Laweyan Shoulder Woman
Chapters 104. LIFE OF DITA
What Dita fears seems to be a reality, because it turns out Madame Sekar has indeed planned an arranged marriage with someone and it can be ascertained when her parents are chatting in the next room.
"We'd better say what we're gonna do after this, ma'am. We can't keep this from him."
Mr. Handoko felt bad to continue to hurt his son. He knew his daughter was not well. But not with his wife who is already feeling uncomfortable with the words of those around him.
"Leave it, sir. We don't know if Dita will agree or run away."
It turns out that Mrs Sekar's attitude has not changed. Therefore he let his wife's wishes run according to his heart. It seems he can't do much this time either.
"What should I do?" guman Dita from behind the wall.
Feeling that he cannot control his heart, he prefers to return to the room immediately. The tightness filled his chest cavity this time. Her tears were no longer held back. He wanted to scream, so that the burden on his heart could be lost. However, he still maintained his sanity at this moment.
If he acts rashly, it can be ascertained if the rules he gets are actually more and more. Whatever he does will be wrong in the eyes of his parents. Somehow Dita felt if her life destiny felt very unfair.
Dita did not think about what her parents thought. If Dita could choose, if Dita had another brother, maybe she could ask him for help. Or maybe something like this isn't going to happen. But the truth is not so.
"Maybe this is what I'm afraid of. Finally happened ..." said Dita with a slice.
"Then what should I do?"
I saw her reflection in front of the mirror. He saw exactly what was wrong with him. Why is there always a disaster that accompanies his life steps. It even affects the lives of those around them.
Dita rubbed his shoulder all the way, somehow he could not see the birthmark attached to his shoulder.
"Is my body like this capable of inviting subtle beings to always approach her? But why should I?"
One of Dita's hands stroked her bare shoulders, as if she was beginning to get answers to everything that happened in her life.
Dita already felt another alarm in her body. Not wanting to go deeper, Dita prefers to turn her attention to her mobile phone.
Eventually, Dita spends her time surfing the Maya world. Dita busied herself by reading articles about the oddities that occur in women her age and almost have a birthmark like her.
Even a word that makes him reluctant to remarry is also written in a search. There are a lot of articles out there.
The article put him in a bad condition. There was even a doubt about what he was doing all this time and what things he should not be doing.
Dita squeezed her temple hard. But at the moment he has not been able to sort out which is best for him and is not. Dita still feels bad about all this. If Bhishma were still there, maybe he could share his story with her.
However, the truth was that he was currently alone in a quiet room. In her solitude, Dita feels very long for the presence of Rani who is usually chatty and likes to warm the atmosphere.
"What's Rani doing right now, huh?"
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Rani's House.
Rani's previous life was fine now a little different, especially when she was not with Dita anymore. Since then, he has even dropped out of college.
"Mom, the food is ready, I go to work first" he said, saying goodbye.
Rani put a bowl on the table with a glass of drink as well as some medicine. His mother gave no other response except a blank stare.
Since his father died, he has been the backbone of his family. The high cost of living has now strangled him. Not to mention his mother who became sickly increasingly added to the burden of his life.