Kean Hanum
Episode twenty

Hanum woke up at two in the morning because of Ibam's fever. From the afternoon, her body temperature was warm. Hanum thought it would subside after being given the medicine and rest. In fact, he had to wake up at night to compress his son.

Panic attacks when Ibam shows symptoms of seizures. With a scared face he came out of the house and knocked on Kean's house to ask for help.

"What's wrong?" Kean was just as panicked when he saw Hanum waking him up at night.

"Hot fever, must be taken to the hospital now."

Kean nodded in agreement, he went back inside the house to pick up the jacket as well as the wallet. Hanum is preparing to take Ibam to the hospital.

"Wait a minute" Kean said. Since it was still night and the possibility of public transportation would be difficult, Kean chose to wake the owner of the contract to borrow a vehicle. No matter how impolite he is to disturb others' rest, circumstances do require it. It's hard to knock on people's doors in the middle of the night. It took a few minutes for the owner of the house to leave.

"What's up, Kang?" ask the owner of the house while fixing the holster on his belly distended.

"Sorry to disturb these nights, Mr. Adi. But Ibam's hot until the seizure, I'd like a vehicle to take him to the hospital." Kean was very hopeful that this person would be kind and believe that he would not bring his vehicle. He just needs it for now, tomorrow morning he'll return it.

"Wait for the real time I'll get the key." Fortunately, the homeowner is happy to give out a loan. The man immediately entered and returned by handing the key to Kean's hand. "Hopefully don't moo in the middle of the road, Kang."

Kean nodded and thanked me. Immediately take out the motor from the house and bring it to the front of Hanum's house. Asking Hanum who was ready and holding Ibam immediately went up.

Kean's mind instantly floated how Hanum's days when facing a situation like this were alone. Without a man who can be his protector and his escape. Without a man he can ask for help when there is an emergency like this. Along the way Kean only thought of it accompanied by guilt. If they were at his parents' house, he wouldn't be able to take a sick Ibam on a motorcycle.

Upon arrival at the hospital, Ibam was immediately taken over by a night watch nurse and taken to the treatment room followed by Hanum while Kean took care of the administration because of the possibility of Ibam having to be hospitalized.

While making the payment Kean stared at the ten million money that had been reduced. Will this be enough for the days ahead. Enough to face the possibilities that will occur? There is always regret when faced with difficult situations. Sorry why not listen to the words of parents who ask him to work in their company. Regretting why you used to think only of hurrah, wild racing, drinking and fun. Why not think about what will happen in the future as well as its preparation. Sometimes when thinking about the future that is thought the results are not a process that will be passed.

After making the payment, Kean approached Hanum who was sitting waiting for Ibam who had received infusion treatment. A mother though looks calm but still can not hide the anxiety on her anank. Several times Hanum let out a long sigh. He looked up as Kean stood beside him touching the side of Ibam's uninfused hand.

"He'll be fine" Kean said giving Hanum some hope.

Hanum nodded, that was his wish but if anything happened to send it it seemed like he was not ready at all.

"Rest, sleep next to him. Let me take care of it" Kean said again.

"Where can I rest. You're the one who rests, sorry that it has disturbed your rest and even troublesome."

Kean shook his head rejecting Hanum's apology saying it had inconvenienced him. "I told you I love Ibam so I don't feel bothered at all." Kean smiled sweetly at Ibam who was asleep. "I'll stay a while."

Hanum nodded letting Kean leave them for a while until Kean returned with a warm drink for himself.

"Let's not get sick." Kean offered a ginger drink that he bought from a stall before the hospital that was still open. He also bought some snacks for Hanum. They sat together on the floor enjoying a snack to prop up the stomach. Until Hanum is seen several times yawn and asked to rest next to Ibam.

***

"Breakfast first!" Kean thrust out the packaged rice he bought while Hanum was still asleep. He hasn't slept since.

"Thank you." Hanum.

"Can be permission, really. It's not good to have your nicotine kept from last night."

Kean did not reply, only smiling while enjoying his breakfast.

"You don't work yourself?" asked Hanum who was enjoying his breakfast as well.

"Fired," Kean replied casually. Since when he worked.

"What ways?" Hanum looked at Kean for a moment.

"Because of singles, one of Ms. Hanum is actually."

Hanum squinted in puzzlement at Kean's accusation.

"If only Ms. Hanum wanted to be married, I would still be working," Kean continued followed by the awkwardness of seeing Hanum's expression. "Handler."

"Why not find another one? The one still single, the one still virgin-"

"Because I just want you. Nothing else, "cut Kean while looking deeply at Hanum and made the woman misbehave.

Hanum cleared his throat, immediately tidying up his eating marks. He went to the toilet to avoid Kean but apparently the man could already guess. He scratched Hanum's wrist that was about to leave.

"Why always avoid?"

***

Amira rereads her health test results. Read a thousand times the result is the same. There is no miracle that changed the writing.

There are actually many ways to have children. One of them uses a synthetic uterine system like those made abroad. Amira thought about it. Not only is the cost quite expensive, but the success of the tool can still be counted as one or two.

He turned his head to the open bathroom door, bringing up Kaif who had just finished taking a bath. Their relationship is only romantic when in need of each other or when dealing with their respective extended families. Sometimes they are like strangers. Rarely look at each other.

"Are we going to be like this keep Kaif?" Amira asked and approached her husband. Start picking and choosing clothes. He started to think that his marriage could not continue like this. The way she wanted to marry Kaif used to be wrong, but it still seems to be beyond repair.

"What do you expect?" Kaif asked back while wearing the clothes that Amira gave her.

"I know you're still hoping for Hanum. You often even mention his name at the height of the release. I'm trying to understand that but if you think you can go back to him is that possible?" Amira helps to fix her husband's clothes. The shirt Kaif wore.

"I don't want to talk about this" Kaif said, turning her face away. What Amira said was true. He sometimes forgets when dealing with his wife. Sometimes it was Hanum.

"This has to be discussed. We need to find a solution for our marriage. We can't pretend to be in front of them. There was a point where I felt tired. I'm sure you are too." Amira looks at her husband hoping Kaif will give her love even if it's a little.

"The way is that you should get pregnant. There should be a child among us" Kaif replied coldly.