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"Let's go in and sorry the room's a little messy." Ava opened and let all her friends into the room.
When they first entered the girl's room, the first thing they saw was a large brown teddy bear wearing a navy hoodie. It was Alan's doll and hoodie, all of them there knew it.
When she found out her friends' gazes were pointing at the object, Ava smiled awkwardly while putting the teddy bear into the wardrobe, it should not fit, but she was forced to get into it.
Safira could smile amusedly when she saw Ava put the doll into the closet with great difficulty. Response, Alan? The guy is still mediocre, not feeling special or feeling surprised.
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Alan widened his gaze, everything still remained the same as when he first went to Ava's room to visit the girl as well. Which is different, because of the presence of a small closet between the bookshelf and wardrobe that had made him curious half to death will fill in it. You could say he is still curious now.
"Alan, come on in." Ava said very softly, but unfortunately Alan was still indifferent, the guy even looked the other way.
"That's, whose laptop bag is the same, Va?" A few seconds later Revan gaped in disbelief. "Didn't you and brother Aras have been alone in the room?"
Ava smiled stiffly then looked at Alan who was still standing in the doorway. "Hehe i-iya. But I don't want to just watch Anime! Really, swear!" The girl forms a finger with the letter 'V'.
Sapphira embraced Ava warmly. "Ngapa-ngapain is also not papa. Aren't my beloved friends?" Safira emphasized every word while glaring as if all her friends no one nodding would be instantly finished off by her, it was indeed terrifying for this girl.
"D-yes." Out of fear, so everyone nodded their heads, yes, it was a countdown because Sapphira still wanted Alan to come see Ava.
"Lo abis paints what, Va?" tanya Dino pointed with her chin towards the corner where there were tools and painting materials earlier.
"It's nothing. I was just filling up on free time."
"Yes, I also want to snack on the same drink. Ana come with me." Ana nodded then tailed behind Agnes.
"Gue will help, too, girlfriend!" Justin and Good simultaneously got up and went out of the room.
"Gue too!" exclaim Revan dragged forcibly Safira who had not wanted to leave. "Udah let's go, Rhino!"
Dino glanced at his right and left which no one else had. "Gue as well. Alan, you stay here, Ava." After saying that Dino went past Alan who was still standing in the doorway in his cool-style.
The atmosphere was very awkward, Alan was still in the doorway while Ava was confused on a bad mattress
Basic ogeb! If you want to help me, why do this?! That's what Ava had in mind.
Lousy. Well, if this is what Alan had in mind.
"Gue can sit?" After getting a slow nod from Ava, Alan sat himself on the sofa.
"Why? Curious about the same? How did you keep seeing it from before?" ava asked as Alan continued to look at her small closet.
"Not at all, just a little foreign."
"Lo ... do not follow other friends?"
"Gue trust."
"But, why did you break your promise to, me?"
Ava's question made him hit by a counterattack that he did not expect before, it felt very sharp and pierced the heart in a row. Is this what Ava feels? Wasn't it! It even feels so much different.
"Kok quiet?"
Suddenly Alan's phone rang, it seemed like Goddess Fortuna was on Alan's side so that the guy did not answer Ava's question.
"Well tomorrow you have time?"
"There's."
"Temenin I eat yuk right back home from school?"
"Easy."
"Really, huh?"
"Yes." Yeah."
"Yes bye, yeah."
Tut
Tut
Tut
The connection was immediately cut off from there, Ava certainly could immediately guess who was the person in the room earlier even though she could not hear what Alan chatted with the person.
"Natalie?"
Alan put his flat object in his pocket. "Yes,"
"Is that love the same, is it?"
"Yes." Yeah."
"Lo don't want to lose, is he?"
"Yes." Yeah."
"He has filled your heart completely?"
"Yes." Yeah."
"Aren't there any chances for me?"
This time Alan was silent for a moment, not immediately answering as quickly as before. "Yes." Yeah."
The girl immediately exhaled softly, she deliberately asked that because she did not want the situation to be very awkward, but instead she who felt hurt like this, alone as well. Good thing Ava never believed what Alan said to her, because Ava believed that Alan only loved her.
A few seconds later both Ava and Alan were both equally grateful and able to breathe a sigh of relief as all her friends came carrying various kinds of snacks and drinks. Just so you know that the snacks and food are the ones that Aras, Safira, and Bagus brought earlier. Not capital at all, make them rich.
"Let's eat!"
"Come! Let's eat together!"
"Woi eat free dong woi!"
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"It looks like you two have already let Ava go with the others?" justin told Revan and Dino who sat down in front of him, there was Safira also beside Revan who joined the tour.
Both are equally clumsy is not clear, yes, like a crazy person, the difference they can still think even a little.
"Yes .. I don't want to force Ava's will, because she also likes other guys. Later cape also pursue what should not be ours, slowly I also realize that it even makes Ava uncomfortable and uncomfortable. That's why I've never deletin Ava again either openly or secretly. It's still a good thing I'm considered a friend and can see him at close range rather than nothing."
Dino nodded at Revan's explanation, right, once the guy's mind was normal. "I also like other girls." While saying that the direction Revan looked towards Safira who was sitting beside him.
"Well you look at it, me?"
Revan rubbed the rough face of Safira who glared sinisterly at him. "No! Joking has been very sensational today!"
The four of them laughed. Yeah, well, Justin, Safira, Revan, and Dino.
"Gue likes other girls too."
Sapphira pointed at Dino while narrowing her eyes full of probing. "Don't you say the same, Grandma Lampir?"
"If so, why? I slowly saw him differently."
"Yes, kayak girl is that good? Fascinating, arrogant, fierce, brutal, and stubborn!"
"Don't like to judge people by the cover, because we'll never know what he's really like. The properties that you call earlier are similar to lo. So, what's the difference between you and her?"
"Yes, it's also not good to judge and see people from one side without looking at the other side. Uh but I don't like him, yeah!"
Unknowingly someone was secretly eavesdropping on the conversation of the four of them. That person Ava, who was now silent digesting what Safira had said earlier.
I see only one side, without looking at the other.
On the other side there was also Alan who looked at Ava, the guy also heard it, so .. he also knew what Ava was thinking so that made the girl immediately silent.
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"Ava, we go home first, yeah! We'll see you at school tomorrow! Don't get sick anymore!" shouts Safira waving her hands in the yard of the house.
"Alan, can you stay here first? There's something I want to say" Ava said when Alan was right in the doorway. "The others can go home first."
They all nodded, one by one they started running their bikes to go home.
Agnes and Ana break into the house first and give Alan and Ava space to talk to each other.
"Lo wait here a minute, don't go home first." After saying that, Ava ran up the stairs one by one towards her room.
Alan could see Ava walking towards him carrying a canvas hidden behind the girl's body.
"This I made last afternoon to fill the void of time, and .. I think it's better for you." Producing a beautiful and beautiful painting that he made this afternoon, always with all his heart and all his soul.
There was no sign Alan would accept the painting, so Ava's heart was racing and scared to wait.
Alan didn't really want to accept that, but .. because he knew Ava had worked so hard to make it, he said, so inevitably the guy accepted it and it made Ava's heart relieved and smiled very wide so happy.
"Thanks, Va."
As Alan moved away from there, Ava called out to him again.
"Organ."
The man stopped and turned his head, seeing Ava who was smiling was forced while holding back tears that would soon plunge freely over the cheeks.
"Gue hope you keep it, because you say you are trustworthy, if you don't like it, consider it Natalie who is currently on guard." The girl wiped away her tears that were beginning to flow. "Gue will wait and fight for you. I will never stop until I am tired. I also will not make you accept me again, but .. please allow me to fight as I can."
Alan turned around and looked straight ahead. "Don't cry, Va." Ride the bike and go out of Ava's yard. That's all Alan can say for now. Alan also knows that Ava is sick, even very sick, but if Alan continues everything, he is sure that Ava will be much more sick than this.
"Gue's here always waiting for you, Alan."
There was a sense of happiness when Alan was willing to accept his gift this time without rejection, but there was also a sense of sadness when he realized and knew that Alan was no longer his.
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23:56
Alan who had been sleeping turned up and sat himself down. He can't sleep at all, shut down tomorrow at school, all of a sudden after coming home from Ava his mind is fucked.
The guy stared at a frame with a picture of a crab that Ava made for him that was located on top of a drawer right next to a bad mattress, even then because of force, if not because of Alan's threat, Ava won't do what she tells her to do.
The guy smiled faintly in his heart as he recalled the events of that time, his eyes turning to the corner where there was the signature of Ava and himself.
After that take a painting that Ava made for him that he rested on the wall of the bed. The picture of the crab and the painting are connected to each other, like having its own attachments in it.
Alan's eyes turned soft. "Don't wait, fight, and don't pay attention to me, Ava."
"Because what you do will be in vain later. The longer you lasalin this, you will be more hurt and completely break your heart without being able to be built or open your heart to others. Lo also subconsciously slowly tortures me and forces me to stay the same girl."
"Gue absolutely does not want to be burdened with all this, and I am sure slowly over time.Lo will also forget the same me."
After monologuing, Alan put the painting into a drawer, then took his phone and started playing games until he slowly fell asleep and then headed to dreamland.
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...It was so sleepy, last night I overtime made the second chapter project I am in the land of orange until twelve pm, mana can not sleep because the sound of the tether is loud and interlocking and fighting each other's music. But really cool music and songs, there is even a loud voice that makes me surprised, and fortunately it just passes. Every night in the village I was like a march at night that showed music and their models decorated wagon as beautiful and cool as possible....
...But usually the ones who participate in the race are teenagers or young people, and they have their own teams....
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...Written on 03 November 2020...
...Posted on 03 May 2021...
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