Let Me Still Love You
Is this what it feels like to be hurt?

.“Why, Bu?” ask Rey. He scrunched his forehead.

“You still ask why, after what you've done to Bella!” cetus ma'am Shinta. Rey immediately shut up.

“Who told his mother?” roy's Mumam.

“Quick divorce Bella! I don't want her getting hurt because of what you did,”

“No ma'am, Rey won't divorce Bella,”

“Why? So you can torture her again?”

“No, Mom!”

“So why do you keep Bella, if you prefer your affair?”

“Bu, Rey can clear–”

“There's nothing you need to explain anymore, I'm disappointed in you Rey,” Rey looks at her mom with a sad look. Today, the world is so painful for him. Without him realizing it, he had hurt 2 very meaningful women in his life.

“Mother, please .. Rey does not want to divorce Bella, Ma'am,” Rey kneels in front of her mother.

“Why? Are you saying that you love her?” said Ms. Shinta with a voice that was quite loud. Rey nodded slowly.

“Hahaha .. do you think mom will believe? In fact, even the striped-nose man did not believe what you said,” Bu Shinta laughed disdainfully. Mike was holding his laugh back there. Mike pityes his best friend, but if he becomes his mother, Mike will do the same.

“If you really love her, you won't hurt her repeatedly,”

“Bu,” Suddenly the door of the room opened revealing a woman with lips that look pale. Their eyes were focused on the woman.

“Bella,” Bu Shinta looked at Bella with a sad look.

“Darling, why are you kneeling like this?” bella asked as she walked over to Rey, and helped the man to stand up. Rey looked at Bella a little confused. Bella's face was very pale, and her body was limp.

“Bella, why are you still nice to this jerk guy?” ms. Shinta said as she stared intently at Rey. Rey was shocked by the words that came out of her mother's mouth. Even his own mother said that he was a jerk.

“Bu .. Rey's Bella's husband, of course Bella should be nice to her. Aren't you, darling?” bella said with a smile towards Rey. Rey replied with a nod of her head. Rey doesn't understand what's going on.

Bella grabbed Rey by the arm and walked over to Shinta's mother.

“Bu .. Rey and Bella are fine, there's nothing for you to worry about,” Bella said as she clasped Shinta's hand tightly.

“Quite Bella, don't cover up Rey's mistakes again! It's clear that he's guilty!” cetus ma'am Shinta. Bella was surprised to hear Shinta's reply. Shinta never spoke like that to her. Shinta always said softly to Bella.

“Bu, nothing Bella cover-up. In a household, there must always be a problem, right, Mom? And at this time, Bella with Rey can still solve our problems in a good way, I don't need to worry, yes,” said Bella.

“Already, now mom just rest, yeah! Don't think about Rey and Bella! Don't overload your mind with our problems! Bella went back to Bella's room first yes ma'am, later Bella came back here again, to visit mom. Good night, Mother.” Bella kissed Shinta's forehead and immediately walked out towards her room.

“Bella ... thanks.” Rey said while still looking into Bella's eyes, but Bella did not want to see Rey's face at all.

“Hah, did I not hear wrong? You're thanking a killer? or rather, you are grateful to the man who almost killed you,” Bella said as she folded her arms in front of her chest.

“Bella .. I'm sorry. I know I'm wrong, I shouldn't accuse you like that,” Rey said, holding Bella's hand, but Bella pulled him back.

“After everything happened, you just admitted your mistake?”

“I beg ... forgive me Bella ...”

“No, Rey! I can no longer trust your words. You always promise, but you always break your promise. You're always apologizing, but you're still repeating the same mistake. I'm tired of Rey, I'm tired of having to keep going like this. Do you think I'm someone who has no heart and no feelings? You don't know what it's like to be hurt by someone you love, because you can only hurt the heart of someone who loves you,” Tears that have been pounding in her eyes, now it's flowing down the woman's cheeks.

Rey felt a very deep pain in her heart, when she saw the woman before her crying.

“Remember Rey, I helped you because thinking about your condition, I don't want your illness to get worse. So, don't think too far! Excuse me first!” bella said as she walked leaving Rey who was staring at her departure. Bella walks with a giant step. His head felt very heavy, but still he forced it back to his room.

“What does it feel like to be hurt by our loved ones? Even just hearing such words alone was already very piercing, let alone reaching the side? I'm sorry Bella, I'm sorry. I will fight until you can forgive me,” Rey murmured inwardly.

Suddenly someone called out to him from behind.

“Rey,” Hear his name on the call, make Rey wake up from his daydream, and immediately look for the origin of the sound.

When Rey looked back, it was seen that bi Siti was already standing there.

“Iya, Bi. What's up, Bi?” ask Rey.

“Sorry Rey, this is all aunt's fault. Because aunt, mother so like this,” said bi Siti while bowing her head.

“Why does aunty talk like that? What did aunt do?”

“So while at home, Ira called her aunt and told her about what happened to Rey and Bella. Aunty didn't know that mom was behind aunt and eavesdropped on our conversation. After hearing that, the mother's asthma instantly relapsed, and the mother fell unconscious. Aunty apologizes, Kid Rey,” bi Siti is still down.

“Already, Bi! this is also Rey's fault. It's better now that auntie's back in mom's room, pity mom nobody's guarding. Rey will be there later, after meeting Bella.” Rey. Bi siti just nodded and went straight back to the room where Rey's mother was treated.

***

After bi Siti left, now Lily is the one who came to see Rey. They finally sat in front of Rey's mother's room in the care.

“Do you not suspect, why Bella was suddenly there?” ask Lily. Rey said Lily's words.

“At the time you spoke to her, Bella was already conscious, but she was deliberately pretending to be asleep. When you got a phone call and hurriedly left, bi Ira recounted the incident when he called bi Siti. Bella immediately told us to call the doctor, and forced the doctor to remove the imfus from her hand, and went straight to see you. And after that, you already know what happened, right?” lily explained. Rey also nodded.

Rey feels guilty for Bella. How could he hurt a woman that well?