Let Me Still Love You

Let Me Still Love You
The hug


Rey returned to the room after she finished ordering the food. When he got to the door, he faintly heard the voice of someone singing, and the voice came from Rey and Bella's room.


Rey opened the door using a room card. When she was inside, Bella was sitting looking out the window and staring at the rain that was still pouring down on the earth. Rey stood to see Bella who was still focused on staring at the rain water and by singing a song.


It was clear that his voice was melodious in singing the song. Temple by verse in his singing, like very deep into the song.


Bella sings while looking out the window. Due to the heavy rain, Bella did not realize that Rey was behind her earlier, and saw her singing the song.


"This isn't the song I heard from his headphones on the plane. Why does he like this song so much?“ inner Rey while walking towards Bella.


“Bella," call Rey while patting Bella's shoulder. Bella was aghast because suddenly someone patted her on the shoulder.


“You surprised me, Rey! Where'd you come in from? why don't I hear the door open? And why are you walking around noiseless?“ bella asked astonishedly who saw Rey already beside her.


“You were too busy singing, so didn't hear when I came in,“


“And do you think my legs can talk, so I walk in a voice. You're just there!" Rey ruffled Bella's hair. Bella was just speechless with Rey's attitude that suddenly changed like that to her.


“Did you like that song so much?“ ask Rey. Bella frowned.


“The song you just sang earlier,“ connect again because it sees Bella like confusion.


“Ooo ..“ Bella rounded her lips.


“The lyrics seem to understand the contents of my heart tonight, then I really like her,“ said Bella who made Rey turn to her.


“You mean?“


“Have forgotten it! Where's the food you bought earlier, I'm so hungry,“ Bella held her stomach and switched the conversation.


“Oiya I forgot, let's eat first!“ Rey gives the food to Bella.


Rey and Bella are enjoying their food, Bella looks very greedy eating the food, maybe she is hungry to the point that Bella does not care how her face at this time. Rey smiled at Bella who was eating like that. According to Rey, Bella looks very adorable when focusing on eating.


“Can you slow down a little, no one will take your food!“ said Rey who saw Bella choking. Rey gave the wife some drinking water.


“I just want to get rid of my sadness.“ Bella said unconsciously.


"Jeez ... Why do I get so sick like this? maybe it's because I'm having PMS, so I can't control my emotions. What if Rey suspects?“ bella's murmuring in the heart.


“Are you sad? what makes you sad?“ ask Rey.


“Ehmm .. I mean, I just want to get rid of my stomach ache just because of hunger.“ Bella answered nervously.


“Ya already, quickly run out of your food!“


[R e y POV]


Exactly what he has been experiencing all this time. Why does he always say such words? The first time he said "Don't go for a vacation, I can just eat enough." He doesn't have enough money to eat.


Both times he said, "It's been a long time to go to Spain, but only now has his dream come true." If he didn't have money, why would he go to an elite school?


The third time he said, "If there is no rain accompanied by lightning, how can I cry without being heard by others?" does she cry alone often?


After that he said ‘"The lyrics of the song seemed to understand what I was feeling tonight, which is why I liked him so much." What makes her happy tonight?


Wasn't he known as a jolly figure? why is he now a pathetic person like this? Have I misjudged her all this time?


***


Rey looked at Bella's face with sadness. Bella who was noticed also felt uncomfortable.


“Rey, why are you looking at me like that?“ ask Bella.


“Is there something wrong with my face?“ continue it again. Rey shook her head.


“So, is there rice stuck on my lips?“ Bella rubbed her face with her hands. Rey laughed instead.


“You eat like a child only, adorable once,“ Rey pinches softly Bella's nose. Bella was speechless at what Rey had just said to her.


"What say? I'm adorable. What's been going on with Rey lately, is she having a fever? It's possible that she's having a fever so the ice on her head is melting, Bella's inner“.


“Are you done eating?“ ask Rey. Bella just nodded.


“Yes already, get this done! after that we sleep.“ Bella said Rey's words.


***


After finishing cleaning the place they just used to eat. Bella walks into the bathroom to brush her teeth and wash her face before going to bed. After that, he came out of the bathroom.


“Rey, don't you want to go to the bathroom first?“ ask Bella who just came out of the bathroom with a wet face. Rey nodded and walked towards the bathroom.


***


“What are you doing there?“ rey asks who just came out of the bathroom, and sees Bella lying on the couch.


“I'm going to sleep, Rey.“


“Why did you sleep there?“


“If you don't sleep here, I want to sleep where else, outside so?“


“Come on, sleep with me! Did I tell you to sleep on the couch tonight?“ Bella just silently listened to the words that came out of Rey's mouth.


“Hey, why are you still quiet? You want me to tell you to sleep outside?“


“Ti–no Rey, yes I will there,“ Bella woke up from her sleep towards Rey.


“Sleep next to me!“ Rey patted the place next to her, Bella complied. Bella fell asleep, looking down on Rey. Not long after, Bella felt something curling around her waist, it turned out to be Rey's hand.


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“Let me hug you like this!“ Bella is confused as to what to do. She is eager to refuse, but Rey's embrace warms her body, which makes her unable to resist.


“Tap here!“ Rey's orders. With hesitation Bella turned her body to face Rey. Rey hugged Bella very tightly, Bella buried her face in the chest of her husband's field, then fell asleep.


“Good sleep, Bella.“ Rey kissed Bella's head, then fell asleep while still hugging the woman.