Laweyan Shoulder Woman
Chapters 30. SORRY I HAD TO GO
Dita's cry can't be dammed anymore at this time. Her cries broke when she saw Juna's increasingly apprehensive body.
Breezy wind that blows through the window of Juna's room as if hinting that Dita immediately cut off her engagement plan with Juna.
Holding Juna's hand, he stared at the owner of the sweet smile. Although Dita does not love Juna, but the memory of meeting with Juna some time ago can not be removed just like that. Moreover, the shady gaze of Juna once made Dita dream of the young man.
"Juna, wake up ...."
There was the sound of the woman he missed. From her subconscious, Juna began to feel pain all over her body. He wanted to get up but his body was held back by something invisible.
"Why is my body hurting so much" Juna said.
Dita took the holy book of the Qur'an and began to teach. Dita's voice is indeed able to make anyone who hears it become full and calm. The atmosphere of the house that was originally uncomfortable and full of dark aura is now starting to look brighter.
Juna's body felt lighter. Now he could open both eyes, but he was too weak to move. The first sight she saw was the face of the girl she missed, Anindita.
"Di-dita ..." said Juna lirih, but Dita was able to hear it.
Dita ended reading the Qur'an and then closed her teaching activities. He put the holy book of the Qur'an on the bookshelf, then he grabbed Juna's hand.
"You're a wean?"
Juna blinked his eyes. He wanted to say something but his breath was still blocked. Dita who knows if Juna thirsty immediately take drinking water for him, before he gives the water does not forget Dita blowing prayers in the water.
Perhaps Juna could not sit or get up, so he helped Juna to lean his body on Dita's shoulder. It was enough to help Juna to drink easily.
"Where is it good?"
Juna smiled and nodded.
"Alhamdulillah you finally awaken, hopefully after this you will be fine Juna."
Juna was confused by the condition of his body. As he remembered, he only slept for a while and then he did not wake up. However, in every dream, Juna was always with Dita.
"Come, but I apologize if everything that happened to you because you were close to me. With this I also want to say that we'd better cancel our engagement."
Deg.
Of course Juna did not accept the unilateral decision from Dita. He felt he had never done anything wrong at this moment, but Dita ruthlessly broke off their engagement plans.
"W-what's my fault Dita? Why don't you give me a chance."
"Juna, I'm really sorry to you about this. I don't dislike you but I'm just afraid that if you get close to me then bad things will threaten your soul even more."
Juna's soft eyes let out tears. He was crying in silence.
"This is how it feels to love but must be broken before I feel happy" said Juna lirih.
Juna's chest felt rumbling, hot, sick, tight as one in the soul. Juna could not hide his sadness at that moment. It's better if it's not with Dita.
Dita who knew it was much more painful, but she could do nothing more. He prefers if Juna can live happier if not with him. Dita does not want if Juna m*ti like her husband Vishnu who died without a clear cause.
"I'm sorry Juna, I think this is so much more than anything you don't know yet."
"Please, Dita don't go away from me, I really love you .." she said softly.
"Sorry ...." Dita's breath was equally choked.
He could feel the pain far beyond the pain Juna received. However, Dita did not want to say anything else that would hurt Juna more deeply.
"You better heal first, then we'll talk about something else."
"Alright if it makes you much better, thank you Dita, for waking me up in my bed."
Sayup-sayup heard the voice of Adhan, Madam Sinta who had been waiting for Dita outside the room Juna could feel the sadness of her son, but she could not defend Juna. Although actually Madam Sinta also likes Dita's personality, but it seems that fate does not allow them together.