Let the Heart Choose
Chapter > 45

Andra stepped foot into Zaskia's room, looking Nada who was still sitting and looking closely at her daughter who was asleep.

"Breakfast Yuk" asked Andra.

Tone turned his head and looked at Andra at a glance, he smiled slightly and nodded softly. Seeing the reaction of Nada, was like a dream to him.

In spirit Andra stepped closer to Nada and immediately pulled a board tucked away in the Zaskia nightstand.

He opened the rice wrap he ordered in the canteen some time ago, Andra immediately scooped the rice and prepared it into Nada's mouth.

"I can do it myself" said Nada grabbing a spoon in Andra's fingers.

"But I want to bribe you" Andra's whine was like a child.

Tada let out a long sigh and tried according to what Andra said, she did not want any more commotion after a long quarrel with her husband did not meet any meeting point.

Gently Andra scooped the rice for a mouthful of Nada, until finally a portion of the rice wrap had moved to the stomach of Nada.

"How's Alif doing?" ask Nada with a hopeful look.

"It's the same, but his heart is normal. Just as Doctor Satria said," Andra answered, throwing her face away.

Somehow hearing Satria's name spoken from her mouth, made her heart hurt.

Tone was just a small smile, her brows furrowed hearing the answer from her husband. Because he knows exactly how the rules of the HCU room in the hospital.

What possible?

"I barged in, but had to get out because of the fierce sisters. Huh, I do'ain for not having a soul mate, nuns, really jutek." lamented Andra with a manyun mouth.

Tone shook his head softly, a burst of laughter rang out from his thin mouth. It seemed like Nada's mood had improved by now.

Hopefully it continues this way ...

A moment later there was only silence, no more chatter because Andra had run out of jokes. While Nada was still faithful looking at her husband's face that looked very tired.

The clock has shown at 11 noon, some days Nada did not see her husband work.

"Wasn't work?" tanya Soft tone.

Hearing Nada ask about her, Andra's heart is like growing many flowers that bloom. After a long time his wife was silent, for the first time he was noticed.

"Aren't you pa-pa in living alone?" andra was not sure.

Nada just nodded softly, the hospital needs quite a lot. I don't know where Andra got that much money, which is clear he was quite grateful because his two children could be treated well in the hospital all this time.

The new tone realized it after the taste of the neckline gradually disappeared some time ago, there is a point people said. If we cannot keep a lot of pain for too long, it will slowly destroy us.

"Where do you get money for the treatment of children?" tanya Nada was curious.

"From Mas's friend, but clearly it's not Kinan," replied Andra with her trademark shady smile.

Andra grabbed Nada's fingers and kissed them softly, she looked into his wife's eyes with a look full of sincerity.

"I'm sorry, because I never paid more attention to you. I promise I will change and I won't repeat it, if Kinan is the biggest problem in our family. So, Mas will give up all these responsibilities" said Andra full of confidence.

"I've forgotten everything, whether or not there is a Kinan among us is no longer important. The most important thing is children" said Nada staring fixed in the eyes of her husband.

Hearing Nada's reply made Andra's happiness collapse all of a sudden, he thought his wife would forgive him and give him a chance.

And in the end, the household was destroyed and could not be united. Nada's answer seemed convincing that at this time he had mengikhlaskan Andra.

"Nad, you mean?" tanya Andra gripped tightly to Nada's fingers.

Tone pulled his hand and let out a long breath. His heart was sore, but his tears were no longer able to come out.

"I don't want to be jealous anymore, or even sue Mas is always beside me. You can do what you like, all you need to pay attention to is the kids. Besides it's all up to Mas." replied Nada without burden.

Nada's attitude is like the swift current of the river, which looks calm but endangers those around him.

"I don't want to waste my energy on unimportant matters anymore. I've entered this abyss, it's very difficult for me to get out. My reason for surviving is only for the sake of the children, when they can already accept our separation. Then I will gladly take off Mas" said Nada firmly, and this time without a single drop of tears falling down her cheek.

Everything was like a dream for him, Nada's attitude as if she was ready to live alone without Andra beside her.

Only kids? Then what does his presence mean to the life of Nada. Is everything really destroyed?

"I'll take Zaskia to my parents' house, before Alif fully recovers. I won't take Zaskia." said Nada firmly.

"No, I don't approve!" refute Andra.

"Then find a way for Zaskia to get the best nanny and certainly at a light cost," Nada said again with a firm and calm intonation.

The one in front of him was like Andra was not the woman he knew back then, a gentle, spoiled and often crying woman. Women always expect their presence at all times.

Everything felt different, Andra stood up and stepped away. He could not accept with this kind of cold Tone attitude.

Andra stepped away, before long she came back to check on his wife. And what did he see? Flat and bland face, no tears dripping.

"Have you got the nanny?" ask Tone without sin.

Andra had only left 10 minutes ago, but Nada had already asked the nanny?

"Nad, what's wrong with you?" asked Andra again to sit on the side of Zaskia's bed.

"Diminish your voice, I don't want Zaskia to wake up. She was so fussy all day." replied Nada as if nothing had happened.

"Aren't you going to go ngojek?" tanya Tada with a flat look.

Andra was still silently silent, she was trying to accept the change of Tone that was 180° away from the one she knew before.

"If you mind working, I'll come to work. Don't worry, I won't be a burden on your life and your family anymore" Nada said with a shady smile.

What expression is this? why did you change like this, Nad?

"Hallo Nad, this is the siomay. Let's eat together." Barrel came making room door.

"Ups Sorry."