Just a Story
Chapter 111 ~ Sucks!

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"Lo, what's going on here?" safira asked in surprise. Because this morning before Safira left with the others, Revan did not want to come because he said there was a sudden business on campus, and suddenly now the guy is here?

"More or less for almost three years I have harbored a sense of the same you. A taste I can never describe with words."

"Your personality is rude, stubborn, cold, bossy, playful, ugly, and what it is makes me turn away from the girl named Ava. Your attitude that always like that over time makes me sick, annoyed, angry, but there is also a sense of comfort tucked in it."

"I feel like I wanted to scream as loud as I could three years ago I know that you feel the same way about me." Revan advanced towards the girl, eroding the distance by half a meter.

Safira remained silent from his place, waiting for Revan to finish the series of sentences he had arranged neatly and as well as possible from the bottom of his heart.

"Lo is waiting even though I haven't given a definite certainty, because you also know that I'm not ready for it."

"Ava was my first love in High School, but lo, Safira was the love of my whole life. And, I just want there to be two women who fill my every day without leaving that room. Besides Mom, it's lo, Safira Oktaviana." Revan emphasized the last two words then knelt down while thrusting a bouquet of roses."

"After a long wait, today, in this place, and witnessed by all SMAN Tri Bakti students, you want to be my girlfriend?"

Sapphira was still silently staring at the place, a few seconds the girl gasped as if hypnotized by the sentence thrown by the guy in front of her.

This he really didn't hear wrong or his eardrum was damaged? Revan hasn't even said a sentence in all this time. That guy is far from romantic. But, these?

"RECEIVE!"

"RECEIVE!"

"RECEIVE!"

Shouted the students and students there while clapping at the same time.

It was accompanied by a clear crystal that fell as the girl blinked. Safira smiled as she received a bouquet of roses and nodded, saying, "Yes. I want to be a woman who accompanies you every day other than Mom. I'm just in your heart, and always will be."

Revan rose up to loud applause and cheers by the students and students there, then immediately hugged the girl he loved.

For a moment Safira's friend and friend were glued to see the girl until she cried tears. Seeing Sapphira glazed can also be counted with fingers, but if to get out the tears that have a pinnacle, just this time. It was very rare for Safira.

Ava's the one who saw that, she's in tears.

Love story lo happy ending, Bro. The love story of Dino and Maudi is also a happy ending. But, my love story and he just does not match the hopes and dreams that I have built so far with all my heart. I just hope, all of you are grateful, take care of each other, and last up to the guarantee

Ava's daydreams are spoiled when someone slaps her shoulder gently. The girl turned her head and found Mr. Rifai the school security guard standing behind her. "What's up, sir?"

"There's a bunch of teenagers coming looking, Neng Ava, in the field. They said they wanted to talk something. I warned them not to interfere with the book's surgery, but they're still pushy and won't be home before, Neng Ava, see them."

A bunch of teenagers?

That was the question that was now in the girl's brain, without lingering Ava directly out of the hall.

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From afar Ava could see them all clearly lined up neatly in the main square. So obviously, he wanted to pry his eyes out of his eyelids. The girl's chest felt extremely claustrophobic considering what they had done in the past, ruining her supposedly happy childhood at her age.

Arriving there, Ava was immediately rewarded with a book throw that hit the right end of her shoes. You need to know, if it is a novel book of his creation. The girl picked it up. The tightness in the chest that had appeared, now disappeared and replaced with a very burning anger, a red glint clearly emanated in Ava's eyes. His breath hunted as if holding something.

Ava looked at the mistress of a dozen teenage boys and girls who were also now looking at her haughtily.

"What do you mean to you about all of us in the book, you? Want revenge on us for what we did back in SD?" ask a guy with rough tanned skin. That guy was a big shot.

Ava's left hand held the book, while the girl's right hand was clenched firmly with emotion. "Oh. You guys read novels too, do I? I never mentioned your name, I just told you what really happened. If you already know, so I don't need to explain at length about your mistakes."

"Not to be pretentious to be someone! Oh, yes, lupain! It's just the mischief of the children! Do you still remember and do not forgive us? So people don't need to be vengeful!" a guy who has two large middle teeth.

Ava chuckled softly, the girl smiled as she frowned. "Ordinary delinquency? Ja. I know that, but does it have to be that bad? Does it have to be that cruel? Does it have to be that often?"

Slowly because it was not strong, the salt water came out wetting the cheeks from inside the eyelids. "Who am I?! If not, then you've got me and my two best friends! I will not like this! You certainly do not understand at all and just consider it an ordinary delinquency. But, have you ever thought about what the effect of that is?"

"All of you involved very often appear in my dreams, and end upon waking up my chest tightness mixed with tears."

"Gue has tried to forget that very often, but can't! The more I try, the stronger the memory! It was as if the memory was already one and ingrained."

"Sometimes, I also wish to God that you will get karma that hurts more than what I experienced then and now. Unfortunately, I never did that. You guys know why? Answer it! Don't just shut up and stare!" Ava looked at the people who had bullied her before. He will always remember that and may never make peace with his heart. But if God wills, maybe he can.

"That's because just as I point at you, one finger leads you and the rest to me. I also know that if I admit it, I make no difference to you! The mouth is very easy to say the word 'sorry', but not with the heart. It takes years to really heal. It's been a trauma for me all this time."

"When I meet or cross paths with you, my mouth is always lying and always greeting pleasantries. That I do just to respect, after that, I always want to cut my mouth out so that no more words come out of my mouth for you."

"Till the whole thing, lo? Yes it is, right, your own fault why do not want to forgive us and hold more grudges! If you're sorry, it won't happen with you! " the cynical elak of a woman whose face shape is rather round.

Ava took one step forward. "Yes! To the extent! Lo budek?! If anyone talks, that's why it's horrified! The answer to my question is answered! A bumble to be a person!"

Just now the round-faced girl wanted to smack Ava, from the back of the girl there were already four teenagers who were very ready to be a shield for the girl.

"You what?" Revan, Sara, Safira, and Maudi together.

"Am I not good? I am sure God will never sleep. Without my asking, God would have multiplied karmic love with his people for the slightest mistake."

"Gue also believes that God will make you aware and point out your mistakes in different ways, so I don't need to dirty my hands for that. And if I'm lucky, God will definitely show me the karma you've got on me."

"From now on, I will try to make peace with my heart and classify everything for what you do. Because what? If I still hold a grudge, you will always be happy and I am harmed. You guys know what I mean."

"Basic evil!" hina guy with white height stature.

"Gue's? Wicked? You guys are evil with me and my two best friends!" This time Ava will not give a pause to defend them. Ava will be very brutal and emphasize what she felt all along.

"Who does it mean that we are physically and mentally when we are not wrong?! Who's throwing away and spitting on our stationery?! Who's every nonjokin and jambakin school home?! Who's insulting and telling us to change skirts for shortness just because they want to go to the pool doang?! Who shunned us when you were misunderstood about a name that didn't even have anything to do?!"

Sara held onto Ava's shoulder to calm the girl down. But, Ava instead brushed it off rudely. Never once had they seen Ava this angry before.

"Who always memorovocates other children to join our hate and humiliation?! Who has always insulted us physically if we are ugly, mussel, and disgusted children in your eyes?! Who snapped, insulted, and distanced me just from forgetting to buy oranges for graduation?!"

"Who has stayed away from us when we have so often defended and helped you?! Who would have accused us of taking your group back then?! Who always spreads this news and it's about us to another class?! Who shunned me for no apparent reason until Ana and Agnes joined you to drag me away?!"

"Who deliberately scratched the back of my hand with the tip of the ballpoint pen until it bled while trying to fight?! Who told the other kids when our parents went to school to ngadu three boys who already bullied us in fifth grade?! Who left the three of us in the hot afternoon walking all the way to your house for group work and you even went to the cafe?! Who is?! Who am I asking you guys?!" The girl's breathing was so hunting her so angry. The glint mixed with tears was clearly drawn there that the girl was really very hurt.

Ava restored her hair, staring more and more at the teenage girl who also looked at him silently. "less?! Still want to hear more? That's not how much you want to know. Or do I want to make a list?"

Ava throws the book at the original group of teenagers and falls right in front of them all. "Take it! Whatever you want to do! However, items purchased cannot be returned. I don't like to share the happiness of others. It is enough of God to do it at the right time and at the right time."

The girl left there feeling very angry. He did not care what he was now, because the most important thing he had been saying so far was very brutal and at length. Ava won't care after.

Safira, Revan, Sara, and Maudi stared at Ava's back, which began to drift away, then shifted focus to a group of teenagers who were still silent without a twist. Of course, they could not defend, evade, or refute, because everything Ava said was true.

And, at that very moment they all realized what they had done. Their actions were so cruel that they made someone so sick that it was very difficult to heal.

"You should be able to think at this age. Ah, it should be at that age that you can also think a little about what is good and what is bad. Isn't every maunusia given a brain? Unless you have no brains, "Safira said before the girl left with Sara and Maudi.

"Thanks for all your kindness to Ava. Thanks to the heartache you love, Ava can be like this. Success continues to do good deeds" Revan continued before going to follow his friends from behind to head back to the main hall to continue book surgery.

The dozens of teenagers just remained silent not one bit. They all did not respond to insults, reproaches, and insinuations from some of Ava's friends and companions. How about the girl herself? Ah, don't know.

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...Written on 30 December 2020...

...Posted on 04 June 2021...