Jovian Alton (Life-Life Bodyguard)
sadness

Kiana sat pensively on one of the sofas that lay facing a large glass in her hotel room. Where he could see a cube-shaped building that became the center of the Muslim mecca around the world, with people who did not stop slowly walking around the Kaaba.

Some things outside the boundaries of Kiana are natural. Until he was able to keep silent considering the incident. When for the first time Kiana worshiped at the Nabawi mosque, and visited the garden of paradise in the world (Raudhah) Kiana saw some people shouted at by local security, then asked to leave immediately because the queue is very long. But it didn't happen to him. He can even worship quietly.

Not until there. The miracle happened again after he finished doing the Umrah circuit. When Sita brought him to touch the Kaaba, it was all so easy, that he could touch and smell the chastisement of Aswad. Although it was a little jostling, somehow the moving human currents seemed to drag them to keep approaching until it could actually succeed.

And that's where all the sadness spills. He wept profusely, and prayed for himself as well as the household he lived in order to get the best way. Given that everything is irregular, even almost finished because of what Kiana said was very painful.

"Hey!" The voice rang out, then his shoulder felt patted a few times very gently. "Don't daydream, we'll go home in three days if you miss Ms. Herlin and Mr. Danu, .. uh Jovian times yah!" Said Sita with a faint smile.

Making Kiana who had looked at him, avert her gaze instantly.

"still angry? God does not like his vengeful servant." The voice chose to sit on the sofa that was located beside the sofa that Kiana was sitting on.

"I don't have a grudge, Tan!" Sergei Kiana. "I just didn't expect to get here. Land where once lived a very noble man on earth." Kiana.

His heart trembled, again he did not understand his present state. Sometimes he felt amazed, and sad at the same time.

Sita was silent, looking at Kiana fixedly with a smile.

"You want to call Ms Herlin? One week we're here, don't you want to ask them how they're doing?"

Kiana took a quick glance, then turned her gaze back towards the bottom, where the Kaaba was.

"Kia?"

"I don't know what to say, Auntie. I can't now, .. Maybe later after I go home I go straight home." Kiana.

"Why? The prestige? Why should prestige? Love them when they are still around. It's okay, misunderstanding is common, mutual disappointment and anger are also human. But don't drag on!" Sita smiles.

Kiana silent.

"Aunty connect a video call want?"

"It's eleven aunty. Maybe Mama's asleep, so tomorrow's all over again."

The woman always refused, and looked for excuses.

Sita stared at the wall clock in her room, then she chuckled.

"Tante forgot, we have four hours different in Indonesia?" He keeps laughing.

Kiana nodded her head slowly.

"If Jovian hadn't slept. Do you want Auntie to ask Om Denis to make a phone call?"

Kiana immediately shook her head. She continued to resist, even though deep in her heart she deeply missed the figure of the man she loved so much. He of course has forgiven, mengikhlaskan everything until Kiana's chest feels so spacious at some certain time. It's just that talking to Jovian or her parents being one that Kiana can't yet do. Somehow the woman felt the distance that had been created, making them feel more distant.

No, it might take some time to get started as usual. Because it is not easy to act as if nothing ever happened.

"Relatedly? It's been ten days since you punished Jovian. It's enough, don't punish him with the longing that's raging in his mind."

"Not knowing Auntie, I was confused about what to do. I'll do it, I'll see you later." He stays with his wishes.

It wasn't Kiana if she never showed her stubbornness. And indeed what he wanted, then Kiana could never change in a short time.

"Ah you are indeed Kiana that Auntie knew first. Can't be shaken!"

Kiana did not reply, then she got up, walked over to the bed, then went up and lay there in a sense of uncertainty.

Of course he misses Jovian a lot. The shadow of the man never even escaped his memory. It's just that what has struck his ego can't just disappear.

"Would you sleep?"

"Hemmm, suddenly my head is dizzy again." Kiana Sahut.

"Still nauseous too?" Ask Sita.

Then his memory was drawn to the past few days. Where Kiana has a fever, then feels dizziness and nausea and vomiting.

Changes in the temperature of the region did make some Umrah pilgrims feel a little unwell. Given the weather in Makkah there is quite cold compared to the temperature in Tangerang which is very hot.

One of them is Kiana.

"Want to eat something? Or do you want Auntie to make honey water again?"

"No need for aunty. I'm going to sleep!" Kiana pulled the blanket over her until it covered her upper body. "I don't wake up, I'll wake up." Kiana Pinta.

He began to close his eyes, trying to put himself to sleep, until Jovian's shadow would soon disappear from his mind.

"Yes already. Two o'clock wake up, we're down! We're looking for a more comfortable place."

Sita got up, she opened the face that was still attached to her, then followed her up to the top of the bed, lay down and began to close her eyes.

***

Kiana sat down facing the Kaaba. Where the place he came to today is filled with all humans who come from any part of the world. The whole congregation sat down, after finishing the tahajud prayer together a few minutes ago.

He held out his palms, with a gaze fixed on one city building with such a beautiful black covering before him.

"Yes Rabb. I come again tonight, maybe even the next nights before I really go home and leave this glorious place. I don't know what to do, I've completely lost my way. I don't know who else to complain to, somehow how to get rid of this tightness. I sincerely accept all provisions if what has happened is indeed the best path from you. Forgive me for living in such a bad way, behaving so badly to my parents. So hold me close, embrace me as tightly as possible so that I do not return lost in this mortal world. And as for the household I have just been in, I ask for your guidance, .. if you are still a match, then give the best path, and if not, if not, so spread out this heart to accept your destiny." Kiana closed her eyes, until tears fell, then brought the palm closer, and rubbed it on the face with a heart that came back crying.

"If she still loves him, and lives with me just to pretend. So I let my love go, to meet his love." His voice sounded more and more blunt.

"Call me back here, give me a chance to come visit. Besides Raudhah, this is the place I will miss. A very noble person once lived here, walked on this earth, and even looked up at the same sky. So whoever comes then the calm will be what they feel." His heart spoke again.

Kiana was crying again. His heart was always trembling, he did not see or hear anything other than the human crowd. But something held her very tightly, rubbing her head up to her back while saying 'i'm with you'.

"Kia?" Sita's voice rang out again, along with a soft clap on her shoulder. "The others are going back to the hotel, come on!" Take Sita.

Kiana lowered the two palms that had covered her face, then she turned her head and looked at Sita with wet eyes.

Is that a feeling of heartbreak? So that makes a girl continue to cry, because feel the pain in a lump of meat that is locked in the ribs there?

Sita looked at Kiana in silence, with sadness that suddenly felt. Never had she experienced that, she was also sad when she lost her baby. However, it seems that Kiana's sadness is deep.

"Aunty?" Call Kiana in a soft voice.

Sita grabbed onto Kiana's small body, then hugged her very tightly.

"It turns out this is how heartbreak feels. It's only fitting that Papa never allowed me to date, other than taking care of me, he's also keeping my feelings." Kiana crying.

Sita nodded.

"It was hard. But what he does sometimes is to protect his soulmate. You know Kia? Maybe yesterday your father was in a state of caliphate, he didn't realize what he was doing. Even with Jovian, someone's deceit is extraordinary to the point of causing this kind of vile slander. But believe me, everything will be fine, with a predetermined path."

Hearing that Kiana was crying even more.

"My first love turned into a very painful heartbreak." Adu Kiana's.

"It's just a misunderstanding."

"But Jovian did everything in front of me. As if to prove what the woman had said."

"It has. Continue crying at the hotel later yah!"

Kiana nodded.

Sita released a hug on Kiana's body, got up, then pulled the woman in front of her until she made Kiana stand up slowly. The two then went back to their hotel room.

"Aunty? Let's get some ice cream first!" Kiana stopped her footsteps.

Making Sita who was walking growling her hands stopped instantly.

"Es cream?"

"Yes, in emsidi!"

"This early in the morning? Eating ice cream? Will it not hurt your stomach?"

Kiana shook her head.

"Cold this? Didn't the wind go in again? Or what about the flu?"

"No, not." Kiana looks pushy.

"Come, I want some ice cream. Or maybe buy some food, and then we come back."

"But …"

Not finished Sita spoke, Kiana had pulled him towards one of the areas where the woman knew the existence of fast food restaurants near there.

And there was nothing Sita could do but obey what Kiana wanted.

"Ahh, ..it feels like you're dropping off a sister who craves midnight ice cream!" Chirps Sita.

However Kiana did not heed the remark, she continued to walk quickly while pulling her hands quite tight. Making Sita walk around, because of a little difficulty with the mukena she wears.

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