Just a Story
Chapter 87 ~ Thoughts
...Want to ask, actually I've been really bad again from last night, but this time held first because of fasting, then open the regret again....
...What do you think about the little santri whose mouth is leaking, leaky bucket, pretentious, and like to talk about that guy? You see, at the tarawih last night I found some of the same kind of kayak....
...Read it slowly. If you want and there is a while listening to the song Maybe Today Tomorrow Or Later - Anneth so that it is more delicious and added dugun-dugun....
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Ava jumped in shock as Alan brushed aside the provisions he offered so that the contents spilled over the paving, it was bread with chocolate jam made full of love and affection.
"What do you mean you hit Natalie when no one is around? Want to be a power-mad person? Or do you want to look cool?" sinister Alan with a flat face, a flat tone of speech, and eyes full of disappointment.
"Bu-not what gu-means"
"What do you mean?!" Picking up the phone then playing the voice recording that Natalie sent last night, then stuffing it back into her pocket after the girl in front of her heard.
Ava who heard that was increasingly made to panic, because it turns out Natalie recorded their conversation yesterday.
"With my explanation first, Lan-" Ava still tried to hold Alan's hand even though he was always pushed aside by the guy.
"I have pity on you all this time" sultry Alan brushed off Ava's hand that held her hand.
"What do you mean, pity?
"Yes. You think all this time I let you deketin me because I like the same lo and want to open the heart again make, lo? Not at all! I just feel sorry for you because you are too and always begging for attention from me" Cowo clucked.
"But now, you're wasting the opportunity. If I didn't do that, maybe now you're like a cheap girl chasing after a guy without shame" Alan sneered into smashing ribs.
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When Alan said that his body immediately melted, the clear crystal had already slid freely since then. This time, it was really like a hard slap for her, plus Alan said that she was a shameless cheap girl.
"If you love me, why would you accept all the gifts, me? Why is your attitude toward me and Natalie different?" todong Ava, demakin sobbed at her cries.
Alan again clucked. "What am I giving, lo? I don't treat people the same, because the people I love are not the same. So, I'm asking you to stay away now and not to disturb my happiness."
Yeah, Ava knows that. Alan never received his gift, and now Alan loves it Natalie, not him. All this time he was too hopeful and expecting too high until he forgot that it was just a wishful thinking that never materialized.
Seeing Ava who kept crying made Alan crowded, the man then went to leave Ava who was still sobbing.
Alan leaned himself against the wall beside the entrance, his chest rustling incoherently. He did not run, but his breath was cut off. "Gue is not good for you, Ava, I'm sorry if all this time I've always hurt your heart. But, this time you can't believe it continues, I have absolutely no intention to do lo or defend Natalie, I just don't want to give hope that no longer belongs to you."
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On the other hand, as it was already not strong enough to hold her body, the girl sat down bowed in an extremely chaotic state. All that was heard was the sound of sobs being held back, he also could not believe why Alan could say that to him.
"So, all this time you just pity the same, me? I thought, you gave me a chance to fight for you, but it's wrong." The girl gave a crisp forced laugh, then sobbed again. "What you're saying is true Lan, if I'm a shameless cheap girl. I can make your life miserable and ruined like this."
Usually there are people who suddenly come to calm or give back when Ava is fragile like this, but this time she is really alone, she said, maybe because it is still very early for the students and students to come to school.
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When the teacher was explaining Ava could only remain silent while daydreaming, Alan's words were still very clear in his head. When Safira invited to talk was not infrequently the answer was different, sometimes just saying "Yes" or "No", not infrequently even just shook his head, invited to eat in the cafeteria was also refused.
With Ava's attitude like that makes Sapphira confused and must ask other friends if they know what causes it.
The other friends are no less worried because next week will be held Mid Semester, they are afraid that Ava can not because they do not focus on learning. When asked what the cause was, it made the girl sob.
Every night Ava cried silently, wasting hundreds of wipes on the floor. The room is always locked, and if food is delivered only at the door, do not know eaten or not. These days Ava has always been like that. As severe as the effects on treatment, Alan? Yeah, until it's like that. It'll take a long time to heal, and it could also drive Ava crazy. Might as well.
This is the sixth day Ava behaved like a depressed person, teachers were up to raise their hands. The plan of the teachers will instead inform Ava's parents, but Agnes and Ana prevent and refuse for fear that Ava's parents will be shocked and take Ava away from Indonesia. The two girls also promised to find a solution while keeping Ava.
And, they also agreed that this news will not spread both in all schools and other schools.
Ana, Agnes, Dino, Syarifa, Revan, Safira, Aras, Uki, Gilang as well as Games surround Ava's table, staring at the confused girl having to do what else. His uniform is not ironed, his hair is disheveled, and his face is dull, do not forget also the eye bags are sagging and puffy eyes are adorned. The view is also straight ahead and is completely like a dazed person who knows where to lead and walk where.
Maudi, who has been observing Ava's behavior for a few days, is concerned, so for the time being he does not want to disturb Ava. The girl had no intention of living, no intention of going to school, and no soul.
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Dino and Revan who had begun to grow furious also tried to meet Alan, because Agnes said Ava's change of attitude began to meet Alan in the back of school.
Alan was not in the classroom, not in the cafeteria, not in the boys toilet, not behind the school, and not in the field. "Where are you, Connard?!" Keep walking, until finally the two guys find Alan in the park along with Natalie.
"Lo hid in there it turns out. Enfoire, Alan!" as Dino was already so infuriated, the boy ran up to the victim and left Revan behind.
"Dino be patient, Din!" revan shouted following.
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"Lo come, me!" force Dino to drag Alan along with Revan.
Alan who was surprised then immediately revolted, but the checks of the two men were getting stronger.
"What the hell are you two?!"
"Please! You guys are crazy, aren't you?"
Bugh
Bogeman Dino immediately made Alan fall down, the man touched his lips that let out fresh blood
"Dino!" sentak Revan held Dino's body so as not to lose control again.
"Alan!!" natalie's screams helped the guy stand up.
Without wanting to lose, Alan then immediately reply to the tonjokan Dino in the same place.
Both are equally covered in emotion. When the two were going to fight each other, Revan immediately stood at the very center to separate.
"Stop! Not going to solve the problem! You'll even get in trouble!"
The two stared at each other fiercely, if not for the speech of Revan was probably at this time the two teenage boys had fought each other and made a spectacle of students and schoolgirls.
"If it wasn't him first, I wouldn't have done this!" bela Alan was still adjusting her breathing.
Dino advances toward Alan, but is restrained by Revan. "It is precisely you who start the problem first! Lo apain Ava until she looks crazy like that?! You even feel good about dating while Ava suffers from lo! He still breathes, but he has no soul! Where's his soul going?!" The guy backed off, kicking the park bench next to him.
Revan stared at Alan fiercely but still firmly held back the emotions. "Lo must be responsible for your actions, if you do not want to, we can report you to BK and you can be expelled from school because you indirectly have made Ava depressed. Who knows if you'll be there, Ava will be conscious."
Alan thought for a moment, but a few seconds later nodded.
"Lo wait here! Espece de voyou! Basic, *****!" dino's edict while cursing when Natalie intends to follow.
The girl smashed her lips. "Damn it!"
Natalie sat herself on the bench that Dino had kicked. "What the hell is it? Is Ava really crazy? If that happens, my name can also come along. Is it love or is it an obsession?"
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Until there, Alan was immediately rewarded with various kinds of murderous gazes, especially from Aras, the man seemed to be a life-seeking angel who was ready to pull out Alan's heart slowly so that Alan felt tormented.
"Teachers just can't handle this, let alone that whine!" anna's wrath could not bear to curse.
"Come in. Ava's inside!" sapphira's orders were very cynical and sniffling, the girl was also holding back emotions.
It's good there and Justin, they put some distance. Justin is normal, but the good thing is very unusual, because there is also Agnes, they are also concerned about Ava's condition.
If Ava knew the reason Alan left her, Ava would be even more hurt. I better not talk about anything, and wait for the right time so that everything is calm, Justin's mind is starting to worry.
When Aras wants to lose control, there is Revan who immediately confronted. "Sister Aras should be calm, at least if it wasn't for us, it was for Ava."
At times like this Revan can be a very normal and wise person. Sapphira who saw that was also a little fascinated and amazed.
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Alan was quite shocked when he saw the state of Ava who just sat quietly pensively, staring straight ahead with a blank view. Exactly the same as Dino's explanation in the park, if the girl was lifeless.
Just as Alan was sitting next to Ava, the girl leaned her head against Alan's shoulder as if she was conscious and knew that the boy was coming for her. Alan and the other friends who witnessed it were shocked, it was very visible that it was as if all along the medicine that could cure Ava was only Alan.
The hearts of the Games and Aras were slightly sliced at that, it's okay, after all for Ava's sake.
Before Alan intended to shift his body, Ava's words first stopped him, "After a while, to treat my longing and heartache."
"Yes." Yeah." Alan's mouth seemed to be clamoring, he was about to speak, but his voice seemed to be restrained. "I'm sorry for talking rudely to you yesterday. I just don't want to expect more from me."
"Yes, I know. I'm sorry, too, before you even apologize. I just want to think about it for a while before I really let go and forget about you." Ava raised her head then looked at Alan wistfully, her eyes glazed over. "After this, I will not interfere with your life anymore. You can be happy with Natalie without having to disturb my shadow." The girl rested her head on Alan's shoulder.
I don't even love Natalie, Va.
Now, they all know how much Ava loves Alan, so that only with that guy Ava would talk normally, be aware of her daydreams, and stop crying.
And, it is undeniable that Alan's heart also feels pain and tight to see Ava in this state, like this, he also felt very guilty and did not believe that what he said at that time would have a huge impact on the girl.
"Lan."
"Yes, Va?"
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...Be present! How's your brain? Your hearts? Your heart? And, your physiques? In good health, after reading this chapter?...
...This time I'm really nervous the same attitude of Alan who has crossed the line....
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...Written on 26 November 2020...
...Posted on 14 May 2021...
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