
Hanum's steps stopped at a bridge. There he saw a water scroll beneath him. So soothing. But looking at the cruelty of the world, he had time to think if this was the best way. He closed his eyes and looked up at the sky.
"Hey don't!" shouted a woman who ran towards Hanum and pulled him from the bridge barrier. He thinks Hanum will jump down there. "Whatever your problem is, suicide isn't the right solution, son."
Hanum looked at the woman who was holding her shoulder. "But the world is so cruel to me, ma'am." Hanum's tears fell right then and there.
Mother had not said any words she just let Hanum cry in front of her. As the crying began to subside, he held out a bottle of mineral water.
"Still sealed. God is safe."
Hanum nodded and accepted it.
"Want me to drive home?" haggard the woman.
Hanum shook his head, "I have nowhere to go, Mom."
The woman looked pityfully at Hanum. He was young but looked frustrated.
"Then for a while you go home to where I used to want to be? Than you hanging on a road like this. My house is not far from here, it's in the alley there."
Hanum turned to the direction the woman pointed at. He nodded and decided to come.
"This place is a place to stop for anyone," said the mother who is already known by her name Rukoyya, "you can stay as long as you want. God is safe here."
"It's some kind of pesantren?" hanum asked still by following Rukoyya's footsteps. His eyes scanned the surroundings.
"Yes simple pesantren. In this place many children are abandoned by their parents. Whether it's because he died or because he couldn't afford to finance."
"Then the living expenses of those who live here from whom?"
"In addition there are generous people who set aside their wealth for them. We also manage the natural resources that exist. The rice paddies in the back belong to my husband. Thank God the result is enough." Rukoyya continued walking carrying Hanum to a room. "This room is for you to rest, sorry little but I hope you're comfortable."
After saying thank you, Hanum walked in and sat down on a simple bed. He looked at a room that was much different from his room at home. He believes that by being here he can get back to life. He realized one thing, not just himself who was currently getting an exam. Here there are many children who don't even know what their parents look like.
In a new place Hanum slowly rises to rebuild a dream that was not seen yesterday. In addition to stopping, he also helped care for small children who could not be independent. At once he learned about the science of religion that all this time he only knew the basics.
One week there his heart began to calm down. The smile on his lips began to look again. He and his family never spoke again. I don't know what they are like now. Either the father is looking for it or just happy because the person who is considered a burden now does not exist.
***
Almost every day Bimo and Leela come to the hospital to see Kean. Although it was already the tenth day and their child had not yet regained consciousness, the hope in the heart had never been extinguished.
Occasionally Andra and his wife also come to visit or take turns waiting for Kean who has not woke up from the roar.
"Where, Doc?" ask Bimo.
"We're still trying, Mr. Bimo, Ms. Leela. Pray that our efforts will bear fruit and that your son can return to his arms" replied the doctor who handled Kean.
"What can we do, Doc, to help?" ask Leela.
"Pray," the doctor replied smilingly, "don't break up praying, Mom. A mother's prayers and love are amazing. May the patient feel the warmth of prayer from the mother who loves him very much. Excuse me first."
Leela sat down while leaning back. "Pi, what is this because of mami's prayer. Mami wants him back in our arms like when he was a kid. That's why God caused this calamity to bring her back" Leela said sobbing and feeling guilty.
Kean's case is still being investigated by the police. According to witnesses, Kean may have been robbed. Because when they found him, Kean was already in a state of being bent over the sidewalk with blood drenched from the back of the head. Another thing that supports their assumption is the discovery of bruises on the cheeks and torn wounds around the eyebrows. Even with Kean's identity and possessions that are not in the right place.
The police have been combing the places that Kean had been to. Kean was last seen visiting the hotel that was used as the reception place of Amara and Kaif. He came because his family was invited. Not using the same car as both parents. He chose to use a motorcycle trile that has become his trademark.
When residents found Kean, he was three kilometers away from the hotel.
"Pi, what's Kean? There is good news" asked Andra who took the time to visit her sister.
Not yet Bimo replied, he saw the panic of the doctor who handled his son in the ICU room.
"Dok, what's wrong?" Bimo stopped the doctor.
"Sorry, it's an emergency."
Lemas was already Leela's leg when she heard the doctor's words. This will be the end of her son. For almost two hours they waited for news from inside. The heart is restless, the mind is distant, sitting can never be calm.
If you can, Leela wants to break through that closed door. Unfortunately he could only recite as many prayers as possible.
When the door of the room opened and showed the tired face of the doctor. They approached him immediately.
"Where, Doc?" ask Andra.
"Good news, Mr. Andra, the patient is awake."
"Continue?" ask Leela.
"Yes, it did drop, but maybe it was a step for him to come back. Miss Leela, your prayers are so wonderful."
"We can see him?" still said Leela.
"The patient is still in his adjustment stage. If the condition has improved, it can be moved to the nursery. There you can all just see him."
The doctor said good news after delivering the happy news. The Bimo family was still waiting there. Not cape, not no need to rest but they want to make sure and see for themselves the state of Kean.
At three o'clock in the afternoon Kean was transferred to the ward that had been prepared by his father. Of course Bimo took out a nursing room that had the best facilities. VVIPS. No matter out costs a lot that is important Kean must get maximum care.
"Mommy?" kean said slowly as he began to become aware of the effects of the drug.
"Mommy's here, honey." Lovingly, Leela rubbed the child's hand.
"I'm sorry. Again I made my mother's tears fall." Kean's hand rubbed the clear fur that ran down the mother's cheek.
"Without asking, son. Rest, mommy's always here."
Leela turned to Bimo who nodded. So also with Andra who chose to go home after seeing the circumstances of his sister.
Kean closed his eyes again due to the influence of drugs while Leela and Bimo chose to rest on the available sofa.
Their rest was not so long as Kean shouted because of the foot that could not be moved. Doctor Kean said he was paralyzed.