Just a Story
Chapter 94 ~ What's Wrong Trying?
...As if you secretly harbored the same love of a guy whether it's a schoolmate or who, and have had years of feeling it's not lost what are you going to do? With a note, you are not at school with him, and everything is not communication. You prefer to move on or continue to like the same people and still believe that one day the guys will return to like us?...
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Agnes looks at Ava grudgingly, plus the girl gives her puppy ayes and urges from Ana.
"Jude, okay. But, you have to finish it right away," Ava's admonition emphasized every word.
"Yes, I promise I'll finish it all. Uda, there you go, pity brother Aras has been waiting a long time."
Ava nodded slowly. "Yes, I'm leaving first, you take care of yourself. Ana, comfort Agnes so that she doesn't go on a rampage."
"Yes, definitely. Calm down" replied Ana.
Although at first a little hesitant, but he believes in his two friends. He also should not look moody in front of Aras later.
"Why?" ask Aras when Ava has entered the car accompanied by a sigh.
Ava shook her head after installing the seatbelt. "No papa, let's go."
Aras just nodded, running his car to the destination.
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As Aras promised, the man made no comment on what Ava was doing. Who used to often and like to keep the image, now he prioritizes what he feels comfortable, for example, such as being with a girl named Ava.
"Where else are you going?" ask Aras when the two get off the Play Comedy ride.
Ava pointed at the Bianglala vehicle. "Here you go, yuk!" Before Aras answered, Ava had even pulled the guy's hand with vigor.
Aras and Ava entered, when the ring rotated slowly until later back down again.
He saw Ava who was looking at the sumringah area of the night market that was dark with colorful lights from above.
Aras tapped his finger on the thigh, took a deep breath, and with gathered courage he called out to the girl in front of him. "Ava."
The girl looked. "Yes? What's up?"
Aras was silent for a while to further strengthen and strengthen his heart and intentions as well. "There's nothing. Not to be."
"Oh, kirain fuck." Looking back at the night market.
Aras glanced right and left then looked straight ahead.
Bego very lo, Race. Why are you so stiff and not gini?
"Sister, let's get down. The time has stopped."
Exhaling a rough breath.
But if not now when else? Maybe next time, there's plenty of time left.
Feeling unheard, Ava calls louder for Aras to wake up. "Sir, Aras!"
The guy looked straight at me. "Huh, huh?"
"Let's get down."
"Ah, yes." Follow Ava who has gone first.
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All rides have been explored by both, food and drinks sold were some of them have been tried. Sure, who paid Aras, he's, right, holkay's son.
While eating the cotton candy that he was holding, Ava turned to Aras, the guy seemed nervous, worried, and daydreaming. Don't know what to think.
Aras continued to walk leisurely with both hands drowned in his pocket unknowingly that Ava stopped behind him with a confused look.
"Silver Cedar!" It was only after Ava called the guy that Aras immediately turned his head and caught up with his girl who was far behind.
"Kak Aras why? How did you from earlier dream mulu? Aras is sick, huh? Go home if that's it."
"No, I'm not sick. We're just playing around here."
"How do you play if Kak Aras aja dreamy mulu? What's up, anyway? Dong's story is the same as your class that kiyawah this."
(Kiyawah \= Cute or Funny)
Aras scratched his nape that is not itchy accompanied by stiffness. "City .. anu. Tha-that's. How, huh?"
Before Aras answered Ava's question, the girl first ran towards a male and female figure beside the Banyu Waves vehicle.
"Ava, where are you going?" Run to Ava's destination.
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"You guys here too?" ava asked when she saw two friends walking together while drinking a hot chocolate cup.
"Lo, same with Aras too?" ask Safira again when Aras is standing next to Ava.
"Yes." Yeah." Ava squinted both eyes towards the two people before her. "She doesn't like each other, but how do you both walk? It's been made, huh?"
Safira looked at Revan beside her, then kept a further distance. "No! She's the one I made here."
"But! Lo , right, I also want to invite you here because at home you no longer have anyone, and you also want to come here with Ava but not so because Ava again sad."
Sapphira which was presented with various explanations from Revan was misbehaved and confused. "Yes .. yes, tap lo the maksa. What matters is maksa."
"Kan, you want to too. How wrong was I, right? I pay you, you're the one who's wrong!"
"What a count you are as a person? Yes, I'll change it! Puhas?!"
Ava and Aras both exhale violently.
"Do you know if you can typo by the way?"
"Whatever I am! My mouth is my mouth too! Why be the bothered one?!"
"Stop!" ava's screams managed to make Revan and Safira silent not bekutik, the other visitors also came to look over. "No need to fight in public places. I know you guys like each other, but on a big prestige anyway. How are we going up?" Pointing to the Banyu Waves vehicle which is right next to the four people.
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The four men finally board the vehicle that was designated Ava, because Revan and Safira fight, so the two do not want to be close together. Because of Revan and Safira too, Aras could not make out with Ava, when all his friends shouted in excitement, Aras just silently accepted fate.
"Let'soooooo!"
"Yahoooooooooooooo!"
"Faster, sir!"
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Safira waved at Ava who had just gotten into Aras' car.
After double date surround and try the typical culinary night market, Ava asked to go home, while Revan and Safira themselves still want to mess around in the night market until it closes he said.
"Bye!" Ava replied with a wave also accompanied by a charming smile.
"First, yes," said Aras before running his car.
"What do you want us to do?" revan asked right after Aras' car left.
Safira exhaled after thinking for quite a while. "What was this morning?"
Revan's forehead frowned. "What morning, anyway? Don't understand me?"
"Yang ... ma-future, lo that? Isn't it sick?"
Revan who began to understand the flow of Safira's discussion suddenly closed right on his sister with both hands. "Lo, you want to pervert, huh?"
Safira. "Diddeliver! No woi! I'm just asking to represent another friend too!"
Revan hissing. "Huh, just say it. Better not, because we are underage," The man paused his sentence, ". but, if you make it, to your house that no one is."
Sapphira was further upset and furious at Revan's slightly indecent statement. "Lo I guess what kind of girl?" Get out of there, get out of the gate of the night market and leave Revan.
The man chased Safira and pulled the brutal girl by the hand, holding her back from leaving. "Don't be angry, Fir. I was just kidding."
Safira brushed off Revan's hand. "But kidding you it seems to demean me!"
Revan nodded slowly. "Yes, I won't like that, but go in again yuk. We're playing again, but if you want to go home I'm taking you here because I brought you here."
Safira was silent for a long time and fell silent with her thoughts, but finally the girl was willing to accept Revan's request. "Yes already."
The two teenagers are like dating.
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Ava took off the seatbelt. "Sir, thanks for tonight. I'm glad to be able to walk the same way."
After getting a nod from Aras, Ava got down from the car to her house.
Aras was silent for a moment, not directly running his car. But, a few seconds later, the guy came down. "God!"
The called look. "Yes?"
"Gue knows you haven't healed, I know you're still sick, I know you're still traumatized, I know you're still very affectionate, and haven't been able to swallow Alan."
At the same time after Aras said that, there was a feeling of great rustling in the girl's body, Ava was stunned and did not wince at all, the smile that had been expanding was now gone.
"But, please permit me, because your permission is the key so that I can enter every room until I can find, retrieve, and repair your broken heart falling into the abyss without knowing the basics."
"Gue didn't mean to replace Alan in that particular room, I just wanted to try to make you happy like Alan did. I want to see you always smiling, especially for me. It is not possible if there is not a single person who takes or improves your heart."
Ava covered her lips and then exhaled. "Sak Aras can't and can't get in."
"Why? Why can't I go in? What reason?"
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About an hour ago, a teenage girl did not close her eyes, but the clock showed at 23:00 p.m.
The girl tilted her body with half the body covered with a blanket, the incident in front of her house was still very clear in the brain and mind of the girl.
The Flashback
"Why? Why can't I go in? What reason?" Aras advanced towards the girl until it was about a meter away. "Why are you silent? Is it because I'm not like Alan? Or because Alan knew all about lo from the start, and I didn't?"
"It's not that, brother."
"How serious? Answer the question, me!"
Slowly but surely, the girl in front of Aras has been draining a lot of clear crystal particles from inside her eyelids. "Because I'm sick, I don't want to be sick either! I'm afraid that if you're a place to vent, I'm afraid that I can't forget Alan, and I'm afraid that if your life will get in trouble because you're close to me."
"But you still like me as much as when we first met in front of class, lo? I will also help you to remove all wounds and heal them. I just need permission from you."
Ava wiped her tears then very boldly stared at the two beads of Aras' eyes that looked sad. "What brings you to this end? What's special about me until you can beg in front, me? You can find a girl who fits what you want."
"Gue doesn't need a reason 'because and why'. Doesn't love come suddenly, it can be anywhere, anytime, and to anyone, right?" One step closer to Ava. "I thought it was you and it was Alan. How much love you have for Alan, it's as great as my love for you. What you're rasain now, I feel the same."
"Gue's tired, want to rest. Aras is coming home." Turn around and walk away from Aras.
Aras was the same, the guy turned around and walked towards his car. He had to give Ava more space and time, both going in opposite directions.
Before Aras actually runs the car and Ava actually walks into his yard, the guy says, "Gue doesn't make you open your heart now, because I'll wait until you want and be ready for it. I won't bother you until you come to me."
The girl stopped stepping, her legs stiff and her tongue was a little too faint to say a single word.
"Gue would be more hurt if I hadn't tried, because I'd never know what it's like and how it ends."
When Ava turned around, Aras was already running his car.
Flashback Off
The girl changed her position facing the ceiling of the room.
"On the other hand I want to try and forget, but on the other hand I'm still very fond of Alan."
"What should I choose? I retreat and give Aras a chance? Or, am I advancing to get my love again?"
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...If you were Ava, what would you choose and do?...
...You will definitely choose to retreat and give the same reason to try a new sheet. But, the reality is also not that easy to forget about Alan. The figure of a man who is always in Ava's heart and mind in addition to his parents....
...You could say that if you choose to go forward, Ava is a stupid person. But, if you choose to retreat, he is also afraid to hurt the hearts of others. It looks selfish, but it's not....
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...Written on 10 December 2020...
...Posted on 21 May 2021...
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