Let the Heart Choose
I Want It Myself

Tone was only mute, his glazed eyes had already explained everything. Andra got off the bike, and tried to get close to Nada.

"Stop, I want to be alone" said Nada, then turned the key and drove the bike.

Andra knew Nada's current feelings must be sick, her mother was outrageous at this time, if Andra had enough money to contract a patch of house even though it was not big, surely the problem would not be like this.

Andra could only stare at Nada's back away, with guilt enveloping her heart. While Nada was trying to appease her heart at this moment. He didn't want his mood to destroy the mood of children like that.

A few minutes later Nada arrived home. Tone opened the door slowly, as Zaskia fell asleep. She immediately went into the room and laid Zaskia on the mattress, Tone's cry broke already, she immediately covered her mouth with a pillow. He didn't want it to sound until he left the room.

Usually there can withstand all the behavior of his in-laws. But for some reason this morning his emotions were out of control, and what made him sick the most was that Alif felt sadness.

The Heart of Tone is like a flesh slashed so deeply, so sick and sore. He had been trying to become what his father-in-law would be like, but not all was futile and pointless.

Tone took a deep breath and exhaled slowly, He immediately exited the room and started his activity. With this the mood can immediately improve.

The tone was drying clothes, washing dishes, sweeping and cooking.it all had to be finished before 11 am, because that hour Alif was home from school.

Not finished with her work was heard the voice of Zaskia crying, seeing no word from people. Nada immediately approached Zaskia. He took her and invited her to work together.

Since then the tone did not see the existence of Laras, did not even hear his tirades. Maybe he was away with Kinan, there was such gratitude in Nada's heart because when he could drown out his heartache, and could calm himself down

After struggling with kitchen duties, Jam showed at 10:00 am the time for Nada to pick up Alif. Nada immediately held Zaskia back and drove her motorcycle towards Alif's school.

Usually Alif wants to be picked up early because he wants to play with Zaskia first, then go home.

Amidst the trip at school, the eyes of the tone were made glued to the sight that he currently did not want to see. One who apologized for some time, has repeated his mistake again.

His heart was sore, his tears were broken he could not stand it. He tries to stay focused on his bike and continues his way to Alif's school.

A while later Nada arrived at Alif's school, Mata Nada perfectly rounded when he saw Laras had sat with several guardians.

Tone let out a long sigh, he was trying to regulate his emotions. Slowly Tone propelled his motor closer to his in-laws.

"You took Alif out" said Laras in a tone that was not pleasant to hear.

"Where's Ma?" ask Nada.

"grandmother ... Mommy .." said Alif who left class excitedly.

Shortly afterwards Andra came to the side of a woman who had visited the house this morning

"Alif, we play with Aunt Kinan yes," said Laras stroked the head of Alif.

Hearing, the speech makes the emotion of the Tone peaked. He did not want to spoil his son's mood, so Nada got off the bike and stepped closer to Alif.

"Alif wanna come, Grandma?" tanya Soft tone.

"Grandmother, you're not coming?" tanya Alif looked at Nada.

Tone sighed again, only this was able to control his emotions at the moment. His heart had been very hot since the morning.

Nada threw a glance at Laras and at Andra, seeing Nada's reaction. Kinan approached Nada and regretted it.

"Bak Nada yes, I'm Kinan mbak. Sorry no offense, my shop held an event at the orphanage, so Bu Laras invited Alif to come along. That's all" said Kinan softly.

Nada replied to Kinan's words with her sweetest smile, then nodded. He threw a glance towards the silent Andra helping out.

Nada stepped closer to Andra and pulled her closer to Alif, then Nada's hand tightly hugged Andra's waist and pulled her closer.

"Look, dad and mom are better, baby" said Nada showing off her happy smile.

SERIATE.....