
After pondering for quite a while, Hanum decided to leave the house. He brought enough clothes but his identity would certainly not be left behind.
When just getting out of the room and passing through the kitchen, his hand was pulled by Kaif until now her position was like hugging.
"Deliver!"
"No, you're leaving this house?"
"It's none of your business. Take off or I scream?"
"What is such a thing as an escape from your broken heart?" tanya Kaif has not let go of her embrace even though Hanum is struggling.
Not out of his mind, Hanum raises his knee to hit Kaif's weapon. Automatically it makes Kaif release herself. Without looking again Hanum left his former lover who is now his sister-in-law.
The first place Hanum went to was the hospital. Yesterday he had a pretty hard beating on the back of the head of the perpetrator. When seriously injured, the hospital is the man's escape. In addition, he will also conduct a visa for evidence of police reports.
"Sorry, Ma'am. There were a lot of patients who were brought here and suffered back injuries. Maybe I can tell you what the patient's name is so that we can easily help you," the officer answered Hanum's question.
Unsatisfied with the information, he simply nodded and then went to see a doctor who had previously made an appointment. After the result of the visa went outside, he immediately made a report to the police.
At the same time, his parents came there. Hanum just hugged his mother. With his father he was so stiff.
Hanum's report began to be processed. They immediately checked the scene. But they found a dead end. At the scene they found no evidence. The place is clean even just to find fingerprints.
"It's impossible sir. Didn't you find my fingerprints, too?"
"I'm sorry, it seems like your case was done by a person who did have a detailed plan. It looks like he's already taken this into account" one of the police officers said.
"Cctvs?" ask Ali.
"Sorry, Sir. In the Cctv we don't see anyone suspicious either."
"No way," Hanum murmured in disbelief.
Police said they would provide news if they found further evidence. Hanum and his parents returned home. It was not the calmness that he got, again he had to look at the scene that added to the wound to his feelings. If it continues like this, when will it heal. As he said he would always get a sprinkling of salt on the wound.
Not to mention the attitude of the father who seemed to not believe in him. The thing that people always care about is self-esteem and family good name. So the big decision Hanum made. He will come out of this family so that his father does not feel burdened by his existence.
The room has always been the most comfortable place today. He only met his family while gathering at the dinner table. All the activities he did in the room.
There was something different about Hanum's body this morning. He felt like he was not okay. Since yesterday he felt his head glistening plus the stomach feels great even though the urination is still smooth.
He thinks that this is the effect of stress that triggers stomach acid back up. But when he realized this was the tenth day after the incident, he became doubtful. Is this true because stomach acid, or in his womb has grown into a generation of himself.
Jesus, no! Please do not attend.
Virdha hears a report from her domestic assistant saying that Hanum has been nauseous since yesterday. He also approached the child who was now more comfortable in the room.
"Nom?"
The wanted one is standing in front of the washbasin.
"No, I'm fine. Maybe this is a stress effect," said Hanum while rubbing his face using a towel.
"But mama was worried. To the doctor."
"Ma?"
"Nom? Whatever the outcome, my mother will accept. You're still mama's boy. Nothing has changed. Everything that happens to you is not the will you want. Don't be afraid of it."
Hanum sighed unable to resist anymore. He goes to the hospital with Virdha. Seconds seemed to run slowly for Hanum and his mother who was waiting for the results of the examination from the obstetrician.
The doctor's smile in front of them really did not make themselves calm.
"Congratulations, Miss Virdha, you will be a grandmother. The result is positive."
It was not a happy smile that came out at that time, but a sad face because all the future of Hanum was no longer left.
"There's a mama, honey," said Virdha embracing and calming the child.
When Virdha received it with a chest of air, Ali showed the opposite attitude.
"Evocate!" ali said when told the state of his daughter by Virdha.
"Pa, this is going to make Hanum suffer even more" Virdha argued disapprovingly.
"Papa didn't want to see him suffer. Do you think with the presence of children who are not clear the father will have a good impact? Think that! Our good name, Hanum's future. If she is not pregnant she can still move freely wherever she wants but if pregnant, she will only be more confined in the room. Hanum, put it away."
Now Hanum is at a crossroads that presents himself with a dilemma. True said the father but he is also not a human being. What should be the misfortune experienced by him also experienced by his prospective children. Where the human candidate is not given the opportunity to see the cruel world.
His father urged Hanum to abort. But after careful thought Hanum decided to let the child grow and be born. The future nobody knows but God. Today's test can be a gift in the future.
"Don't be stupid Hanum. He will only be an obstacle for you. You will lose your future. There's no way Mr. Bimo's family would accept you with that obscure child."
"Why would you match me? No pa. I'm not getting married to anyone. About this kid papa don't have to worry about Hanum taking care of him and raising him himself."
"But he'll be the disgrace of this family." Ali was convinced by this, while Virdha disagreed with her husband's decision.
"Is that?" hanum asked, "Papa won't see me." He went into the room.
"Hanum! Hanum," cried Ali who was not touched by his son.
"I don't understand the way you think, Pa," said Virdha, who was following her daughter but the door to Hanum's room was closed.
The decision was carefully thought out by Hanum until he finally decided to leave his family. He was no longer comfortable there.
It was almost dawn when he decided to leave the house. He went to the station and began to leave the city where he had been growing.
Arriving at the destination city, Hanum immediately makes a withdrawal to avoid his family. He made quite a lot of withdrawals so that the existence is not easily tracked. I don't know where he's headed now. His heart just followed the footsteps.
From the pocket of the jacket worn, Hanum took out a hand watch left by the perpetrator that was not handed over to the police. It is just a cheap watch, if it is an expensive watch it will be easy to trace who the owner is.