Just a Story
Chapter 55 ~ Submerged Error (B)

...Neng Ani bought two ballpoints...

...Well, that one was given to Raya...

...Good morning to all of you...

...And may you always be happy, yes...

...Very nice of my pantun. But it's okay. Please understand, yes....

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"Because I don't want to be stamped as 'Friends prick from behind' I away the Aniq with the reason, "Later Melly hurt" but Aniq instead said gini, "I'll stay away from Melly and not be close to her as long as you're not far from me".

"But, yes, I don't care anymore because I don't feel the same Aniq, and without me guessing it even makes Aniq so damaged. Havin said that the place where he confided, Aniq was so frustrated. Started drinking alcohol to make a moment of the pain and he also likes to cry alone."

"And that doesn't even make me. On the other hand I really want to apologize to Aniq, but on the other hand I also do not want because it will actually make the problem so runyam."

"Gue was sure back then that friends knew the problem and Melly herself was definitely on the talk about me. Because I still clearly remember those who were then indignant and cynical to me. And, until now they were all except Agnes, Ana, and Sara no one knew what happened and why I really was."

"So, they know, yes, I nyomblangin Melly same Aniq but instead I'm in love with Aniq and so the same her." Ava's tears were not as hard as earlier, the girl rubbed her nose at a glance because it came out earlier.

"The fifth, I MPLS the second day it somehow I miss very much my close friends. Because there is a jamkos so, yes, I broke up for vidio call-an with Nila. She's a girl who has a little bit of Hapephobia (fear of touch) and likes to talk about movies, drachins, drakors, books, and other languages like me."

"Keep after the same Nila I tried to vvidio call Marshal. At that time I thought that, Why was this rejected by the mu mulu call? And a few days later Marshal blocked my number with Agnes.

"At first I didn't know what because, but after being told Nila I finally knew that at that time Marshal was again a lesson and he was almost out of class because of my actions. Why was Agnes blocked too? Because Marshal thought Agnes was also following and a few days earlier I was the same Agnes also vidio call-an same Marshal."

"What I hear, it makes Firdhi even more hate me because it has disturbed and troubled his best friend. At that time I immediately menggechat Marshal a lot and a long width."

"The point in the chat was that I said that I didn't want to lose a friend like him who was good, because, right, I also lost five friends that was because of my bad attitude."

"But thank God, the Marshal opened his number and he wanted to forgive me. Same as Melly was Marshal reply little but I understand anyway because he was still angry with me. In the end I realized also that I did not want to jump to my self-esteem, so I did not want to fall in the same hole."

"But papa is not the important thing, Marshal sorry me. Sadly, yes, from the seven people just Marshal who still want to survive me. But do not know also if Marshal ngelakuinnya because of forced, it could just be. So the six people had long lost contact with me." Ava slightly chuckled mixed in tears.

"Maybe there are still so many other mistakes that I am not even aware of. There are still many people who have made me hurt, but five things that make me until now can not forgive myself completely."

"The thing I want to repeat the most, yes, those moments. I want to fix everything so that it's not as complicated as it is now and end up losing everything. The thing I don't like the most is when I apologize to them to the point that I've knocked my self-esteem down." Ava took a deep breath, and hoped that her tears would not come out again.

"Gue knows my mistakes can never be forgiven or sincere apologies from those whom I have hurt. I know that what I'm doing is just pursuing worldly pleasures without thinking about other people's feelings, and I also know that my mistakes are still many and not only that."

"But, just my one wish" Ava paused her sentence, the girl squeezing her clothes. Closing my eyes for a while then looking at his friends with a smile, "from my deepest heart, if I am still given a chance I want to fix everything and I hope the people I have hurt both intentionally and unintentionally forgive me with their whole heart, without burden, without burden, without coercion, and without the pity that is directed at me. That's all that is."

Ava nodded a few times while smilingly staring at her two best friends. Ana and Agnes approach Ava and hug the girl.

For Ava herself, what she did at that time included bullying. He felt that he was like the perpetrator of bullying against him first and it made no difference. But, despite all that Ava just wants to improve themselves to be better again, and can get sorry from these people with their sincerity.

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Alan was bored because he was just playing a game. His throat also felt dry, so he decided to go downstairs after his friends.

Alan looked at Ava who was hugged by Ana and Agnes. "What's wrong?" Down the stairs one by one.

The guy was still unconscious and knew that Ava was crying. Not wanting to disturb them all, so Alan took his own drinks available in the refrigerator.

After looking at the contents of the refrigerator, Alan's face immediately turned flat and showed anger. Alan closed the refrigerator door hard enough, picked up his cream color hoodie that was draped on the wall of the sofa then intended to go from there.

About what, yeah, made Alan so angry after seeing the contents of the refrigerator?

Ava, who saw Alan walking in a hurry, immediately took off Ana and Agnes' arms and immediately confronted Alan by stretching out both hands in front of the man.

"Lo why? Wanna go where? And clear it to me!" todong Ava with questions.

Ava's friends who were in the house immediately came out because they were curious about what happened.

Alan was still staring at Ava with eyes of anger. Ava is confused about what is happening with Alan at this time, because honestly she has never seen Alan this angry at him or at anyone.

Didn't Alan find the box? inner Ava was just second-guessing, who knew right and Ava could explain that in detail to this guy in front of her.

But the next second Alan brushed aside Ava's hand that blocked his path. Ava would not stay still and then hugged Alan from behind very tightly, because that way the guy could stop and peck on the spot.

And, what Ava predicted was true, the guy stopped in his place, slowly his emotions began to dampen, his body sagged instantly, and his heartbeat pounded incoherently.

Alan closed his eyes, turned around and currently Ava was still hugging him. The beautiful girl looked up at the man of her dreams.

"Lo why? What makes you suddenly angry with me? Did you find something in my room that was wrong and made you angry?" Ava's facial features showed fear and concern.

While the guy in front of him was still staring at Ava flatly. Even though his anger was beginning to subside. "Lo drink alcohol?"

Alan's question made Ava's face half-dead confused. And why would Alan ask her that.

"Ava drinking alcohol, Nes?" tanya Nice looked towards Agnes.

Agnes shook her head quickly. "Yes, no, yakali Ava drinks so much. Look at the shape he never had!" Agnes' tone was slightly elevated.

Not that Ana hates Good but because Good's question is like cornering Ava that the girl is a drinker.

"Yes, don't know! Maybe Alan's eyes were cataracts this time!" anna replied not relaxed.

Good to immediately pretend not to hear and not know anything.

Ava shakes. "No, I never drank. Why do you ask that?"

"In the fridge."

Ava was silent for a moment, trying to digest Alan's words just now. The next second the girl regained consciousness and pulled Alan's hand into the house.

The other guys just followed from behind.

Ava took a glass, opened her refrigerator and then poured the drink in the glass bottle.

Ava turned around and looked at Alan who was in front of her. "Drink," tell Ava. "Have a drink."

Alan took the glass and drank the filling. There Alan's face instantly turned 180 degrees which was originally flat and angry, now turned into a stiff smile.

Ava smiled wryly. "What's that?"

Now the sweet guy just grinned while scratching the back of his head that did not itch. "T-tea."

"Hahahahahahahahaha!!" All who were there except Ava and Alan immediately laughed out loud until they made their stomachs cramp themselves due to Alan's very unclear behavior.

"Gue thought it was alcohol, so, yes, I was angry because I didn't like it," Alan said frankly, the guy looked at the girl badly.

The one who was stared at was just smiling. Ava felt very anxious to pinch Alan's cheek because at this time the expression and behavior of the man was very adorable.

"Lo remember the time of the Class X welcome camp? There is also something like this, even Rio also misunderstood about it," explained Ava approached Alan. "Today I like to drink tea, because if I want it to make it first and I'm lazy. So I thought about making a bottle of old syrup because I also do not have a plastic bottle. Okay, okay?"

"You're crazy, Lan!"

"Oath this time Alan joked like he was!"

"What a hell Lan, lo?"

"So funny at him!"

"Ouch! Come back, let them talk both."

The four people then immediately left while neutralizing the laughter that did not stop.

Alan nodded slowly. Ava is sure that the guy is currently holding back his embarrassment. Ava hugged Alan. While Alan himself is currently venturing to look at Ava.

"Lo's crying?" ask the guy in front of Ava while trying to distract her.

Ava looks. "Tell Justin to tell you the story. I'm tired of the story twice, where there are two more chapters. And, even then the new half is not all. Plus your behavior is not clear like this."

Alan was ashamed of himself, not knowing why he suddenly became like that. It might be spontaneous and Alan was intent on joking.

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Ava is now in her room, staring at the photos of her friends who were often photographed together. Because all the events that Ava told me about happened in ninth grade.

Alan, Nice, and Justin had been home since an hour ago, while Ana and Agnes were watching tv in the living room.

"Gue hope a miracle comes to you and also comes to me" said Ava slowly. "And I hope someday or someday you can realize my hope." Ava rubbed her phone slowly while shedding tears.

"When that day comes, I will definitely be the happiest girl, that's for sure."

Either the three of them were aware or not. But Ava, Ana, and Agnes from morning had not bathed, until Alan et al. came and went home and they had not taken a bath.

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...What was her first taraweh last night? No exclamation? In the mosque where I have a lot of worship because, right, there has been a little leeway from the government....

...Today is the first fast in the month of Ramadan, hopefully not heavy and can break the fast later. About here there are already supplies for the month of Ramadan?...

...How was his first fast? There's no obstacle and it's smooth, right?...

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...Haha finally Ava's problem has been completely discussed until two chapters....

...Follow the story and do not get bored if you read....

...Don't forget Amin Ava's hope let her be relieved and happy. Okay?...

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...Written on 24 September 2020...

...Posted on 13 April 2021...

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