Jovian Alton (Life-Life Bodyguard)
Early journey

Umrah groups are seen out and down from the bus one by one, carrying their own luggage, with matching clothes that characterize a travel that is quite famous there. Abaya is black for women, and Koko kurta is the same color for men. Do not forget the scarf and id card that the congregation circles around each neck.

And wearing all-enclosed clothes the first time Kiana wore, making the woman look so different, with an abaya and pasmina veil which of course was helped by Sita when Kiana tried to wear it.

"Later, if you already know step by step. You can do umroh independently, .. you will be more flexible, you can go anywhere without having to follow the activities that have been scheduled by travel. Outside worship but yeah!" Sita said as she pushed her suitcase, entering the airport area that looked a little crowded.

Dozens of people passed by, whether they were about to leave, or who had just arrived from various regions, outside or within the country.

"Hopefully I can be alone." Kiana tried to smile.

His heart felt so tight. Especially when he saw every congregation that was escorted by his family to the place of travel earlier, as if something felt was slapping him. How not, what he wants is always fulfilled, what others expect also himself to have. However, the one thing she could not feel, was the overwhelming affection of the family. Especially when remembering her relationship with her father lately, making Kiana increasingly feel that it turns out that money alone is not enough to make a family remain intact and accept each other.

"Don't be sad!" Sita immediately embraced Kiana. "Everything will be fine, ask for anything there later. May your prayers be in Ijabah." He said as he rubbed the shoulders of the young woman who this time looked so moody.

The two continued to walk, following the dozens of groups who walked first with a sense of happiness and a happy face.

"Aunty?"

"Yes?" Sita looked over with her usual sweet smile.

And it feels so soothing. When his heart continues to feel depressed, confused as being tossed in the middle of the sea that is in a storm. In fact, Sita's attitude is able to make Kiana calm, no wonder if their families always look harmonious. Because in every attitude and smile Sita is able to muffle a mess that might happen.

Like Kiana. He came with a chaotic feeling, then only a few days left, Kiana felt if she had improved, until she was able to forget the events that made her heart and feelings so painful.

"Kia?" Call Sita when Kiana is just speechless with a facial expression that looks like a dazed person.

Walk with a flat expression and an empty view.

"Emmmm, .. Can I go with the situation as it is now? Aunt know? I'm not talking to anyone. Is God going to be angry because I did that?" Ask Kiana.

His face suddenly turned agitated. I don't know why he was a little scared.

"We still have an hour left. If the mothers and fathers want to go find food first please. We'll gather here again. For luggage and luggage can be tucked in my well!" A guide speaks, then sits in one of the reserved seats.

"Well, let's get some water to drink." Take Sita.

He left two large suitcases belonging to Kiana. Then after that he left, looking for a comfortable place to talk more deeply to Kiana who always looked moody.

Yes, maybe he misses his family, but his ego makes things very complicated. Thought Sita.

One round table located in the corner of the cafeteria with two seats they choose, after ordering first finally Kiana and Sita sat comfortably there.

"Not to be afraid, everything will be fine." Sita started the conversation.

"really? Shouldn't we be devoted to our parents? Especially to a mother? How guilty would we be if we made them cry? Then what about me?" Kiana expressed her uneasiness.

Sita smiles. The woman felt happy, because if Kiana had thought so, it was a sign that Kiana's heart began to soften from the harshness of the heart caused by anger and disappointment.

"Indeed you should have asked permission to leave, asking for ridhonya. But if you're not ready, it's okay, you go to reflect on every mistake you've ever made, right? Then ask for the best path for all this." Obviously Sita.

"But I'm afraid God is angry!"

Sita smiled again, shook her head, then grabbed Kiana's hand and then held it.

"If you want, Auntie can ask Om Denis to bring Mr Danu, Ms Herlin, Jovian and your two in-laws?"

However, Kiana shook her head.

It feels so heavy to have to meet them at this time. Not only will it be reminiscent of what happened a few nights ago, but Kiana is afraid that she will behave as bad as possible, considering that she is not good at controlling emotions.

Sita nodded in understanding.

"Then ask for forgiveness in Makkah later. One thing you must know, God is forgiving, a sea of forgiveness. But Auntie asked for one! Later when it comes home can not be constantly like this, not good."

Kiana nodded, and a thin smile on her lips was visible.

"Remember, and ask for everything that is best."

"Yes Aunt." Reply Kiana.

"It's not just about you and your parents. But about your relationship. Don't make decisions when you're angry, that's not good either."

Kiana was silent when she heard that. Staring at Sita's face fixed, with a chest that suddenly felt tight.

Moreover, the shadow of Jovian who grabbed Eva's body without hesitation, as if stored perfectly in the memory of his brain, so that anyone who discussed the man, he said, then automatically every scene that makes his heart ache back visible.

"Ikhlas is difficult, so Allah will grant heaven to his servant if he can do that. Now it's okay, maybe you're just in need of time, but hopefully someday you can forgive Jovian well? Especially about what happened that night."

Kiana. He felt his eyes so hot, that in a second later made his tears melt.

"It's okay, later you can complain in front of the Kaaba. Express all your feelings, ask for directions!"

"I just don't understand. Why can't anyone see the sincerity of someone's love." Kiana said in a soft voice.

His right hand was raised, about to wipe his cheek that was carrying. However, Sita immediately gave her a piece of tissue, until Kiana could sweep away her tears without her bare hands.

"Love is human."

"I want to give it up, I try not to care. But why is my heart, brain and mind getting there. It's not fair, I gave all the love I had, but Jovian didn't do that!"

Sita smiled thinly.

"Kia? You have become like Fatimah Az-Zahra who loves Ali in silence. Then it became like Siti Khadijah who declared his love first to the Prophet. And now you must be like Zulaikha, who decided to pursue his love for God, after he could never get the love of the Prophet Joseph. If you have attained the love of your Lord, then none of the favors will be missed."

Hearing that, Kiana's tears flowed more and more.

"It has. Everyone's looking at us, they think Auntie makes you sad."

"Aaaaa, .. how late I am! What have I been doing all this time? Until I was far away from him!"

"You're not late. There is still time to improve!" Obviously Sita.

Kiana nodded.

"Let's finish the drink, and then we'll be back. A very amazing journey will begin soon, where later we will see many wonders that we have never felt before." Sita.

He ceases to be Kiana's encouragement. A young woman who is losing her direction.

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