Let Me Still Love You
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“Bella,” Sounded the voice of someone calling his name. Bella directs her head towards the origin of the sound. The figure he currently misses a lot, someone who worries him, the man who made him cry hysterically a moment ago. Bella was still quietly unmoved in her place, the man smiled towards her.

“Rey,” says nothing. Did not feel the tears that had previously pooled in her eye pelupuk, now it has flowed soaking her smooth cheeks.

“Rey, is that really you?” ask him not to believe. The man smiled his smile. It felt like Bella was eager to stand up and hug the man who was in front of her at this moment. However, because she was so happy, her legs seemed unable to move, Bella could only see the man.

“Rey ... don't leave me alone, yes!” Bella said still with tears that continued to flow rapidly.

“Sorry, I'm back leaving you.” The man turned his back on Bella. Bella tried to stand up and hug the man. However, the more he tried to stand up, the more the figure turned away. The stronger he tried, the figure began to disappear with the darkness that began to come.

“Rey, don't go! I beg Rey .. I love you so much. Don't leave me for a second time Rey!” Bella screamed as loud as her tears grew.

“REY ... REY .. REY!” Bella's voice is getting weaker.

“Bella ... Bella, wake up Nak!” Bella hears her name being called by someone. Bella opened her eyes slowly. Seen there is a very recognizable figure, namely the mother of her husband.

“Nak, why are you, baby? Why do you call Rey's name constantly?” shinta asked worriedly, when she saw that her daughter-in-law had opened her eyes.

When she hears that Rey is the victim of a plane explosion, Bella is powerless

heard her. After crying for so long, Bella was unconscious. Ms. Shinta, bi Ira and bi Siti also panicked to see her.

“Sit down first, Honey! Drink first!” Ms. Shinta helps Bella to sit down, while bi Ira gives the drinking water in the glass she is holding to bella.

“You're okay right, sweetheart?” ask Shinta ma'am.

“Rey, Mom .. This is all wrong Bella bu, Bella who has made Rey become like this, Bu.” Bella cries again, Shinta pulls her daughter-in-law into her arms.

“Yes son, I understand your feelings. As a mother, losing a child is the hardest thing, and you can't lose Rey, son. But, we can't blame ourselves either, this is fate, son. You have to learn to take Rey, if she's gone. But, you also have to keep praying, hopefully Rey is still alive, honey. If you are sad like this and blame yourself, Rey must also be sad to see it. You must be sincere, dear.” Bu Shinta advised Bella, although she herself was not necessarily able to mengikhlaskan her child just like that. But for some reason, Ms. Shinta had a good feeling that her son was still alive.

Which mother does not feel lost, in staying by her child for as long as her. However, Ms. Shinta must still look tough in front of her daughter-in-law, because she also understands what her daughter-in-law is feeling right now. Losing the husband he loved so much, surely it makes him very hurt. Because he had also felt it before him.

“Rey, you'd rather hurt me by cheating on me with Kia, than lose you for so long. I can't stand it, Rey. How can you leave me when we're just starting out, and when I'm just feeling your affection, Rey.” Inner Bella while tightening her embrace to the mother of her husband.

“Son, it is better now that we go to the scene, so that we can make sure that Rey is included or not in the explosion of the plane,” said Ms. Shinta. Bella also nodded.

***

Now that they had reached the scene, Bi Ira and Bi Siti accompanied them.

Plakk

One slap landed on Bella's smooth cheek, which made her fall to her knees. With just one slap alone, Bella falls. Bella can't balance her body because she cries for too long. Ms. Shinta helped her daughter-in-law to stand up.

“Chelsea,” Bella was aghast when she saw that someone in front of her was currently her best friend. And what makes her more confused is, the one who slapped her earlier was the same person.

“It's all because of you, Bella. I just got married, and I'm pregnant right now. Why did I have to lose my husband. Poor son Bella, he'll be born without a father. It's all your fault Bella, I hate you Bella, very, very hate,” Chelsea held her sobs, Chelsea again wanted to slap Bella, but Lily first held her back.

“Quiet Chels, this is not good for your content. Calm yourself, if you don't want your child to get hurt!” lily's words made Chelsea silent. Bella doesn't believe what Chelsea have to say.

“Sorry, Chels .. I also didn't know that this was going to happen. Sorry, Chels,” Uap Bella says.

“What is this, Lily? “ asked Bu Shinta to the friend of her daughter-in-law.

“Begini aunt .. earlier we asked the officer who was looking for the body of the accident victim. But they did not find Rey or Ronald's body. It is likely that their bodies were destroyed by the explosion. Because, the bodies found there are no intact aunt, there must always be destroyed. And they said, in both planes there was only a pilot with his colleagues, there were no other passengers besides Rey and Ronald,” explained Lily who made them cry again.

“Chelsea, you can't blame Bella unilaterally either. You know for yourself, Kia didn't like Bella. Bella also feels lost to Chels, just like you. We are friends, so don't blame each other like this huh.” Lily said while hugging her two best friends. Lily also felt the sadness that was being experienced by her two friends. Losing the person you love most is not easy.

Bella and Chelsea were a little touched by Lily's words. Since when did this one friend become so wise, that's how their minds are. Before that, Chelsea also received a call from Kia. Chelsea blamed Bella.

“You must let them go, so that they can go in peace. Believe that! they also do not want to be separated from you. However, it is God who separates you in this way, so you must accept the destiny of God. Be thankful you guys, because before losing, you had felt his beautiful loved,” Bella and Chelsea also back tightened his embrace of Lily. For some reason, it feels like today his best friend is not like his usual self. It turns out Lily could be that adult, when the precarious circumstances are like this.

“Rey, is it true that I should take you down? If that's the case, then Rey, go quietly! Remember, I will continue to love you, my feelings for you will never change, Rey. Thank you for learning to love me. Although I have never heard, you say that you already love me, without the coercion of others. I'm sorry that I haven't been able to be a good wife to you, Rey. Go with peace of mind my husband, I have given you.” Bella spoke inwardly while letting out her cries. He can't stand all this anymore, but he also has to be able to make it.