Let the Heart Choose
I Can Without You

At this time Alif was very happy, for the first time Nada saw Alif as happy as this. He was running around in the middle of the expanse of green grass, repeatedly Nada yelled out to Alif.

Alif, however, did not respond. He was too happy so no matter how hot the sun burned his skin. He still enjoyed it with pleasure.

While Andra and Nada sat on the edge of the field, they sat in a lesehan serving shaved ice with various toppings.

Maybe Alif was tired from running around, he put his feet closer to his seat and laid his body into Nada's lap.

Their order came, 4 bowls of shaved ice with red and green syrup toppings. Added a mash of milk and a few pieces of chirp.

Seeing his order coming, Alif grew happier, he cheered and devoured the ice. Nada and Andra were still awkward, even though they had already made up in front of Alif. To be honest in their hearts they were still unable to reconcile, especially Nada.

Finished with a bowl of shaved ice, Alif ran back, now he ran towards the playground not far from the lesehan.

Being too happy, he carried Zaskia and invited her to play in the slide. Nada and Andra are sitting in the garden chair.

"You still angry?" ask Andra.

"No, just learn to accept the situation," replied Nada without expression.

"Kinan only used my ojek service, and the shoes were a gift for Alif" Andra explained.

"Whatever the truth is I don't know, either" said Nada threw away his gaze.

Tone stared blankly at his children, his brain drifting away. He just didn't expect his in-laws to be that hot. He can't give Alif a shoe, but that doesn't mean he can't bring him happiness.

In addition, her heart was more hurt when she saw her husband even berbongcangan with other women.

All the struggles he has done, ranging from being patient to face Laras. Close your ears tightly and do not hear all the words of the neighbor who pierced his heart, and can be sure who started the conversation.

What's Nada doing? Just shut up, and what did he get? More pain than ever.

Andra's phone rang loudly, she stared at the screen of the phone with the name Laras written there. Actually he was reluctant to shift the green button, at this time because he saw the state of the Tone is not okay.

Her mother's treatment this time was outrageous. Andra sat down and grasped Nada's fingers.

"I'm sorry if I hurt you, I won't do it again" Andra said

Tone let out a long sigh, already repeatedly he did that. Just to calm his chaotic heart, the rest as usual, be patient and be patient.

"Honestly, I'm so tired, I forgot my identity. I feel like I'm fighting myself." said Nada throwing a perverted look at Andra.

In fact, even though she is not his real mother, but Alif's affection for Nada is like a mother and a biological child.

Seeing Alif so dear to Zaskia makes Nada more grateful to have Alif. He never chose to be with his two children

"How do you want it?" tanya Andra raised her gaze.

Looking at the beautiful face of Nada with her sad look, her eyes started to glaze over and began to drip clear circles.

"You live alone, without your mother" replied Nada expressionlessly

Andra had already guessed what Nada would say, she was silent for a moment, she was unable to answer or refuse even to accept Nada's request.

"So how?" said Nada at a glance throwing a sour look at Andra. Andra was silent in a thousand languages.

"I guessed it was my destiny to fight alone for my children, trying to stay sane when the situation forced me to go crazy, said Nada smiling wryly.

"Even my own husband can't save my sanity" Nada continued

The ringing of the phone was ringing faster, Andra was still silent in her seat. His hand was still clutching the fingers.

"Go, I can go home alone" said Nada staring at her two cool children with a swing.

Andra was still silent, there was no intention for her to get out of the chair, Nada pulled her fingers from Andra's hands. He got out of his chair and was about to step up.

"As usual, I can do everything myself. Don't look at me like that like you're always beside me" said Nada, stepping away to approach her two children.

Andra followed Nada's steps behind, seeing that Nada did not need her presence, she immediately called her two children and waved.

Unfortunately no one turned their heads towards Andra they were busy with the game. Andra's heart felt sliced when she saw her two children who did not consider her presence.

Maybe this is what Nada meant, he always said to set aside time to play with the kids even for a while, but he never accepted it. It turns out that the impact is very heartbreaking.

Tone swung his hand, only with a swing of the hands of his two children immediately scattering closer to Nada.

"Want to go to work again? So are we going home alone or are we going to come home with Dad?" tanya Nada with a smile.

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