? Do you feel happy living with me?" the man opened the conversation.

The position of those who both looked up made Zafira turn her head to look at Fariz who was beside her.

"Yes, I feel happy" Zafira said very honestly. He doesn't want to lie to his feelings.

Fariz smile sumringah. Then shift the body a little more docked to Zafira's body.

"Does that mean you've started loving me?" the man went back to fishing. Never out of sense to find a way for Zafira to immediately express love to him.

"started right? Started looking for a thousand ways to fish. The impatient. Let's sleep. Tomorrow I'll work. So having to go to bed early" Zafira deliberately decided to discuss Fariz's question regarding his love for the man.

Fariz smiled at Zafira's reply. Fariz also realized, the age of their marriage had only run ten days. And it's only natural that Zafira doesn't love him. But even though there was no sign Zafira would express her feelings, Fariz was quite relieved because there had been so many changes that happened to Zafira. One of them, she has let and shewn every night her body hugged by her husband, just as it did tonight.

"Would he hug you?" every night the man asked for permission whenever he wanted to sleep and embrace Zafira.

"Can. But don't fuck around," Zafira flipped, turning her back to Fariz.

"good. Just one of a kind. Just hugging," Fariz flipped to face Zafira, sliding closer and hugging her from behind. Now his left hand has coiled affectionately on Zafira's slender waist.

Again and again, Zafira felt a difference in him. Feelings of comfort, peace, happiness, warmth, nervousness permeated the bloodstream even to the heart of his heart. Zafira began to feel something different in her heart every time she received Fariz's touch. The more days the feeling gets stronger and he is unable to escape from the feeling.

Fariz slumped to the nape of Zafira. Get rid of strands by strands of long hair behind that nape. Sontak made Zafira slightly grimaced feeling amused and his body immediately brushed.

Why is every touch Fariz is able to make Zafira feel floating and goosebumps? The answer is, that's love. Because there was love in his heart for Fariz made his feelings float and his body feel goosebumps when touched by the man he loved.

"Fariz, don't fuck around. Or I'll have you sleep on the couch," the voice in front of Fariz made the man's consciousness.

Zafira's lips said "Don't" but her heart felt unwilling. He wanted that touch but he was still embarrassed to admit it. Zafira bit her lip lest Fariz hear her ringing.

Fariz stopped his actions. It's for the whole night, the friend down there starts to stiffen back up. Fariz slightly pulled his lower body away from Zafira's body to avoid getting too attached. He did not want Zafira to feel the tensing object, which would definitely make the girl scold him. Thought it.

Fariz's thinking is inversely proportional to reality. Indeed, the wife had begun to want the touch of a handsome man.

Ten minutes passed, Zafira still could not close her eyes. His eyes kept moving. Clenched, opened, clenched back and reopened. He kept thinking about all the growing feelings in his heart.

Zafira felt the body behind him no longer move. Could Fariz have fallen asleep? That quick? Obviously fast. The man always felt drowsy whenever he smelled the fragrance spreading from Zafira's body. Unlike the case if he can be given the freedom to touch and feel the entire body of the girl, maybe all night for he will not be sleepy.

"Fariiizz?" call Zafira. There is no lawfulness.

Slowly, Zafira grabbed Fariz's hand which was still coiled around his waist. Holding and grasping it.

"Fariz, I don't know what this feeling is? I feel happy every time I am around you. Feeling touch. Got your attention. You never make me angry, let alone cry. You always give me happiness. I have never had such a big love from any man. My feelings for you are getting bigger. I don't understand, what is this feeling? Have I fallen in love with you? Is it true that I have begun to love you?" whispered Zafira's heart as she gently rubbed her husband's hand.

A few minutes later, Zafira continued to rub Fariz's hand until she fell asleep, after which her husband flew into the dream world.

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