Let Me Still Love You
Bitter reality

That morning Bella woke up from her sleep, and saw the clock was right at 08 am. His stomach hurts because he last had lunch yesterday, the food that was ordered by Rey yesterday was only enough to eat once.

Bella wakes up from her sleep to the bathroom. After nearly 25 minutes, Bella has completed her bathing ritual. Bella intends to clean her house, but she hears the sound of a car entering the yard of the house.

"It must be Rey." Inner Bella. Bella stepped out to open the door.

"Kye ...." Call Bella as if in disbelief, because the one that came was her best friend. Bella immediately hugged Kia tightly, without finding out where Kia came from, and with whom her best friend came. Her tears suddenly sagged, either because of her deep longing for her best friend, or maybe because of the sadness she was experiencing now.

"Kia .. I miss you. It's been a long time since we've met" said Bella Lirih while still hugging Kia. Kia was still silent not flinching, she did not intend to return Bella's embrace at all.

"Ekhem," Rey cleared her throat when she saw Bella hugging Kia while crying. Hearing the voice of someone he recognized, Bella immediately took off her embrace from Kia, and immediately looked towards Rey.

"Rey, are you home?" bella asked while removing the remains of her tears.

"Are your eyes blind?" ketus Rey who made Bella almost just escaped her tears, but still she held it because she did not want to look weak.

"Ehmm .. Yes sorry, Rey." Bella said while looking down.

"Oiya Rey, it just so happens that Kia is here. You two haven't seen each other in a long time, have you?" bella said as she pointed at Kia and Rey in turn. Bella remembers when she was in high school, Rey and Kia were dating.

Rey walks up to Kia and embraces her waist to get closer to her, not even kissing Kia's cheek in front of Bella.

Bella gasped at what Rey was doing with her best friend.

"Who says we haven't seen each other in a long time, even last night I slept in his apartment. Kia's my girlfriend, and I brought her here" said Rey, who kissed Kia's cheek again. Kia smiled triumphantly, she was very happy to make Bella even more tormented.

"This is just the beginning of Bella, you just wait for the play date!" mummified Kia.

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"I just cried happily because I could see my best friend, and now that cry will turn into a wound, because I know that my best friend is my husband's girlfriend. I didn't think they were still together after all this time. Well, then, maybe I'm still not really hurt, because Rey and I have nothing to do. But ... is different now. Right now I'm Rey's wife, but why can't Rey still be mine ..."

"...heard Rey had a boyfriend only my heart ached. Especially now that I know that her boyfriend is my best friend." Inner Bella while holding back the tightness that hit her heart.

"Bring this suitcase upstairs! From today on, Kia will stay here with me" Rey exclaimed as she carried Kia into the house.

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"Seeing you're still together has made me feel so hurt and betrayed. Two people betrayed me, my husband and my best friend. Especially now that they will live together in this house, O God .. strong is my heart." Inner Bella grimaced.

"Wait Rey!" call Bella. Rey and Kia looked back to face him.

"What's wrong? you disagree with my decision? if so, you can get out of here!" cetus Rey's.

"Not Rey," Bella cracked Rey's statement while shaking her head.

"That's Rey .. um did you buy food for me? I'm so hungry. The food you ordered yesterday was just enough for one meal, and now I haven't eaten at all" Bella said with a face that was parched while holding her stomach.

Rey looked at Bella with a sad look. I don't know why her heart hurts to see Bella like that. But before that, he was already tepis strange thinking, and again put on a face full of anger.

"Take the groceries from my car! From now on, you have to cook for us" Rey ordered.

"Rey, do you think I'm that weak? You can see how tough I am." Inner Bella with a smile is looking at Rey's back who still embraces Kia, even though she holds back her tears.

***

Inside the room, Rey and Kia immediately lay their bodies right on the bed. Suddenly there was a knock coming from the door of his room.

Tok ... tok ....

"Rey, here's the suitcase!" call Bella while knocking on Rey's door. Before long the door opened, Rey looked annoyed at Bella's face.

"This is Rey Kia's suitcase" exclaimed Bella as she handed the suitcase to Rey. Rey takes the suitcase and is about to close the door, but she uncovers her intentions when Bella calls her.

"Rey ...." Rey turned her head towards the origin of the voice and stared intently at the woman.

"Happy fun. Excuse me first! day ...." Bella smiled as she waved her hand towards Rey, and went straight down. Rey is still confused by what she heard from Bella's mouth. He was still staring at Bella's back, before the end of her was nowhere to be seen again.

"What's on that stupid woman's mind? Not only was he not angry to see me bring another woman home, let alone say that we would stay here. No angry reaction at all, and now instead tell me to have fun." Rey's increasingly confused mind saw Bella's behavior.

***

Bella is cooking in the kitchen, while Rey and Kia are still in the room. I don't know what they're doing in the room, Bella doesn't know.

After cooking and preparing it at the dinner table. Bella walks up the stairs, intending to call Rey as well as Kia.

Tok ... tok ....

"Rey ... Krs ...." Call Bella while knocking on the room door, but there is no sound from inside.

"Rey ... Kia .. The food is done. Come downstairs to eat!" Bella tried calling him again. Suddenly the door opened and revealed Kia who was wearing sleeping pajamas, and with slightly messy hair.

"Where's Rey?" ask Bella flat. Although it felt like he wanted to slap the woman in front of him, but he still held it.

"Rey is taking a shower" Kia said as she tidied up her slightly messy hair.

"Yes, I came here just to call you to eat. The food is done, I'll wait at the dinner table!" Exclaimed Bella as she passed away leaving Kia.

"You feel how she feels betrayed by the person you love so much, Bella. I'll make you suffer even more, you'll see, Bella!" Said Kia inwardly while smiling triumphantly.

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Oh my god .. What are they doing in the afternoon? my heart hurts so much to see her, Rey. Have you never thought about my feelings at all?

Rey .. You can't love me, you can hate me, too, but please don't hurt me like this, Rey. Do you know how sick it is to be betrayed by someone we love so much? I pray that you won't feel the same way as I do Rey.

While walking down the stairs one by one, Bella cried while holding her sobbing.

Suddenly he felt something back flowing from his nose. On her swab with her hands, and sure enough it turns blood, Bella returns a nosebleed.

Bella went straight to the bathroom to clear her nose.