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Chapter 66 ~ In The Middle Field

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After getting off the bus, Ava immediately ran as fast and fast as possible because the gate was almost closed by Mr. Rifai the school security guard.

"Thank you, Sir!" ava shouted while running without turning her head while already inside the school area.

Mr. Rifai just shook his head. "Based on the children of today."

"Damn!" he said when he saw the ceremony would be held. The eyes of the students there immediately led to Ava who ran through the rear row, right, not polite if passing in front of the line.

After finding his class line Ava immediately stood beside Sapphira with a split breath.

Sapphira only exhaled, astonished at Ava's behavior this time. "Ogeb lo, huh? Could you be late for August 17th?"

Ava was wearing a hat that she was holding. "Yes, I forgot there was a ceremony, because it's, right, also Sunday. I forgot to tell Mommy to be built, Agnes same Ana also did not wake me. They're, right, going first because they know I usually take the bus now" Ava explained, still with a severed breath.

Safira just nodded then faced forward. He was very afraid and worried earlier if Ava did not leave because the sanctions given were not playing games. Students who are sick or late will clean up the entire school.

Ava looked back, precisely towards class X Ips 3 to find Alan's whereabouts, just as she had found Alan suddenly the guy looked back at Ava. Instead of being surprised, Ava even looked back at Alan with longing and sad eyes. But, the next second the girl was facing straight ahead again when she saw Natalie lined up next to Alan.

"Gue misses when you give your hat to me so I don't get punished, I also miss a while ago when I nolongin from kidnappers and me very closely as if you do not want to lose me. I miss everything about you, all about me, and all about us before there was a girl named Natalie who stood in the middle and ruined everything."

"There will be no more warm and soothing embrace from you, there will be no more sweet perfume fragrance from your body, and there will be no more sweet smiles that you just show me."

If only Alan knew that last night Ava cried for hours because of an unrequited longing. It also caused Ava late in school this morning, not to mention Ava had to wear a lot of concealer to cover her puffy and blackened eye bags.

"Your race used to be like rain, torrential. However, a few seconds later I just realized, if as hard as the rain will surely subside as well. If it does not subside means that moment, that day, and that time, the apocalypse approaches the world. To kill all living things on earth and their contents, including you and me."

Hope that today Alan returned to him again will not be granted or even impossible to be granted.

"God, give him back to me. Never once in my mind did he hurt and leave you. I hope you grant my prayers, Lord."

It was Ava's prayer that he said around 02:00 am before he closed his eyes and fell asleep in his sleep.

"Siaaaaaaaaaaaaaap granny!!" the upara leader.

And just then the independence ceremony on August 17 was held solemnly without any obstacles. Everything went well as planned even though the sun was unfriendly this time. Many students and students who complain of heat, not to mention the mandate of the very long ceremonial builder like a deathly sacred bridge.

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After the ceremony is over, all students return to their respective classes to attend, and if they are new they can go home. The atmosphere of the school is very quiet and then the students, there are only a few students who are still silent in the classroom.

Ava had told all her friends to wait in the post security guard only, because of her plan Ava wanted to talk alone with just Alan. Ava's only hope is now one, that there is no Natalie on Alan's side because then Ava is more free to talk.

After waiting for a few minutes at the doorway Alan finally passed by without turning his head, greeting or smiling at Ava, as if it was a prohibition that Alan was haram doing at this time.

After making sure no Natalie followed Alan, Ava immediately ran down the stairs one by one to catch up with Alan before the guy went further and further.

Ana, Safira Agnes, Justin, and Bagus who sat in the security guard post were shocked when they saw Ava chasing Alan in the middle of the field.

When Ana is about to catch up with Alan and Ava, Justin prevents Ana and tells her to stay seated. "No need to follow up, we just sit here and see what happens."

"But that, Ava?!" Ana still stays strong to catch up with Ava.

Justin nodded slowly. "Udah, just let them. Ava needs time to talk to Alan."

After thinking again what Justin said there was a point as well. She had no right to interfere in Ava's affairs, so Ana sat down with her friends as an observer. Because the distance is quite far away so they won't hear what Alan and Ava are talking about.

"Alan!" call Ava when she sees Alan in the middle of the field heading for the parking lot.

Alan did not turn his head or reply, the man still walked normally like he did not hear anything.

"Alan kicked me first! I want to talk to you, Alan!" Ava held onto Alan's right hand tightly, this time she would not let go of Alan before he gave a clear reason and explanation.

Ava was sure after this there would be a reddened hand in the guy's hand. Ava doesn't care about that, the most important thing now is that Ava has to know and Alan has to explain everything.

Ava's eyes glazed over, not knowing why now every Alan was talking it felt like something was stuck and felt tight in his chest.

"Why did you suddenly turn to me? What was my fault for admitting this to me? If I'm wrong, I'll apologize to you, as long as you don't stay in my Alan."

"Gue doesn't need to be clear everything's the same lo, Ava." Alan wants to leave Ava, but once again she blocks Alan's hand.

"But I really need an explanation from you." At that moment Ava's cries instantly broke out there.

Alan groaned in frustration. He was tired and bored. "Lo is too jealous Ava and I can't be free with my life, you're also too curbed whatever I do so I don't want to have to do what you want."

"Gue is tired of Ava when you are spoiled, selfish, controlling, restraint, jealous, and you also often accuse without clear evidence, he said, you always see everything from your own side without wanting to see the other side. Besides, don't you not like gamers' kids?"

Alan's explanation made Ava jerk at once silent for a while. The girl's chest was getting sicker and claustrophobic. Is it really like that? That bad he's in Alan's eyes?

Ava held onto Alan's hands tighter and tighter. "That's me because I love you and don't want to lose you, but if you don't like it I can change my attitude according to what you want. I do not like the same gamers, but somehow if you feel different and I am comfortable near you.  If Natalie is prettier, better, more fun, and more body goals, then I'll do what she does as long as you don't stay with me, Alan."

Unknowingly what Ava is doing right now is like lowering her self-esteem. Yes, the girl begged the person she loved, it's okay that Ava's efforts were successful.

Even though Alan currently looks cruel, but still saw Ava crying because it made him not have the heart. "Gue doesn't need you anymore, Ava, because my curiosity is avenged. I thought, dating you was so fun and memorable, but after I fretted myself it turned out to be very boring."

When Alan said that, Ava's check stretched. The girl was already very weak and wanted to fall, this time Ava needed a crutch, unfortunately the person who during giving strength also gave tremendous pain.

Alan took off Ava's hand from her hand and left. "Sorry Ava, our relationship is here."

When Alan said that Ava's heart felt more and more broken into pieces. Maybe if seen by the naked eye has become dust that flies because it is carried by the wind.

His tears also flowed more and more. God, what's wrong, Ava?

But just walking a few steps, Ava's words managed to stop Alan's footsteps, Again.

"Is it that easy to throw me away after what you've done for me? A month or so we're together. Is it finally this simple? Is this the ending you want? You came just to hurt me and satisfy your curiosity, so are you satisfied now?"

"That moment. Yes, it was the day you shot me at the cafe, you invited all the students who supported our relationship. I want to make everything for me to make me happy. Do you know why I cried that day and looked less happy? When everyone doesn't know and doesn't realize what the hidden code and messages are, I know and am aware of it." Every now and then Ava wipes away her tears that continue to flow relentlessly.

The girl's gaze was blank, like there was no life and happiness implied there. All the happiness that has been built is destroyed and lost.

Ava smiled faintly forced. "Lo's pretty smart about it. You think I don't know what kind of flower you're giving me? It is also a flower that you look at when in the store Pak Makrup. Dianthus caryophyllus flower or can also be called two-color Carnation flower. I know Lan, what the flower means, 'I can't be with you' The girl lowered her head, she was already powerless to look at Alan. The pain has gone too deep this time, but he is still very affectionate and unwilling if Alan leaves.

"At that time I was silent without telling everyone, there was a sense of disappointment of course at that time. But, I'm sure that you just misstated the flowers and didn't mean to go to me."

"When in the store, I slowly knew that you would do what you had planned before, again at that time I removed the negative thoughts and I replaced them with positive pleasant thoughts."

"Always Lan, always. I always talk about other problems when I remember what you've done to me, because that's one way I forget everything and try to patiently deal with it."

Ava poked her lips and looked at Alan's back who was still silent listening to Ava's long confession. The girl did it so Alan changed his mind and went back to her again. The girl was willing to do anything for Alan to make the guy feel comfortable again. Including destroying his pride right in front of Alan.

As loving and as dearest as Ava is to Alan?

"My heart hurts, when you suddenly get stuck with Natalie. Whatever, Lan. Whatever you want I will do, as long as you do not ask me to do awayin lo or ninggalin lo. Of course, I can't because I love you and Alan, and I beg you not to stay with me."

While Alan who had been listening, without feeling his heart was also a little sick to hear Ava say it all. It is undeniable that the guy indeed has a taste for Ava, unfortunately Alan's ego is higher than what he feels today.

Alan turned his head to the right. "But unfortunately that love can't be imposed, Ava." Alan walked away from Ava.

And again the words of Ava made Alan silenced, jerked, and pecking in place.

"But love can also be tried slowly, right? What's wrong with trying first? Don't you feel the same, me? Little, just?"

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...Written on 17 October 2020...

...Posted on 24 April 2021...

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