Let the Heart Choose
My Determination is Round

Tone was sitting on the prayer mat, currently a pure white face wrapped his tired body. His lips were just shaking, his cheeks were flowing a small river that was not dry.

Now that he has given everything to the Creator, he has been fighting hard for several years. Trying to repair a household that is already on the verge of collapse.

If indeed he is not a match with Andra, he will mengikhlaskan everything. Sacrifice and all her efforts, so as not to bring her children into this ruin.

A mother is able to stand on the coals of fire, but they will not bear to see her child suffer in the slightest.

He wouldn't be willing, if he could. Wanting Nada to take Alif's place, the boy was still too small to face a trial of this magnitude.

After several hours of sitting on the prayer mat, Nada decided to get up and step out of the hospital mushalla. Outside there was Faisal who was cool to hold Zaskia.

Nada approached Faisal and took Zaskia from his lap, knowing that this man would not mind if he always bothered. It's just that Nada does not want more debt budinya.

"Lo has not pa-pa, Zaskia let me be the same" said Faisal staring at Nada attentively.

"Gue ain't pa-pa, you wanna go home. Ambilin children's stuff." said Nada smiling.

Faisal had known Nada for a long time, he was increasingly unable to see Nada smiling with a lie like this.

"Aterine gue, huh?" faisal.

Nada smiled again and shook her head softly, Faisal had helped her too much. In fact, the neighbors thought they had an affair.

"Lo know, my house a lot of CCTV "kekeh Nada.

"Because, they are not working people," Faisal said with a sour face.

It is widely spread that Nada and Faisal had a relationship before marrying Andra, once again. Nada didn't know where the news came from.

Because of the news, life Tone successfully changed 180°. In the excommunication of the citizens, became the topic of gibah. Until his son followed suit.

Until someone says that Zaskia is not the son of Andra, fortunately. After Zaskia was born, her face was 100% like her husband, otherwise? his name must have been really broken.

"Thank you .. I went home first." said Nada hooking a kangaroo sling to his shoulder and back.

Seeing the troubled tone, made him take the initiative to help her. But there was a hand that pulled Faisal's shoulder rough.

After Zaskia's sling was neatly attached, Nada twisted her body.

"Then ..." Tone unable to continue his words, his eyes turned red again. The water that was slowly drying up, was now back flowing drop by drop.

Seeing a man standing before him, made his heart so sore. Just looking at it just makes the feeling of Tone like slashed.

"I looked for you everywhere, it turned out to be here" Andra said while throwing a cynical glance at Faisal.

Nada did not care about Andra's presence in the slightest, she threw a smile at Faisal saying thanks. Faisal replied by showing off his row of white teeth.

Tone immediately stepped away from before Andra, his heart still too sore when it was nearby. He heard his name being called out repeatedly, but he kept swinging his steps.

The more the person approached, the more Nada accelerated her pace. The sound is getting closer.

"Tone, why are you?" tanya Andra grabbed Nada's shoulder.

The tone stopped his steps as his shoulder was successfully clutched in Andra's hand. His tongue was still too faint to utter a word.

"Diem's cigarette? You can have a casual conversation with another man, while I. You shut up like this!" andra was frustrated.

"I'm your husband!" andra pointed to the chest of Nada.

Tone just stared at Andra with blank eyes, and glazed over.

"You always cry near me, but when near another man you .." Andra's speech was interrupted.

"Have you ever thought about my feelings? Even if only a glance?" tanya Nada with a calm voice.

"I always think of your feelings Nad, I .." Andra's words were cut back.

"Are you angry when I was hugged by Doctor Satria? Or when I'm with Faisal?" tanya Nada returned, with tears already down.

"Didn't you see my expression?" andra hugged Nada.

A hug that used to feel warm, a heartbeat that she always missed. I don't know why everything feels so bland to Nada.

He used to look forward to this, a hug that always calmed him down. Despite all this time she was patient and lacked support from her husband. But this hug can usually neutralize the mood of a disheveled tone.

But, I don't know why? Everything feels so different. There was no more warmth and peace, only pain and pain that Nada felt now.

"I won't see Kinan again, I promise." Andra said seriously.

Tone let go of Andra's embrace, she looked back into her husband's sharp eyes.

"Slow," said Nada, turning her body and slowly stepping away from Andra.

He already did not care how Kinan and Andra were related, he was already quite lewd at the thought of all his endless household matters.

Indeed, in this life will not be colored if there is no problem, but Nada is also not a woman that strong.she is just an ordinary human who is easily fragile at any time.

"meaning?" andra asked with a confused face.

"I hope you can understand what I'm saying" Nada said as she continued.

Nada walked towards the edge of the highway, she was waiting for a public transport to her house. Her chest is still tight if she has to go home with Andra.

Public transport drove away from the hospital area, while Andra followed Nada from behind on his motorcycle.

He was still unwilling to part with Nada, where else could he get a gentle-hearted woman like her in this world.

Regretted? Andra is so sorry. Only circumstances forced him to act like this, had he had a little firmness. Surely everything will not run like this.

FLASHBACKS

"What! Papa he's my friend, can you do that to Kinan?" andra said with a furious rage.

Seeming a middle-aged man was sitting on his big chair, he raised his feet on the table while sipping a cigarette.

Andra's breath was still blooming, how could a person she was so proud of be able to carry out such a cruel intention.

"What's my fault, he's asking that he can live with you. While you chose the nurse instead." said Bondan laughed out loud.

Unable to hold back her anger any longer, Andra immediately stepped closer to Bondan and sent her deadly blows ablaze.

Instantly Bondan's nose and lip tips flowed a fresh red liquid, accompanied by a groan of pain.

"You're just like your mother, useless!" said Bondan loudly.

"I'm so sorry to have been the son of a pervert like you!" said Andra clutching Bondan's collar.

"I'll .." Andra's words stopped.

"Will kill me, see how your mother will beg me to pick her back up" Bondan chuckled.

"You and your mother are the same, you can't live without me." Bondan continued.

"I won't forgive you until something happens to Kinan, and another one. I don't need your treasure!" said Andra stepped out of Bondan's room and slammed the door.

He immediately drove his car to a hospital not far from Bondan's office, Andra darted quickly past the line of cars that were walking in front of him.

Occasionally there was a sound of cursing and klason be meeting people behind, but Andra still did not care about it.

Right now, there is something more important than the swearing of all those people. His friend is currently in hospital, and all because of his father.

Shortly thereafter he was hospitalized, right where his unfortunate friend was treated. Andra immediately put her car in the parking lot and stepped towards the nursery.

Andra immediately ran small, her heart quite restless this time. He was very sorry to have let his friend fight alone against his father's heinous act.

A girl was sitting on a chair, she lowered her head. I heard sobs from him.

"Dinda, what's your sister?" ask Andra.

Dinda immediately looked up her head she stared fixedly at a handsome man who loved her brother very much.

Dinda got up from her chair and looked at Andra with her eyes reddened.

Plaque ...

A warm slap landed on Andra's cheek, she was only able to receive the anger from Sister Kinan without daring to fight back.

"Based on a depraved family, I swear your family won't be happy forever!" said Dinda with trembling lips holding back anger.

"I'll take responsibility, please forgive us" Andra said.

"Sorry, can my brother's upbringing come back with an apology? What is my sister's psychic condition can be normal just by saying Sorry." said Dinda as he pleased.

"My brother always loved you sincerely, but you never paid him any heed. I don't know what you're up to, until my brother does this crazy thing!" said Dinda slumped to the floor.

"My brother's future will be bleak, his womb will be lifted. All the neighbors know that she's become the woman who destroys people's households, say! What am I supposed to do?" dinda repeatedly wiped her tears.

Andra crouched down and looked at Dinda, she could feel how devastated the girl before her was at the moment.

Andra could only pat the girl on the shoulder and sit leaning against the hospital wall, she let out a long sigh.

"I assure you, your brother's life will not fall apart. I will be responsible for your brother's life" Andra said.

"I won't accept it, stay away from my brother. Your presence will only be a disaster for him." said Dinda slowly rose from her seat.

The two stared for a moment when they heard a noise from Kinan's room, Dinda and Andra immediately entered Kinan's room.

Some doctors prevented Kinan from removing his hose, a lot of hospital stuff on the floor.

Starting from scissors, eating puffs, and some other medical devices. Some of the sisters have already faced Kinan's anger.

"Kinan, I'm Andra. You remember, everything will be fine. I promise." said Andra holding Kinan.

Kinan who continued to thrash, slowly weakened. Some of the sisters put the hose back on and stepped out of the room.

SERIATE.....